Why Me?

By: Cheryl

Why Me? Why is it I who always has to act so tough? Like I don't care? The truth is that I do care! I do care when I see Tristin up against the lockers with that bimbo Summer. I know he doesn't like her. He likes Rory which hurts even more. To see Rory not care and be foreced to act like I don't care either, but I do care.

Why Me? Why is it that I'm the only one that cares about this? Why is it me who feels so deeply for Tristin, who doesn't seem to feel for anyone, well except for Rory. I love Tristin! Why can't it be I pressed up against the lockers with him? We would be so perfect for each other if he just gave me a chance. Even when he does flirt with me, I know he doesn't mean anything. He doesn't see me as anythingmore that a thing, a thing that he can use to get to Rory.

Why Me? Why is it I who gets used like this? Its because Tristin knows how I feel about him. He knows because everytime he flirts with me I play into it. I know I shouldn't but I can not help it. I love Tristin. I love him with all my heart and I am sick of being the one left out. The one that is overlooked. I know I am not the prettiest and I'm not always the nicest, but I deserve better. I deserve to be loved. To be loved by Tristin. But it is hopeless, there is nothing more I can do until Tristin realizes how dumb and clueless he has been. There is nothing more I can do until Tristin realizes that he doesn't love Rory or Summer, or anyone else but me.