with eternity at its side
and life leaves us.
leaves you and i.
Forced only by the broken's faith in ambition.
motivated by nothing more than fear of the past
haunting us still...
No pure love
so much truer than any
holy religion
So much purer than any
virgin angel sacrifice
No perfect love
Forcing my heart to reconsider
All i believed to be fate.
No enless love
With souls in unity
No true love
~~You~~
My love
could never break me away from
this fear which has
slain my innocence and
my joy.
You my love,
You were my only grace.
you my love,
You were my only savior.
You my love,
you wer the only heaven
That I, THE DAMNED, will ever know
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People think he has no problems,
They think he's worry-free.
One day he thinks he'll show them,
so he slits his wrist and passes out.
God decides he'll show him,
heals his bleeding wounds,
shows him he has something to live for,
and lets him live again
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The starvation he feels
the taunting proximity
that starvation for her kiss
the one he can never touch
the vampire bites down hard
hard on his broken dsire
she'll die if she ever touches him
so forever he's denied
he steps back
into a shadow
a shadow that is the remains
of what he once was
before the unlife came upon him
he cannot be with her
he cannot even touch
she'll feel the freeze that
and die as the darkness overcomes her soul
he goes back to his lady viper
he touches her deep and sweet
as god forever tortures him
yet he is grateful for this hurt
the dark angel who is with him
she there in the night
he knows hoe much he loves her
their world is complete
complete as it can be
they kiss beneath the shadow
then fly into the night
he and his lady darkness
in their eternal flight.
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Release the chains that you gouge into my mind
to try and blind my perceptions to your blandness
Allow me to speak my mind, my heart, convictions, conceptions
Your higher truths are grounded in science, bogged down
There is no mystery, no shining light for you
Imaginationn is a key you do not have
You cannot unlock the door to your soul anymore
Open your eyes and look with me at the new sights
The ones you have looked at over and over every day
But not seen...Let me show you the way..lend me your key
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Emotionally disturbed
is the term i've claimed
Confused more than not
and always irritated
Fed up with the world
well, you actually
One minute i miss you
and i wanna tear my hair out
The next i want to tear out your throat
Just so i don't have to listen to your bullshit
Can't really recall how long I've felt this way
but it's been awhile.
You've found new toys
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While I, Your warm security blanket
Am left behind in a corner of darkness
And sometimes, i don't mind
Because we've grown so apart
when our foundation was broken, we fell as well
Everything changed.
And the minds i thought were so alike
Became perfect strangers in a crowd of millions
I try not to know you,
But i do.
I can read you so easily
You, on the other hand, don't even try anymore
And i can't explain myself.
I've tried so mahny times before
only to be cut off or left hanging
Jothing clicks, it's not right
We're bound by our past, or obligation at most
If this is how we live, then we have no future
I can leave and never look back.
I can do that, because I've become so numb
So used to neglect that i just don't need you
I have my writing, myself, and my music....
that's all i need.
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