25-May-2003
"Guiding Pillar"

        Right now I can't think of anything to drown the pain
        That I'm suffering in my head.
        All alone and crying, trying to hide in the swelling darkness.
        I wonder if anyone can help me find my way back to the light.
        The world isn't nice to me, and so I shut it out and hope that it'll go away.
        I need to spill the words out and to someone, but I'm trapped in a place full of no one caring.
        Why was I turned away?
        I once had the saddness,
        Now I have the pain,
        And I don't think I can live with it much longer.
        But what am I saying?
        You're there, my guiding light.
        Right I don't care 'bout anyone but you.
        You're my pillar, holding strong.