Tha FreakStylaz Post Album

T HA F REAKSTYLAZ P OST A LBUM

| Trini Laws |

| 3. Never Just One : Obstacles |

Never Just One : Obstacles

Sink or swim, this – I’m him; do or die, it is my fate

Word is bond, life is hard; I let God defend my gate

Due to potential premise, those who proctor the stats

Have affixed me in position, how they doctor the facts

Now the label feels that I’m a poet to stay

They were talking dollars but they aren’t certain today

There’s ups and downs in music

But these sluts and clowns abuse it

“thug-love” like “pounding” cupid

son, its HATE! You sounding stupid

they ask, then “cover opens” just – fearing the lie

but you – hear with the ears, thus – sparing the “eye”

and the mind, but mine focused – still aim at lime lotus

only roll with “9” loaders, I’mma be fine JOKERS!!

I relax my mind and let my conscience be free

And be the only person I can HONESTLY be..

Truth – hurts but the wound heals – lies never scab up

choices lead to circumstance, no such thing as bad luck

it adds up, you ignore it, still I’mma teach it

we all got a goal that will kill us to reach it.

Those who know me know the drama, baby-moms and I

For everything I did in “us” sincerely ‘pologized

Lies that I told in diverting her from my cash-route

Opened a cut that bled so bad, baby nearly passed out

(from)Loss-of-blood, so I “lost-Crip” banging done, I showed-up

damn I thought, the wound was stitched, thang ain’t never sewn-up

I hurt he in the mind cuz I couldn’t control my c*ck

I Wish I could rewind, but I don’t control the clock

For years she begged, I stood and watched; quiet as the hours-passed

The sands of time, had “turned” on me; I WAS atop the hour-glass

went forward-fast, but fast-forward was what I’d plotted dude

Now I wanna “slow down”, but this thing is “chopped”, I’m “screwed”

Now I hold this balance and done threw the card off

Ain’t no paying up son, this thing gon charge off

Indulge in tears and sleep in cold, a grown man also suffers

On deaf ears but all my thugs respect your baby’s mothers.

Laws

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