Tha FreakStylaz Post Album

T HA F REAKSTYLAZ P OST A LBUM

| Trini Laws |

| 7. Fresh Start feat. Sierra |

::Trini Laws::

Thought beyond the doubts of the world, I’m not there

Can’t see a dude shouting my girl and not care

Though, to grow past my made insecurities; hard-pressed

It’s a long road, to start-fresh…but God bless.

::Sierra::

Thought beyond the doubts of the world, I can’t see

Can’t, be out of touch anywhere that my man be

And apologies don’t lead to trust; I’m heart-LESS

Dodge sex, we’ll begin it, once we start fresh.

::Trini Laws::

You already know the saga, the drama of my condition

In no position, won’t listen; just jostle with competition

Though she says my adversaries are just mental

After what we did, I have a feeling they’re simply confidential

Not trying to hurt my feelings; protecting her own heart

Skipping “scripts” of the present but stressing the “old part”

“Oh God!” myself says, “Would somebody help Hez.”

Everybody gets theirs but he has already felt his

The trial hurts my head but dude, I cant-forget-the-plan

But this rough, eternal beating; of the sacrificial lamb?

It seems like blasphemy but I pay for my same sin

At times feeling like, a game that I can’t win

She says it ain’t the same, the feelings she’s once had

I assume eternal-pissed from that day she was once mad

I get the same optimism as I’ve told everybody

But negativity is felt by every bone in my body.

Hook

::Sierra::

Screams in my dreams means that he is out cheating

At times wonder why is it my mind takes this beating

Once upon a time you know I would die for this passion

But he has cheated once and now, I just; cannot put it past him

I cry when I am alone, he brought a stranger in our home

So now, where is my secure? I am dragged out of my comfort zone

I can scream for Self to save me, maybe Teck or Wis

But we have an obligation now, we cannot give back our kids

And try as I might to explain it, he misses the point I repeat

When I say I need to be successful with MINE, he assumes I am going to cheat

He’s fought in my name, and blessed me with babies

And taken some no’s and turned them to maybes

I’m grateful though scorned, not vengeful and rude

And I would leave him before I go bend for a dude

Wounds are healed by time, not a gift-bribe of a car

I guess a longer period, just due to bigger scar.

The Husband

The Wife

Written by Hezron & Sierra (Officially)