There are times when the answer seems so far away,

Never a short quick answer in under a day,

Now there are so many of them and I do not know,

What to say, what to do,

Two are so close to me and are familiar faces,

Having been seen in various places,

The other two are new and filled with mystery,

A chance to make something new, make history,

Why is it that a heart can pull in such directions?

And want to go and make such different actions?

The answers aren’t coming any time soon,

Like the lyrics to a ground-breaking tune,

I feel such different things for each,

Yet all four seem so far from my reach,

Is it a test or a game?

Or is this a replay of my past, just the same?

I just want to find someone, to love someone,

Someone that I can call sweet things like “Hun,”

And spend many merry days with under the warm sun,

The four now become two,

Yet I still do not know what to do,

Is the answer actually right in front of me?

And something else in me blinding me to what I need to see?

One path so seemingly clear,

The other so easily could be kicked into gear,

So many questions still left unanswered,

Like some cryptic unbreakable password,

Will I find it...and if then, will I use it?

I think of these things often even here as I sit,

In a room I call my own, Dido’s Lament, it so poorly lit,

Putting to words these inclinations of wit.