December 02, 2004

blah. I don't feel like writing here anymore. at all. go here for my journal. it's friends only now but maybe not in the future.

August 01, 2004

A new layout again! The Goo Goo Dolls one didn't inspire me to write anything here so I changed it.. and to a layout featuring Finch (one of the most awesome bands in the world). The pictures are from their music video "Letters To You", which is great. no wonder.

mood: happy
music: finch - letter to you

July 02, 2004

New layout!! Finally... featuring The Goo Goo Dolls! I can't help but love their music! Their lyrics are awesome and they really make you think. I love that, I love thinking. ♥

mood: pretty happy
music: goo goo dolls - black balloon

May 26, 2004

Back, finally! Nothing really special has happened during the time I was away so there has been nothing to blog about... I'll blog when I've got more stuff done. This is just a temporary layout, and the site is not half ready! Be patient.

mood: confused
music: hoobastank : the reason

May 5, 2004

Another boring day at school... or well, not so boring because we had a different kind of day. I'm not gonna go to the details because it wouldn't be so interesting. But I went to the town and went from a shop to shop, trying to find some summer clothes. I think I'm gonna buy some tomorrow. If I've got time of course.
Today some people talked about how short life is and you should live today like it was your last.. well, now I feel really confused. again. I've got a crush on a guy and he's just so unreachable. I think he just can't see that I'm interested because I know that it wouldn't work, I'd only end up alone again and that's why I don't know what to do. Maybe it would work.. or maybe not because he's so outgoing, funny and different. I don't think I have a chance. Whenever he's around, I feel bad because he's all I want but I don't have the confidence to go over and talk to him. It sucks but what can you do..? Nothing. That sucks also. I have had my eyes on him for over 10 months but I'm just so shy that I don't have the courage to actually talk to him. I think he may have been interested in me at the beginning, just before I noticed it. But now.. I think he's not. I really don't want to be this shy because it's slowly killing me. I know what he's like from a reliable resource but still.. I think I hate myself right now. for being me.

mood: confused
music: finch: new beginnings

May 4, 2004

Okay, after keeping the same old layout for over a year (because our old computer got messed up, we got another one but with bad image quality) I've made a quick layout! yeah, it's not much, I know! But it's a new one. I'll make a better one when I've got some time

mood: pretty happy
music: incubus: warning