A Love Diary Chapters 1-5

Kristen Corinthos is going through her mother's things when she comes across what looks like a diary. Kristen is curious about what her mother's life was like when she was her age. She opens the diary and begins reading.

January-1994

Dear Diary,
Today I met the most gorgeous guy in the world. I must say that I am completely over Jagger after seeing this guy. He is well known. He's the one that got Karen involved with stripping and drugs. Everybody is warning me to stay away from him already. I will try to but I don't know if I can. I was not very friendly with him. Here is what are conversation was like diary. He asked me if he could help me carry my things to the Quartermaine Mansion, I said that it wasn't necessary. He introduced himself. His name is Sonny Corinthos by the way. My reply was " and I'm leaving." Not very friendly at all is it Diary. He finally grasped my hand and shook it himself. I couldn't believe the electricity that shot through my body as he gently grasped my hand. I'm in trouble diary. I'm telling you I could fall in love with this guy. I have got to be careful.

Kristen smiled. So that' s where I get the spunkiness. I get it from you. Kristen thought to herself. She continued on to the next entry.

Dear Diary,
Sonny came in Kelly's today. Karen and I had our heads together thinking of ways that we could get Sonny to confess that he is the one that killed Ray Conway. Karen couldn't get the nerve to ask Sonny because of her stripping and drug experience. I went over and flirted with him and then I flat out asked him if he had anything to do with the death of Ray Conway. He said jokingly that he didn't know whether he should smack me or give me a metal. He did some serious flirting with me diary. He is so hot. He had to go meet Marco for some reason. I noticed Ruby looking at me as I watched Sonny leave. She already disapproves. Sonny has the finest body, he is built and he has the most handsome face, when he smiles his gorgeous dimples appear. I can't wait for him to smile at me every time that I see him.

Chapter 2

Kristen went to go get something to eat and then she came back to the diary. She opened it up and began to read more about her mother and father's passionate yet often stormy relationship.

Dear Diary
With my very first Deception paycheck I went to go buy a car. You wouldn't believe whom I ran into when I got there, Sonny Corinthos. He smiled at me for the very first time and my heart just melted. He told me that that I would look good in this red convertible Porsche but I was interested in the green British racing green Jaguar. Sonny told me that and these are his words diary, "I have never seen a beautiful brunette in a red convertible that I didn't want to get to know better." He impressed me enough with his little pitch. I had to impress him so you know what I did diary? I bought the red Porsche. I don't want Sonny to know that he has that effect on me though. I hate to say this diary but I have to watch myself because I'm starting to like him a little too much.

Kristen giggled after she read that entry. She got her father's charms and her mother's ability to find it hard to resist dangerous men. Her mother and her were more alike than she had ever known. She was a lot like both parents. She couldn't believe that her father had charmed her mother into buying a car that she hadn't even planned on getting. She had to hand it to her father; he was one charming guy. She turned to the next page and read some more.

Dear Diary
Sonny and I went out to dinner last night. He came by to show off his new car. I had been upstairs when I came down and saw Sonny in the living room with Sean and Lila. Sean ruined Sonny's pleasant conversation with Lila, now she doesn't approve of him because Sean told her the truth about him. Anyway, we went to the Port Charles Grille and whom should we run into but A.J. himself. A.J. gave me a hard time diary. I am so sick of A.J. thinking that he can butt into my life. He needs to get a life and leave me alone. Sonny and I had dinner and A.J. was staring at our table the whole evening giving Sonny dirty looks. Sonny and I were flirting like crazy. He warned me against him saying that if I were smart I would stay away from his part of town. I think that he was just trying to scare me so that he could attract me to him even more but diary I don't know if he could possibly attract me to him more than he already has. Before our date I had a really steamy fantasy about Sonny and I. In it I was lying on a settee when Sonny came in and we started seductively dancing. The song Damn U by the Artist was playing. We fell onto the settee and were about to make love but my fantasy was interrupted by then. I hope that I have many more hot fantasies of Sonny.

