Ok this is a SHORT story that I wrote on a whim, personally I was feeling bad that day and this came of it. The other story I'm Writing is coming along and is damn long but good I hope, anyway enjoy.

Before anyone starts yelling about this story, it would never happen this way god I hope. Do not tell me that there are errors, There probaly are my english is not perfect as you will see but you will get the story. If you wish to sent me some comment do so to the E-mail add that's on the page.

dphoenix@videotron.ca

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The Loss
Author: Andre Tetreault
E-mail: dphoenix@videotron.ca
Spoiler warning: None
Rating: PG
Content warning: A little depressive.
Pairing/character: Lorelai
Summary: Lorelai is depressed.
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the characters. Etc.

Lorelai wakes up from a bad night of restless sleep, not suprising with all the tosing and turning she's been doing. She gets out of bed, sits on the edge and wonders if she should even bother with going to work.

"What's the use" she says to herself.

Then decides to go anyway to get her mind occupied with something other than her problems, she rises and heads for the bathroom. The house is quite, she closes the door and starts the shower, while washing her tired body and trying to wake herself up, she hears the birds outside chirping away. God she wished the birds would just fly away and leave her alone.

"Stupid noisy birds" she says.

She finishes her shower and dries herself off, gets dressed and goes down to the kitchen, she then starts the coffee and sits down at the table.

"God I'm lonely" then breaks down and starts to cry, "I hates being alone and affraid," she says.

After breakfast she heads for the Inn, as she enters she notices Michel is at his post going thru the mail, he lifts up his head and says

"Good morning Lorelai" not smiling as it his habit.

"Hello" she responds

She heads for the kitchen, as she enters she sees Sookie working at preparing the gourmets that people come here for. She gets herself some coffee and starts to drink it and getting no enjoyement out of it.

"Hello honey, how are you today?" asks Sookie of her friend with worry on her face

"Ok I guess" trying to smile at her friend.

"Don't worry it'll get better in the end" smiling a little.

Lorelai sits in the corner of the kitchen where the office is and starts to cry non stop, sookie with tears in her eyes embraces her friend trying to give her comfort knowing that she can't do anything for this, she know that Lorelai is lonely.

Lorelai siting in a chair in the kitchen realizes that she has no will to continue living, her life has detoriated to the point where she just gets up, goes to work and goes back home to bed. She stopped going to her parents house she saw no reason to continue the friday night diner habit, she even fell out of habit of going to Luke's, most of the time she justs stays home watching tv and sleeping or trying to. There's only one person that can make her feel better, unfortunetly Rory is the reason that Lorelai is depressed. Since her death three months ago in that car crash.

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This From a Dedicated Fan of Gilmore Girls

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Andre Tetreault near Montreal
Dphoenix@videotron.ca

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