Poetry
The Many Forms You Take
Samantha Elizabeth Meyers

I placed you so high upon a pedestal
And expected nothing less
Yet you continue to fail me everyday
And my love grows unchecked

I picked a grain of sand, just one,
Out of a billion on the beach
No matter how intense the weather was
I held it in my hand

Might I go my whole life without a drink?
Spend an eternity an inch
From a drop of that pure water
Withering away alone

The sun is so close, still so far away
And I can feel the warmth no matter where it is
But if I left and traveled from here
My heart and soul would become ice

I should have never been introduced to you
My life would not know this pain
But it has been bitter sweetly dulled
By the pure pleasure and blissfulness of you
Curiosity
Alastair Reed

may have killed the cat; more likely
the cat was just unlucky, or else curious
to see what death was like, having no cause
to go on licking paws, or fathering
litter on litter of kittens, predictably

Nevertheless, to be curious
is dangerous enough.  To distrust
what is always said, what seems,
to ask odd questions, interfere in dreams,
leave home, smell rats, have hunches
Cannot endear them to those doggy circles

Where well-smelt baskets, suitable wives, good lunches
are the order of things, and where prevails
much wagging of incurious heads and tails

Face it.  Curiousity
will not cause him to die-
only lack of it will
Never to want to see
the other side of the hill
or some improbable country
where living is an idyll
(although probable hell)
would kill us all.
Only the curious
have, if they live, a tale
worth telling at all

Dogs say cats love too much, are irresponsible,
are changeable, marry too many wives,
desert their children, chill all dinner tables
with tales of their nine lives
Well, they are lucky.  Let them be
nine-lived and contradictory
curious enough to change, prepared to pay
the cat-price which is to die
and die again and again
each time with no less pain
a cat minority of one
is all that can be counted on
to tell the truth.  And what cats have to tell
on each return from hell is this:
that dying is what the living do
that dying is what the loving do
and that dead dogs are those who never know
that dying is what, to live, each has to do
To Spiral
Samantha Elizabeth Meyers

If I cannot have him
Then no one else can.
That means you.  Especially you.
You are the one who restricts me.
Denies me the love I so rightly deserve.
Just when I am about to win him over
You show up at the perfectly wrong time
How convenient.
You will stop at nothing
To prove what I already fear:
That he will never be mine
Every tool is at your disposal.

I don't exactly hate you.
I hate that you own him.
I hate how you handle him.
I hate how he talks about you sometimes
And other times (which is most of the time)
He gives me hope.

I don't see how he could love you.
He doesn't.
I know him and I can see
That he is not happy when you are around.
He becomes a completely different, beautiful being
Without you.
And that is the man I love.
I will fight for him.
I will die for him.
All is fair in love and war.
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