Kristen couldn't believe that A.J. hadn't changed. She was dating his son Michael. He didn't approve of Michael dating her because of the fact that she is Sonny's daughter. She could imagine what her mother must have been feeling with all of the guys staring at her when she walked into a room. Her mother had been a very beautiful woman and remained it up until the day that she had died. She turned the page and read some more.

Dear Diary,
I woke up this morning wanting to go to Kelly's for breakfast. I wanted to avoid Sonny but that didn't happen the way that I wanted. When I arrived Sonny was having breakfast with Luke Spencer. I wasn't happy to see Sonny because everybody was warning me against him and he made me nervous last night at dinner when he talked about his lifestyle. He noticed me immediately. Luke left and Sonny asked me to sit down. I did reluctantly because I knew that if I sat down all my senses regarding him would be gone instantly. I can't help it when it comes to Sonny. I sat down and he told me that he had a great time last night, he asked me if I would like to go with him to this little joint that he knows about. I told him that I didn't think so. Jagger saw us together and literally through a fit. He doesn't like Sonny because of what he did to Karen. Sonny gently caressed my hair and told me that I probably wouldn't like playing it safe for too long. When I arrived at Deception I found roses and a key chain. They were gorgeous. I called Sonny and told him that I loved the flowers and key chain but that he shouldn't have. He told me that " The day that I can't buy a beautiful woman flowers is the day that I'm no longer living." Diary he made me melt when he said that to me. He asked me out again and this time I accepted. He came to pick me up at eight. He called me before he came. When I came downstairs I found A.J. giving him a hard time. I told A.J. not to wait up. I told Sonny that I couldn't believe that he had bought the green Jaguar that I had been interested in. I was so nervous diary. He could sense it immediately especially when I turned on the stereo and it was too loud. Sonny told me that I could relax with him and that I could ask him what ever I wanted to. I asked him " Did you ever take Karen to this place?" He startled me a little when he abruptly pulled the car over to the side of the road. You'll never guess what happened next diary. He gave me a passionate kiss. I was still startled when the kiss ended. I asked him that was supposed to answer my question and he got defensive. I asked him if it was really over with Karen and he said " I guess I didn't make myself clear tonight right? Come here." He pulled me to him and kissed me very, very passionately. His kisses felt so good, I came alive in his passionate kiss. His tongue explored the inside of my mouth and it felt wonderful. I pulled away before we went too far and I asked him to take me home. He did. When he walked me to the door he kissed me on the cheek but I pulled him into another passionate kiss. I came alive in his passionate embrace and when his mouth was on mine bringing me to complete ecstasy. He finally pulled away and let me tell you there was some deep sighs exchanged. He went home happy and I went inside happy.

Kristen felt a thrill running up and down her spine after she read about her mother and father's first kiss. She couldn't believe how much passion her mother and father shared. All of her parent's friends weren't lying about their relationship being passionate from the very beginning. She could remember that her father had been in love with her mother ever since she could remember. She remembered their passionate relationship and how they always had to be touching eachother. Theirs was a love that couldn't be replaced in eachother's hearts. She hoped to have that kind of relationship with Michael someday.

Chapter 3

Kristen continued to read on. She turned to the next page. 'Oh good this page is full of adventure.' She thought to herself.

