Part 5 San Diego, CA March 12 2:30 A.M. Candi had almost given up her plot for revenge right after Victoria. How was she to know she was a drunken old maid who lived with a cat? She felt bad about that. She almost stopped. But then, she found out something about Elaine. Her husband had been married before. She was a homewrecker. Just like Janet and she had to be stopped. Of course, there was a grapevine in this town, if you knew where to look. She did feel bad when she found out about the babies. She really wished she had known about the babies beforehand. Candi would have liked to have had a baby. Gary couldn't. His fish didn't swim or some such nonsense. It was always something. She found out about Crystal through the same grapevine. Crystal had killed a man. Simple as that. Killed a man who still had time to reconcile with his wife. Two kids depended on him. And now he was gone. Through Crystal's callousness. Crystal had to go. That left Dana. Why was she angry with Dana again? Oh yeah. The ladies room. A week before graduation. They were both standing by the sinks. Washing their hands. Dana was scrubbing away and caught Candi's eye in the mirror. Candi was putting on mascara and had a bunch of cosmetics laid out on the thin silver ledge underneath the mirror. Just a split second look. A look of disdain. The nerve. The fucking nerve. Dana didn't need to find herself a man. She had that idiot Marcus tied around her finger. He was so far into that tiny redheaded upstart that he couldn't see straight. Gary was the slow one of the group. Candi had done everything she could think of and all he would do was look at that stupid football. It wasn't until she practically stuck her tits in his face one day that he glanced away from the horsehide, or sheepskin or whatever the hell they made those things out of. Dana lived on the East Coast now. She was still a "Scully," but that didn't mean anything. Women kept their names nowadays. Well, some did. Career women. No one seemed to know much about Dana at all. Still, she had to be just as bad as the rest and she had to be stopped before she broke up a marriage. Yup. The only one who probably didn't deserve this was Victoria. The rest did. Even the one who lost those babies. She only wished she knew if Dana received her message. That might give her peace. Day's Inn San Diego, CA March 12, 8:30 A.M. She found him on the beach. Sitting back on his elbows, looking at the water. "Good morning," she said. "Hi. Sleep okay? No bad dreams?" He asked. He looked awful. She wouldn't have put it past him to have sat against their adjoining doors all night, waiting for a distress signal from her. She knew he was still worried about her strange nightmare. Until yesterday, he had been there--guarding her during her sleep. Last night, he wasn't. "No, I slept all right. A bit lonely. . ." "Did you have breakfast?" "Not yet." "Well, maybe we can pick some up on the way to the interview with Glen Wahlberg." "Yes, actually that's why I came out to find you. It's been moved up an hour." Mulder brushed off his jeans. "Okay, then. I better get dressed." He stood up and she caught his arm. "Wait. Afterwards, if we don't have anything case- related, maybe we can come back here and relax for an hour or two. Just swim or sunbathe. It would be nice after the nasty winter we've had back home." He shrugged. "Sure, I guess." He turned and went back to his room. San Diego, CA 12 noon If her mother called her "CJ" one more time. . . what did she have against "Candi," anyway? She looked in the mirror. She looked like a "Candi." Young, fresh, vital. What a waste. She couldn't get her senior year of high school out of her mind. Funny, she never used to think of it before. She remembered a religious retreat where the girls spend more of their time talking sex than listening to the priests drone on and on about every endless topic they could think of. The discussion on purgatory got to them, though. That evening's smoking break was filled with nervous laughter and long winded attempts at denial over this aspect of their religion. Discussion of what it could really be like. Candi wasn't scared. Candi had the power. Half-assed power since she had to send people to hell in order for them to land in purgatory. She was not, after all, God. She couldn't judge them into their final destination. She could, however, force them into a position where they would have to look at their own lives and decide for themselves what things they needed to atone for. It was a power she had been forbidden to use after that one time. A wild inheritance from her experimental mom. They had laughed at her when she said it didn't scare her. They thought she didn't know enough to be frightened. "Oh, Candi. You probably think purgatory is ten years without your blow dryer." "Or five minutes without mascara." She was smarter than they thought. She knew what she wanted in life. It was just different than the things they wanted at the time. She wanted a husband. Her mother never had one. She wanted that security. That love. And she knew how to get it, too. Victoria, Elaine and Crystal. They had all been there during that smoking break. They had joined in the laughter. Who was laughing now? Days Inn, San Diego 4 P.M. She had changed into a new one-piece blue bathing suit. Pretty. She bought it with Mulder in mind. Normally, she would have gone with black. She hesitated, wondering whether she should knock on his door and find out if he would join her. Somehow, she didn't feel he would. Their trip back to the motel had been a quiet one. The interview with Glenn Wahlberg was pretty routine. A very tired man with a very similar story. Wife went to bed and didn't wake up. He had seen her receive a short phone call