On the 5th of Febuary I signed all my legal rights over to the state of nebraska. I alone lives with that everyday. No one and nothing will ever take the place of the emptiness i feel inside. I cant even begin to tell you how much i wanna crawl under a rock and never return. BUT... I have to believe i did the right thing, how do i even begin to feel that?
good news is i'm gonna be a grandma!!! they cant take that away. i told my girls i never wanted to be a grandma but with 6 girls .. like that was not ever gonna happen.
I just try to stay in contact with my babies, cuz i'm always gonna be MOM!! |