Dear Diary,
You will never guess what happened to me today. I was driving to Karen and Jagger's wedding when I heard that two armed men broke mob boss Frank Smith out of jail. I joked about it to myself that Damien's father was coming home. I was listening to the radio and driving along the road when somebody pushed me off of the road. I was so pissed at first but then when I went to the other person's car and angrily told him to get out of the car, when the person didn't get out I opened the car door and whom should fall out but Sonny. He was bleeding a lot. I knew that if he didn't get help soon that he was going to bleed to death. I had never been so scared in my life. I have grown rather attached to Sonny and I don't want him to die. I told him that I was going to get him to the hospital. He told me no, that I should take him back to his apartment and we can call for a doctor from his organization. I reluctantly agreed. When we got back to his apartment I told him about pets that I had and about the boarding school that I went to in Switzerland. He told me to put a tourniquet on his leg but I thought that he said turn it. He gasped in pain. I was going to give up on the mob doctor when finally Cusak showed up with some doctor Holiday person. Dr. Holiday said that Sonny needed a drug transfusion. I asked Sonny what type of blood he has and he said that he is type O. I realized that I am a universal type O donor myself. I presented a lab report to the doctor to prove that the blood was clean. They took my blood and transfused it into him. I laid my head on his warm chest and listened to his heartbeat. I took a deep breath of relief when I realized that he was just sleeping. Later, I tried to wake him up for his medication and he didn't respond. I took his covers back a little bit and I saw that he was bleeding a lot again. I quickly called Dr. Holiday again. He gave him another blood transfusion. I wasn't the donor this time because he came prepared with plasma. He wasn't very optimistic about Sonny recovering because he gave me a card for a coroner. Thankfully Sonny woke up. I fed him some broth and he reluctantly ate it. Earlier I had found out that he had been one of them that had broken Frank Smith out of jail. He asked me if I was going to turn him in. I wouldn't dream of turning him in because I would miss him too much if I did. He told me to go because if the cop's came I would be arrested for aiding and abetting him. I refused to leave telling him that I was his nurse and that he needed me to take care of him. He let me stay for a while. Stone finally came home and he asked me to go now that Stone was there to take care of him. I bent down and put my face really close to his. He tried to kiss me but I just touched my nose to his. He thanked me for saving his life and I was on my merry way. I have never been as scared as I was tonight diary. I came so close to losing somebody that I care a lot about.

Kristen had tears in her eyes. She hoped that she never had to experience seeing the love of her life bleeding to death. She loved Michael and the thought of him bleeding to death made her want to cry even more. She was glad that her father hadn't died because if he had she'd never have been created, plus she never would have gotten to know her father. She turned to the next page and read some more.

Dear Diary,
I am in Rochester today. I am here meeting a good friend of mine. Lois and Ned A/K/A/ Eddie. I started to wonder how Sonny was doing. I dialed his number and I was happy to hear his voice, he was happy to hear mine as well. I could tell. He told me to get my butt over and find out for myself how he was feeling. I informed him that I couldn't. We flirted a little bit and then I told him that I had to go. After I got off the phone with Sonny I started to have a fantasy about him. It was a hot fantasy too diary. Here is how it went. I was coming into the room in my nurse uniform. Sonny is lying in a canopy bed. I walk to the foot of the bed and ask him how he's feeling. He said that he was feeling better now that I was here. I asked him if he would rather have a doctor like Karen taking care of him instead of me, and he said "Who?" I am relieved to hear this and he gets out of bed and comes over to me. He's wearing these sexy black silk pajamas. He comes over to me and tries to take my nurse's cap off of me. He has trouble getting it off of me so I help him do it. He tells me that he owes me and that he's going to pay me back with passion, excitement and ecstasy. As he is saying this he is kissing my ear, or more like licking my ear with his tongue evoking sensations in me that I had never felt before. He managed to take off my nurses uniform and I was left in my bra and panties. He told me that I was beautiful and then he told me to let him worship me. We fell to the bed and he kissed my neck with a passion that I have never experienced before. I noticed that he had vampire teeth at that moment but I didn't care. I wanted him to continue to kiss me. That was the end of my fantasy. I told you it was a hot fantasy diary. Didn't I?

Kristen felt excitement after reading about her mother's erotic fantasy about her father.

Chapter 4

Kristen continued reading on. She found that she could identify with her mother the more that she read.

