We knew it from the start
I see it in your eyes
You can feel it from my heart
From here on after
Let's stay the way we are right now
And share all the love and laughter
That a lifetime will allow~*~
My Goodness baby, I don't even know where to begin! I do know that finding the right words to express to you just how much you really mean to me would be impossible. Matters of the heart are said to be a very private thing. One you can only share with urself and the one you love. I'm going to try my hardest baby, so bare with me. =)
Tuesday, March 2nd. That was the first time I talked to you. I remember looking at the phone, I was sittin on the floor, I had a full glass of DietCoke and nerves that weren't made of steel. I picked up my phone, dialed ur number, hung up. I did that 2 more times, that tells u how nervous I was!! LOL!! Thank God I finally let the phone ring...and u answered. We talked for what seemed like hours, I remember thinking..."Keep the conversation flowing Gina, if you have to DO SOMETHING STUPID!" LOL!! But we didn't even have to resort to that did we? (Even after the fact I spilled that whole mug of DietCoke all over me...which I let u know at a later date...lmao!) It was perfect...and I was hoping we'd talk again. We went a couple days, and then we talked again, and then again...and each time I talked with u, the only thing I hated was the fact I actually had to hang up the phone. I knew tho that I'd get to talk with u again. Those Late nights/Early mornings...Hours and hours on the phone. Going to work with 3 hours sleep, but with a smile. Going thru the day waiting for work to be over so I could hurry home and get the phone. Dialing ur number. Ahhhh, and then finally, what I'd waited 13 hours for. The sound of your voice. =) In the 12 months we've been together baby, I think we've only gone about a dozen or so times without at least saying a goodnight on the phone.
There's so much I owe you baby. So much I want to give back to you. Like my mom told you, it doesn't matter what kind of day I've had, how bad I'm feeling, what mood I'm in. When I talk to you everthing gets pushed to the back of my mind and all I can do is smile. Laugh. Be Happy!! I forget my worries and my stress. Do you realize how much You've done for me baby, just by being you? Do you realize how wonderful you are? How much you mean to me?
Every lil girl has a dream...it has a lot to do with Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, SnowWhite...those stories we were read right before bedtime. We'd fall asleep, our dreams filled with dashing young princes, Knights in Shining Armor; and a castle nestled in the hills of a fantasy fairy-tale land. I've always been a firm believer that no woman ever lets go of that that dream. It just changes with each year that passes. When those lil girls become women, no longer is it neccessairly princes and knights we fantasize about, but that faceless man who will turn our worlds upside down and teach us what love really is about. Then you meet him. Once again the view changes. That faceless man u dreamed about now has a face, and it's all u can think about. The way he looks, the way he smells, how he smiles, his laugh, the way his voice changes with each emotion, the certain looks he gives you. Ahhhhh, and then it hits you. Love. You're IN love. No longer is it just a dream, a fantasy, no, now it's a reality, and you're living it. You're expierencing every feeling and emotion, every rush. It's more then you can handle, yet all you want is MORE of it. It's what you've wanted ALL your life. If it hadn't been for you baby, I'd never know what it feels like. *Smiles* You've taught me so much about love baby, so much about everything. It's You! =)
This is just a small fraction of what is in my heart. As I said at the beginning of this letter, putting my feelings for you into words would be difficult, but I did my best baby. Everything else will come with time, and we have a lifetime to find out! =)
Thank You Baby, for all you've done for me. You are Wonderful Baby, and I Love You with All My Heart!!!
Always and Forever,
Gina
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And promise to
Give all I've got to give
To make all your dreams come true
In all the world
You'll never find
A love as true as mine~*~
