Go ahead and throw my life away.
You'll find succession. I need my depression.
You'll get tired of me anyway.
I'm falling apart, there's a hole in my heart.
I don't know how to heal the pain.
I feel meager and sick, I know I'm pathetic.
My tears fall harder than rain.
Doors shut, one by one.
This time, there's nowhere to run.
I knew how it would all end.
I didn't want to believe.
I thought wounds mend.
I thought you wouldn't deceive.
Where's the love you said you'd always give?
You've left me unwilling to live.
I don't have the will,
to dig up six feet.
I've had my fill.
I'm just rotting meat.
But my soul won't go.
You wouldn't care, but I hope you know;
I still cry.
I'm still dead and waiting to die.