and swear into the receiver, but before he could question her, they were distracted by someone coming to their front door and he forgot to bring it up later. Then it was too late. She could no longer answer any questions. Unlike the others, the victim's husband knew of nothing that made his wife unhappy. Scully looked in on Crystal. Saw her among the feeding tubes, IV's, and other miscellaneous medical equipment. She took the woman's hand and squeezed it in her own, uttering a silent prayer. She picked up the blue mesh coverup that went with the suit along with a book and her cell phone and decided to head out on her own. Things would be okay. Sooner or later. She opened the door to a startled Mulder, in full 'just about to knock' mode. He wore a pair of dark green swim trunks. He had given up his speedos three years ago, which suited Scully just fine since she had no idea where to focus her eyes when he was wearing those things. She smiled. "Sorry. I had no idea you were there." "It's all right. I was just picking you up for our date on the beach. Or is 'date' a word we want to be using?" She ignored his rather lighthearted comment. He seemed his usual sarcastic self. There didn't seem to be any bitter undercurrent to his words. They slowly made their way to the beach in silence. Among the bundle of things in his hands, Mulder carried a book, too. Fun date. They got near the water and Mulder spread out a large blanket. "Is this okay, or do you want your own?" "It's fine, Mulder." "Good." He sat down and laid out the suntan lotion, sunglasses, spare towel and book to his right. Scully quickly took her position to his left. While she was putting down the things she brought with her, Mulder already started applying suntan lotion to himself. By the time she turned around, his arm was in mid- contortion trying to reach the center of his back. She took the bottle from his hands and silently started rubbing the coconut scented concoction on his skin. She felt the tension in his spine, in spite of the fact that his body looked relaxed enough. She finished his back and snaked her hands around his waist to his chest. She snuggled against his shoulder and they both looked out at the ocean. "You okay?" she asked finally. "Sure." She closed her eyes tightly. She didn't want him to hurt. There was no need for him to hurt. "It's all overwhelming, Mulder," she softly said. "Still. I have moments when I feel like I'm going to spontaneously combust from all the emotion. I know all the things that I should be doing and saying but I need to back away from the feelings sometimes. I'm not used to this complete overload. Not after all the years of keeping it all inside. And, instead of being straightforward and telling you I need to step back--sometimes I lash out instead." That wasn't hard to say at all, she thought. Actually, the words seemed to come pouring out easily. "It's all a matter of perspective, Scully. I looked through the door at your friend today. We don't have any real problems compared to what could be happening. We'll fix what needs to be fixed," he said, covering her slippery hand with his. She smiled against his skin. It didn't take much. To make things better. To make things right. "Um, Scully? I know you have an unnatural attachment to my back but I have to warn you, if you don't stop with the cape imitation, you're going to be as red as a lobster. Come here and I'll help you." She laughed softly at his attempt at normality and came around to his side. She lay on her stomach and felt the cold lotion hit her back almost immediately. "Did you get the yearbook, Scully?" "Yes, it was waiting in my room when I got back. There were eleven members of the science club. Six boys and five girls. I'm trying to get some contact information on the guys and the one female who hasn't been affected by this--yet. Her name was Janet Lauder. I'm not sure if she's married and changed her name." She felt his hands as they swept efficiently over her legs and down to her feet. "I also discussed something with the principal of St. Clare's and I wanted to run it by you before actually putting it into motion." "Sure. Turn over. Let me do your front." He leaned back on his haunches as she turned over. She looked in his eyes but he had his usual bland expression on his face. Not a hint of anything, even when his lotion-filled hands ran over the cleavage exposed by the v of her suit. "Um. . .okay. Well, whatever the hell everyone is experiencing, it all stems from the phone call. That is what we have to concentrate on. So, I thought who has access to our personal information? The alumni association writes or calls at least once a year to raise funds for the school. They pretty much have all the updated information they could want. We need to speak to them. But in an unofficial capacity. I thought maybe we could talk to Glen Wahlberg and, with his permission, I can say that Crystal and I kept our friendship going long-distance all these years and when I heard what happened. . ." "You grabbed your FBI partner and high-tailed it to Sunny California." "No. I grabbed my. . .boyfriend and hightailed it to Sunny California." "Boyfriend?" He was working on the front of her legs and just barely lifted an eyebrow at her phrasing. He had changed direction and was working from her feet back up her legs again. "Well, yes. Whatever the terminology is. We could go into this without mentioning the FBI unless asked." She gasped. "Oh, Mulder. . ." His hands had reached her inner thighs just where her bathing suit began and he abruptly lifted his hands, applied more lotion and gently smoothed it over her face. He tapped her nose as a final flourish. "All done. You are all SPF-ed." She shook herself a little wondering why he