[sitting on an empty table][written in black pen]
[folded in three parts]
[part one]
Everything is off. Almost different really. Surrounded by so much pain; it’s hard to believe it. My wrists burn for your touch, burn badly. Just the simple tough of your lips can save me in all this pain, all this guilt. Doesn’t have to be a kiss, just a touch. Sweet love, bury this sorrow of mine with your beauty. Everlasting hatred yearns in my heart and in my soul. Yearns for suffering. To be without your love, your beauty, yourself is to not live at all. My surrender.
[part two]
You were in the lobby and never took notice of my eyes watching you. Have you forgotten me? Forget what my touch is like? Forget what my love is for you? Forget about me? How dare you look at him. How dare you betray me in such a way. I loved you, cared for you, cherished you. Little tramp you are. Taking advantage of everything we have shared. The love I gave you. Forgiving you are not. You hurt me, you left me. You… Ignore me.
[part three]
Crimson nightmare -- everywhere. Your face, twisted in fear and disgust as you lay on the floor -- crying croc tears. Admit it. You never loved me. You never cared for me. Now you cry for me. Feel the pain I have felt for so long…
Bleeding…
Suffering…
…dying.
[coffee stains]