Many times in my life, I have felt that the Lord had abandoned me. During those times of loneliness, when life just seemed unbearable, I needed the Lord more than anything. But at those times I felt He didn't care for me. I would get angry with the Lord and separate myself from the Lord, which would only make me more miserable. After all this somehow my relationship with the Lord would strengthen. You see when I step back and look at my life without anger, I see that the Lord was with me all the time. I realize that He loves me unconditionally and that He gives me challenges because He thinks that I can handle them.He sees that I am strong and that he can test me.
He's proven himself to me time and time again. He's given me things that I really don't deserve. Every time my life has gotten hard, it always gets better right after. If it weren't for my trials I wouldn't be where I am right now. My life has change so much since I've opened my heart and let Him in. I used to experience what I thought was happiness but now I know real joy. I strongly urge anyone who hasn't felt his or her connection with the Lord to strive for it. It's the greatest thing you can have.
Another person that brings great comfort to me is my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Easter was the other the day, the day of The Lord's resurrection, and I had to work. I was angry because I wanted the day to remember the Lord. Then I thought about it and realized I should always being thinking of the Lord and not wait until Easter to remember my Lords atonement. If I can leave anyone with anything it would be that you should always have the Lord within your heart and mind. The Lord loves us so much. He proves it to us everyday we just need to open our ears and listen.