Dear Diary,
I went to see Sonny today. He senses that I came there for more than just wanting him to give me the name of a repair shop to fix my car. He is right of course. Diary, I am so completely hooked on Sonny. I don't know what I would have done if he had died because there is no way that I could go on without him. I noticed that his bandages were on crooked, so I fixed it. Sonny was running his fingers through my hair. He told me that " I have beautiful hair" and then he said " Brenda?" to get my attention. He got my attention all right, I brought my face closer to his and he reached up and kissed me very passionately, his tongue thrusting in and out of my mouth. Before, I lost myself completely in his kiss I pulled away. He was flirting with me in a major way. Here's an example diary. They say that stimulation is good for the healing process." I replied " Yeah, but that's not where you got shot." He then added, " It's a good thing too." I am telling you diary it wouldn't have taken him too long to convince me to let him make love to me. I hate to admit this diary but I think that I'm head over heels in love with Sonny Corinthos.

Kristen couldn't believe how flirtatious her father had been. He really wanted her. She said to herself. She continued on with her reading.

Dear Dairy,
I went over to Sonny's today, I brought him some of Ruby's famous chicken soup and a CD of the Idle Rich. Sonny again, was extremely flirtatious with me. He said that the therapy that the doctor had recommended for him had been to keep his arms around something that is soft and sweet. I smiled at this. I got up quick when I was very close to giving into my desires and letting him kiss me again.

Kristen read on to another entry, getting so absorbed into her mother's words.

Dear Diary,
I stopped by Sonny's again. He opened the door and I walked in. There standing behind the door was Luke Spencer. I was startled a little bit. Luke left. I washed the strawberries that I brought with me. I told Sonny that I would cook him a meal because he was probably tired of the Chinese food that Stone was constantly bringing him. He ended up making the main course. The pasta and clam sauce was delicious.

Kristen is a very good cook as well. ' So that's where I get my cooking skills.' She turned the page and read on.

Dear Diary,
I came and picked Sonny up to go to the Outback where Eddie Maine and the Idle Rich were performing. I got the shock of my life when I found out that Sonny and Lois had grown up together. I could feel Lila's disapproval the whole evening. I hate that she doesn't approve of my relationship with Sonny. Sonny and I watched Lois fret over Eddie not showing up. Miguel Morez sang instead of Eddie. I knew that he wouldn't show up because Ned Ashton's secret life would be let out. Miguel can really sing and I let Sonny know what I thought of him. Sonny was jealous. Sonny and I decided that we were going to have some fun. When we got up to leave I walked over to say goodbye to Lila. Lila said that she wanted to talk to me privately. She told me that if I respected her wishes that I would not see Sonny again and I would come home instead of going out with him. In the car I was very quiet and Sonny knew that something was bothering me. I told him that I was only doing this because I didn't want to hurt Lila and the next time that we saw eachother she just wouldn't have to know about it. Sonny said that he could live with that. He asked me to move closer to him. His heartbeat was going a mile a minute when I put my head on his strong chest.

Kristen couldn't believe that Lila would disagree with her mother's relationship with Sonny. A.J. maybe but not Lila. She had only heard good things about Lila Quartermaine. She read on to the next part. She saw that on the next page Brenda had put a warning thing there that said read at your own risk this is a very steamy entry. Kristen smiled. Now she was getting into the good stuff.

