I dont remember how it started, or the exact events leading up to the end of the dream, but I remember that I feel like Im searching/trying to end whatever it is Im going through, and Im in this Library. Wooden shelves and its carpeted. Im not exactly alone.
Im walking through the shelves, and I come to an open area where I see this chalkboard, and someone is drawing a beast (satan-ish, it had long hair/horns). The chalk is brown and I think it was a green chalkboard, like in the day.
And I mumble something like "thats not for me" as if I know whatever Im looking for must not have anything to do with this.
But the person who is drawing it said some word..and then I realized it was for me.
The person is suddenly behind me, coming through the same lil shelf area. It looks like christina ricci? Im not sure if it was her or not, might have been since at this moment I realize what Im seeing is a movie..sorta, because then I still see whats going on in the library as if Im there, with brief images of me, mary, and someone else I cant remember watching the 'dream' on an old big tv. At some point, anothe mary I knew in 12th grade shows up, and she stops the movie to put her laundry in the tv (it was a washing machine too..) and Im all "thanks for turning it off" and shes as she is in real life, oblivious.. Which I used to be so jealous of irl, cause this girl was so..slow or something, yet she didnt have any worries. This girl was really religious, and in away it annoyed me..but I couldnt even think about it irl..it was like it was just a reminder of what a shitty person I am and the reality of my situation..
Nex thing in the movie, Im going downstairs of a..highschool gymnasim..like where the showers, lockers would be and its like Im watching a movie cause it says something about the sudden event that might happen. So its like my character in the movie KNOWS..and races downstairs.. there's someone behind me, a friend maybe..the one who I felt was with me at the library..(I just never see this person)
and as (we) turn a corner of the steps, I see from afar in a corner..this lil bath tub..or sauna (sp..) and the water is brown..and its like its started crawling the walls (the brown shit) and I see a skeleton in the water. Its skeletal legs sorta wave in and out with the waves of the water. Now Im right beside the thing.. this greenish myst (the smell/essence of death) comes out and it sorta..brushes my face and lifts my hair..and I remember asking outloud "is it safe to breath it?"
then I hear Kims voice outside the dream, like its a voice over..she says something like "o its the (some kind of big word for decay) stage"..all matter of factly..
The body moves.
Then it lifts itself and looks at us..its got muscle now..and a face, sorta.
It asks if we're here (a word that means..for bad, like a devil worshiper..follower) or for (good..the word started with an r. or an a. ..asthera or some shit)..and Im shaking so bad, and I just nod. The thing then grows white skin..and the next thing I know Im in this dreamlike state (in a dream) like another realm..it reminded me of a Dali painting, and the thing is all human..and its got khakis on, and an unbutton shirt falling off his arm
we're making out..or something..we're both on our knees kissing..and I push away..and I notice part of his white skin above his right brow is torn..but instead of nastyness..its dark long hair that just falls into his face..he tries to brush it away and Im all "no i like it"
..I woke up then, I think.

Synopsis:
There is a bit in the beginning thats missing..
I tend to do this when i dream, I forget probably
the more important things.  How responsible of me, huh?
Toward the end I had accepted my role in whatever
lil trek I was involved in, I think thats why I really didnt
have any problem making out with ..whatever that thing was..