I don’t know

It’s been less than a month,

Yet it feels like it’s been over a year since last I laid eyes on you,

I can’t decipher these feelings I have right now,

I mourn and yet I laugh,

I miss you…I miss you,

I lie awake at night wondering what you are doing at that very moment,

I ponder what you might be dreaming about,

Are you dreaming of beautiful places?

Are you dreaming about me?

I want to sleep but it feels better to write than to sleep,

___, will you still remember me when I come back?

I love just talking to you on the phone on occasion,

I just wish that I could hold you in my arms once more,

Three months just seems too long,

Too long until I can embrace you,

Too long until I can stare into your eyes,

Too long until I can simply be with you,

So now I must go, go on another day without you,

Do not grieve, for joyous will be the day we are reunited,

Till then, ___, you will always have my heart.