I've thought long and hard about my past and I came across lyrics from a song that kinda sumed up what I feel.  I thought it would be right to put this here because if you think about it, it's the truth... This is quoted from Destinys Child's new song, "Surivior":

Im a survivor
Im not gonna give up
Im not gon' stop
Im gonna work harder
Im a survivor,
Im gonna make it
Im a survivor,
Keep on survivin'
After all of the darknes and sadness,
Soon comes happiness
If I surround myself with positive things,
Ill gain posterity

  I would just like to say that I feel  this is the truth. It will take a long time for healing. Trust me, I'm still healing myself, but the words of that song are purely inspirational to me.   For all you survivors out there think about this...the hard part is pretty much over,
You Are Free.  But dont get me wrong, there are still rough waters ahead.  Now is time for the healing and gradually things will be getting better (I sure hope it does). So keep your head up high and smile once in a while it helps!! Take care and God bless..

Sincerely, Spice      6-17-01
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