hadn't left his hands where they were. "I talked to Sister Agatha about a small fundraiser for the coma victims. This way, she could get the alumni committee together and we could check them out. At the same time, helping to raise money for whatever bills might not be covered by insurance. And, I'm sure there will be a lot of them. With a lot of work, the benefit could be set up for this coming Friday. Nothing spectacular--just piped in music and cold cuts in the gym." "Good idea." "I will give Sister Aggie a call." "Do you know who is on the committee?" "Yes. Pretty much who I expected. Six women who were very rah-rah in high school. It's not surprising they still have ties to the old place." Mulder leaned back and closed his eyes. After placing the call, she looked over at him. The sun was hitting his skin, which somehow had taken on a light golden tone even in the short time they had been there. She laid down on her side and stared at him for a while before reaching over and running a finger up the middle of his chest. He opened one eye slowly. "Can I help you?" "I don't know. I think you may be on strike." "No. I don't recall any great union dispute." "Ah, but maybe negotiations were at a standstill." "Just a misunderstanding was the version that got around to me, Norma Rae." She leaned over and kissed his chest. "Yuck. It smells better than it tastes." He smiled to himself and closed his eyes again. It was a beautiful, lazy afternoon and they had nothing to do but wait for information. A small amount of downtime before the madness began again. "You like it here, don't you?" Scully asked. "What's not to like? Sun, sand, Scully." "In that order?" "I save the best for last." She nuzzled closer to him and slipped her fingers in the waistband of his bathing trunks. . .running her finger lightly over his skin, under the elastic. "You're not planning on taking advantage of me on the beach, are you Scully? Because I have to warn you, I'm going to make you find and remove every particle of sand afterwards." She laughed. "You are such a romantic." He opened his eyes and took hold of her wrist. He pulled her fingers up from their current position and placed her hand on his shoulder. "Kiss me," he said. "Just a kiss?" "Oh, we can absolutely run amok with kisses, as far as I'm concerned but yes. . .'just' kisses. We never get to just kiss. Or does that bore you?" She ran her index finger over his plump lower lip. "How could it?" She leaned down and kissed the far left side of his mouth. Then the far right. She kissed him fully on the mouth--nudging her tongue against his lips, which remained steadfastly closed. Okay. Some sort of game was being played here. Perhaps payback from last night, although that was not Mulder's normal M.O. She moved to kiss his neck and he carefully guided her face back to his. Once again, she parted her lips and placed them on his, seeking entrance, and once again, she was met with a still body and a firmly closed mouth. She moved her face away. "You want to tell me what this is about? You asked me to kiss you and you're lying here like a lox." He smiled softly. "Kiss me for the first time. Not like you're rushing to something else. Pretend--we've known each other for a very long time. . ." The sound of his voice had a very strange effect on Scully. Always. From the very beginning, he would speak and there would be a tiny lurch in the pit of her stomach. A spark of excitement. If he had ever talked to her then, in the tone of voice he was using now, things would have developed much more quickly. She listened to his hypnotic little scenario. "There was an attraction--right from the start. Almost immediately followed by a deeper connection. And somewhere along the line, more. And this moment, you find your lips drifting--unable to stop yourself, but so in awe of all we've shared, of all we've felt that this one moment--this one kiss--becomes so much more. It becomes a physical expression of seven years of a relationship." She found herself, indeed, drifting down to meet him. He was waiting and their lips touched in a soft but lingering kiss that was almost identical to the very first one they had shared on New Year's Eve. Afraid to move but trying to get all the feeling into that one press of mouth against mouth. The final break of a portion of wall allowing the tiniest amount of physical contact. As they moved their faces away from one another, the smiles were probably the same as that night, too, but Scully felt a few tears welling in her eyes and could see them shining in his. Mulder was an odd duck. When the time came for them to become lovers, there was nothing reminiscent at all about their first kiss. They came at each other with open mouths and hungry hands. While they had slow encounters since then, it had never been as pure as that first moment. When all they had was the kiss. And the promise of more. It was a good time to revisit. To get back to that very first moment of discovery. He had been enjoying each step in their growing relationship and while she had been trying to do the same, she was also feeling bogged down with greater issues. The issues of publicly "outing" their relationship--at least to family and friends; the issues of shared time versus private time. And, the very large issue of having him entirely dependent on her for his happiness--as if that hadn't been the case before. It just felt magnified somehow. But when all the worries were stripped away, it still all came down to Mulder and herself. That was what mattered the most. Always. She lay her head on his chest and closed her eyes. The warm afternoon sun shone down as they took a brief nap and enjoyed the moment. End of Part 5
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