Tha FreakStylaz Post Album | Scrypt ~ Beneath the Writings

T HA F REAKSTYLAZ P OST A LBUM

| Scrypt |

| 6. In Your Absence |

(chorus)

remisnicin, sittin down & memories present/

keepin u in my thoughts, notion of u never be lessened/

since u been gone, things ain't been the same/

in your absence, i'm tryna get a clear picture & place it in the frame/

since u been gone...

(verse 1)

recollections of u callin me over to chill/

the one u know u can confide in, aware that what i'm bestowin is real/

came at a time when i thought i was gonna go over the hill/

kept me company, deterin me from bein all by my lonesome/

we used to talk on the phone all nights, my prone chum/

watchin t.v. and crackin jokes, it's the little things that matter/

i miss u...one of the many things to fathom/

when u smile & gimme a hug, i feel the love, wantin to give u a ring to have it/

your warmth is a shield, protectin me from myself/

mentally project myself to them times when we laughed, love my realm/

eatin snacks in ya livin room, exultation abundant/

i miss u, i swear that i do, my pulsation...it runs thick/

neighbors comin over just to chat/

cool with ya brother, hangin with u wasn't tough, took a while to adjust to that/

i know it's been less than a year/

since u left, recallin the last time i saw u, them lenses in tears.

(chorus)

remisnicin, sittin down & memories present/

keepin u in my thoughts, notion of u never be lessened/

since u been gone, things ain't been the same/

in your absence, i'm tryna get a clear picture & place it in the frame/

since u been gone...

(verse 2)

your kindness has swallowed me, soused in your bossom/

tapering ways on enjoyin yourself, them other chicks worhtless as u push 'em/

givin me pointers, helpful advice/

smokin on the corner, conversations overlap background noises, felt those tonight.../

those parameters of the confidence & trust u got in me/

negative thoughts u wiped away like dust, u got in me.../

sincerely, never imagined we'd be so close/

supportin me when nobody else would, instillin faith in me, believin i'd have more hits than the beatles wrote/

calmed me down when i got angry, when things got fucked up/

when impurity seeped in & after i almost got locked up/

after that fuckin junkie almost got me killed, i fell & u was there when i got up/

it's those things i value more than anything, i still think of u/

in the near future, i figure u.../

might come to visit & see how i'm doin, gettin my grind on/

hopefully my shit's more developed, see me perform & get my shine on/

i miss u, one of the most special girls i ever laid eyes on.

(chorus)

remisnicin, sittin down & memories present/

keepin u in my thoughts, notion of u never be lessened/

since u been gone, things ain't been the same/

in your absence, i'm tryna get a clear picture & place it in the frame/

since u been gone...

(verse 3)

i miss u, it feels like we always made each other grow/

know what makes u tick, what makes me tick & makes me clutch the flow/

the pain u endured during that trial period/

was killin me more than u think, drinkin & actin up hopin nobody was around seein it/

i think i was the only one graspin what lied underneath/

poured your heart out, confessin that misguided but benign love to me/

held u close as tears kept droppin from them pretty eyes/

stayed up that night on the phone, u was on the needy plight/

i reminisce as i write this, just like it was yesterday/

the idea of u to again commence was strange/

always by your side & kept them ears open/

especially during the lapse when u had them tears flowin/

i want u to know that i fuckin miss u...it's been a while since we talked/

goin to the movies, bars, clubs, parties & all the cigs we bought/

wanna see u happy, got surprises for u & i ain't yet gon' show u previews of them/

in your absence lies the wish to see u again.

(chorus)

remisnicin, sittin down & memories present/

keepin u in my thoughts, notion of u never be lessened/

since u been gone, things ain't been the same/

in your absence, i'm tryna get a clear picture & place it in the frame/

since u been gone...