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may i serve? by hazine{KR1} |
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Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know His needs. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power to make His life complete, as He makes mine. To be contentWhat does it mean for a slave to be content? is she content, knelt openly before Free men? Is she, in all her uncompromising beauty, shamelessness and need, undoubtedly content, just to be who she is, an animal, a slave of Gor, a slave to men, a slave to be at their whim?When a girl serves Gorean men, she does it helplessly, in her need, in her institution of love and slavery she will serve these great men! Does she serve because she has to or be whipped? Does she serve cause she wears the kolar that befits her? Does she serve because she must compete? Does she serve to lure a Master's eye her way, so that she may be found pleasing, and then she can feel content? Why then does the girl who serves, do it? if the answer is simply cause she is owned, or that she is to be whipped if not, or that she wants to be found pleasing, then is a girl content? In all her marvelousness, in all her glory, in all her freedom, is she content? Is she smarter than the rest? Is she prettier? Does this make her content? Has she won a Master's touch, leaving other girls to hope they would have done such? Does this make her content? A girls breathing is a soft pant of need, her body trembles, in fear of a Gorean man, she, a slave, must be absolutely pleasing in all ways. How then, when before such a man of this nature, one who, by right of nature, has dominance over such a woman, how can she be content? Perhaps to feel content one must feel the presence of love. Selfless love a girl must give and feel, for without such love, a girl can not give herself over, to any man, completely, totally. It is unnatural for a female slave of Gor to not love the men she will serve. It is too deep for her when realizing the freedom of her kolar binding her to such a life, of love. Selfless love a slave will feel, kneeling content, working contently so, loving her home, loving her Master, she will be content. Love -- to be content is to love selflessly. To love selflessly is to be un-selfish with it in all ways.
"Beauty and intelligence are well and good," I said, "but the best slave is she who loves most deeply." (Pg. 204, Magicians of Gor) |
August 4, 2001 |