i'm sitting here in my stupid critical thinking class. another 45 minutes untill another cigarette i'm fucking bored as hell. this is so stupid. we're just sitting here makeing generalizations on purpose. this is retarded. it's the easiest way to get your ass in trouble. i've been talking to myself all day. my throat hurts and all i've drunk all day is sweet tea. altoids they're are curiously strong. sound assumptions unsound assumptions make yourself beautiful. if you cut your fucking black hair and shave you nasty stubble and do something about my stupid pessimistic attitude. fuck you. fuck you! FUCK YOU!!! i'm so tired of all this superficial bullshit. i can see it in my fucking teachers eyes.... he directs these people who look like shit don't get a job ideas right at me. fuck you alright. i'm not here to impress you. i'm not here to make you happy. die! you see i know that within this class i'm one of the best students i study in my free time and learn the shit myself because it's easier for me to teach myself rather than be bored to death but some prick who really don't give two shits about me. you know one thing that really pisses me off is when you go to a store or a shop or something and something isn't the way it's supposed to be (like your cd didn't come in yet, or the fucking ATM machine ate your only way to get money for the whole weekend and you have bills due monday, ect...)and people say "well i'm sorry sir."... ... ... dont give me that shit. i know damn good and well that you _are_ _not_ sorry. i really hate that. i hate haveing to do that when i'm at work because i'm not sorry and i know they aren't. blah blah blah. there he goes looking at me. ass hole. i don't look that bad... i want to be a rock star anyways. i want to be a singer. i want to stand infront of 200,000 people and connect isnt' that all anyone wants. just to connect. with someone or something or some group somewhere. i only wish people could connect. ... ... and get high together. heh.... ... ... whatever. i don't do drugs anymore. i kind of wish i did. i want to go get drunk. ... END