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I can't take this anymore I hate life, I hate living, I hate everything to the point that I don't want to live.I say that suicide is stupid and not the way to go.But right now it honestly is.For me it's the cheap way out but atleast it's a way out.I can't take it knowing that the only person I love doesn't love me. I hate that I pushed him to the point that he wants nothing to do with me. But that is who I am. I don't learn from my mistakes,I only make them worse. I was soo blind that I didn't see how much he loved me til it was too late, now it's over and I can't take things back, It's too late now, it's already done, It's gone too far....It hurts too much..I feel all alone, depressed and sad, no body loves me and it doesn't take a guiness to figure out why..I know I have done stupid things but this is the stupidest thing I have ever done...Oh well doesn't matter I wont have to sulk anymore.......I'll be long gone |
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