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| Welcome to my damn journal thing. Here I write about how my fuhking life is going, and yea, I know it might be boring, but this is how I keep myself from suicide, by writing down my thoughts. |
!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK... I cant go to the skatepark with my friends because I have no money, I cant go play outside with my friends because my parents think I'll destroy something. I cant do anything! DAMN IT!!! Gosh... Being at home is like fucking a drawer full of knives, and thats all Ive got to say.
Mood: Bored as fuck...
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Just a picture of me if you were wondering
Sorry for the bad quality it was from my yearbook and I had to cut out all the other people so thats why its so small.
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Yesterday I had to talk to my court person dude and she said I get trialed on June 10, and I have to work 25-49 hours of community service at the Y. So its not that bad. Today was the last day of school :-/ For once in my life I have actually felt that feeling where your about to cry because your losing your friend or something. Im not going to see anybody next year :( I never even got to say goodbye to my twin. I at least got to lick Tami but thats not the point. I really had a great year with all you guys and wish I could spend more time with you all. Damn... So thanks for being there and junk, actually the only year of my life that I cared about. Anyways tommorow marks my summer calender. I dont think I'll be using the comp much anymore nothing to do. This summer I'm just getting pumped, so next year I'll be sexually attractive to all you sex goddesses, and that was only pointed towards girls, so if you are a guy and think im sexy stay the fuck away from me. Good Bye everyone!!!
Mood: Depressed sorta
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Today, I made my parents actually proud of me for once. I actually got a couple awards that made me look smart. I really didnt want to go up and get my awards infront of everyone but yea shit happens. I'm going to court tommorow and I'm kinda nervous but o well. Nothing much going on now, Just wondering if I should change my life, but I dont want to :)
Mood: Cant Think like always
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First off I gotta say that my twin, kris is the shit. Ok I didnt do much today. Yea Simple as this. Just give me a baseball bat and Ill start beating the shit out of the mailman uncounciously. Yep.. This post was gay I know, I had nothing to say. Fuck you.
Mood: Ok/Bored |
Today I went to the the movies with a couple of friends. I didnt really pay attention to the movie because I was more goal oriented on sticking twizlers up my nose and putting ice down a girls shirt. I also found out that im going to court on wednesday. I get to skip school early woohoo, not.. i have to do community service all summer, all work no play, makes david want to shoot somebody. yea, i also found out something cool about em and kristin f, shes my twin, not really but yea, we can read minds, so watch out or we'll pull our psychotic powerz on you. yep, Im beginning to actually really like her. w00t.
Mood: Ok |
Life Sucks at the moment. My life is getting suckier as it goes on. Even though damn school is ending in a week, I wont be looking foward to anything. During summer I'll be grounded for the 2 months, and isolated in my room, sitting in a corner with a needle in my hand. This looks like the beginning of hell for me. Good bye soul, I won't be needing you anymore. Life sucks.
Mood: ANGRY & DEPRESSED |
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