Dear Diary,
Tonight I had a double date with Robin and Stone. Here is what happened. Sonny called me and told me that he still had clam sauce in the freezer that had my name written all over it. I had promised him a rain check on dinner the night that he kissed me for the very first time. I agreed. Robin showed up and told me that Stone had kissed her for the very first time. I got this wonderful idea. I called Sonny back up and asked him what he thought about making it a double date. He wasn't too thrilled but he accepted after I let him know whom it was for. My next project was to get Robin past her Uncle Mac. Mac hates Stone and we lied to him and told him that Robin was just going to have dinner with me. We arrived over at Sonny's and Robin was so nervous. I swear diary I have never seen Robin Scorpio so nervous. Sonny opened the door and we went inside. Robin drank some wine and that got her into some trouble but I will tell you more about that later. Sonny brought up the subject of anybody wanting expresso. On cue Stone said that he had a package to pick up for Sonny. Robin went with him. Sonny came over to me and took my face in his hands. He kissed me very passionately, I'm telling you diary my mouth was literally on fire after this kiss. He turned on the stereo and we danced to I've Been Waiting for a Girl Like you by Foreigner. He took my face in his hands and kissed me again. I was so into it diary but the more passionate his kisses got the more afraid I grew. I told him that I just wanted to make sure that it was right. I gave into my passion again and we were just about to make love when the stupid telephone rang, it was the police telling us about Robin and Stone being held at the police station. Sonny was kissing my neck erotically and I had a hard time getting him to stop because he wanted me so much. I told him that I knew how he felt because I was feeling it too. We went to the police station and guess what Mac is mad at me. I'm going to have to make it right with him.

Kristen couldn't believe what a disaster that date must have been for her parents. They had wanted eachother so much but they hadn't been able to make love because of the situation of Robin and Stone. She wondered how long it would take for them to make love. She couldn't wait until she got to that part.

Chapter 5

Kristen never believed it when people had told her that her parent's had a stormy yet passionate relationship but the more that she read the more that she now believed that they were telling the truth.

Dear Diary,
Sonny called me today. We went to the Outback for dinner originally but Mac wasn't going to serve us so we left. I wanted to go to the Outback so that I could make things right with Mac for Robin's sake. He literally wouldn't serve us so Sonny suggested that we go to this place that he knows about. The place that he was talking about looked like something out of Casablanca. It was one of the most beautiful restaurants that I have ever been in and I even spent most of my life living in Europe. Sonny and I kind of got into a little argument while we were there though. He was angry because he says that I keep stepping on his feet and he never knows where things really stand between us. He got angry and said that I think that he's a joke. I of course don't think that. I am crazy about him. He said that he liked playing games with a beautiful sexy woman but that I was a hell of a lot more to him than a beautiful sexy woman because of when I gave him my blood and saved his life. He also said he wouldn't allow me to step all over him but then this slow song came on and he just smiled at me. My heart immediately began to melt. He asked me to dance. I hung on to his embrace relishing the moment, never wanting it to end. He brought his hands up to my face and gave me a very passionate kiss. I said the word yes and he kissed me again. We went back to his place after that. He told me that it was my decision whether or not we make love or not. I told him that I wanted him and he passionately kissed me running his hands seductively up and down my back. I was in heaven. Just as we were really starting to get into it two thugs burst in and punched him a couple of times and dragged him out. I have never been so scared in my life. I was so worried about Sonny. Stone came in and we went over to Luke's house thinking that maybe he could help. I went home and didn't wait for Sonny to return. Diary, Sonny just called me telling me that he wanted to continue the evening but I refused to. I'm so scared diary.

'How exciting.' Kristen thought to herself. Her parent's romance had it all passion, ecstasy, excitement and danger. She read on

Dear Diary,
I had a modeling shoot today. Sonny showed up and I was still shaking from what happened last night. I told Sonny that things were moving too fast for me and that we should cool it. He wasn't too happy about that. Later, I received something from a very exquisite jewelry store. It was a very gorgeous, very expensive diamond bracelet. I knew that I couldn't accept it, not after what happened earlier. I called him up and I knew from the tone of his voice that I had offended him when I had told him that I couldn't accept it. He said that he was going out to dinner so that I couldn't meet him tonight but I insisted and I headed to the Grille to meet him. I got the shock of my life diary. He had another date. Her name is Cindy and I'm furious. I can't believe that he led me to believe that he wanted me and only me. I told him that the clasp was stuck but it really wasn't and I stormed out with the bracelet on. I don't know if I'm attracted to him because I can't have him or because of the danger. One thing is for certain is that I have got to stay away from Sonny Corinthos because every time that I see him I go to putty.