Mixed thoughts-
I am here in the meeting with you, you’re a ways away,
The speakers are mostly on your side of the room, I try to focus on them,
Somehow, no matter how hard I try, I can not,
You just sit there quietly, watching on at the speakers,
I can not look away at your simple beauty, your subtle grace,
So hard I try to look past you, try to focus, and I fail,
Your hair so elegantly held in a notable style,
Your outfit, so simple, yet such a compliment to your gorgeous figure,
Then for a moment, either you know I’m looking your way or you choose to look towards me as well,
You look at first towards a child three seats from me, you smile and melt my heart,
Then you look at me, still smiling, I smile back and am only able to bow my head in respect,
I lose all control, close my eyes and take my attention to my feet, anything else other than you,
As I pause long enough for you to have looked away, I slowly look back up,
Things return back to normal and I am able to take a sigh of relief,
Cursed be my fear, cursed be my emotions,
Maybe one day I will overcome these fears and let you know how I really feel,
Maybe one day I can know how you feel,
Till then let the days be merry and the nights be a joy for both of us,
Till the day I speak with you about what is on my heart.