~To my friends~

The other day I received an email from a Go-Go friend
asking where I'd been. This mail, along with a few other
things made me realize that I did just disappear without
much of an explanation. I'm sorry for this and I hope
this note helps to explain a little of what happened.

I came to The Go-Go in search of something. For quite
awhile I don't think >I< even knew what it was I was
looking for, I just knew that "something" was missing
in my life. The Go-Go and the friendships I developed
with many of you helped me realize that D/s
was the missing piece in my life. Unfortunately,
>knowing< that and actually doing something about
it are/were two very different things.

I tried various things to implement aspects of D/s into
my real life, some worked better than others but the
bottom line for me was ...... I needed something IN MY
REAL LIFE to make me feel my submission.

I guess I don't have to really get into the details of how,
when, why or where it happened (although some of those
details are pretty "yummy" *wink*) - the bottom line
is ......... I found what I was looking for!

I didn't find it where I expected to find it, nor did I
find it in whom I expected - but all I can say now is -
I am in love with the most wonderful Dominant and
feeling my submission in ways I never imagined I could.

I left chat because it was something I needed to do to
continue to grow as a submissive and also to give
this new relationship the best possible chance to work.
I don't regret it - except for one thing -
I miss many of you SO MUCH!
You were there for me through so many things
and I will never forget that.

Rarely does a weekend go by that I don't smile
and think of the fun times I had with all of you.
Often times when I'm speaking with the new Dom -
about D/s, about things I want or need - I remember
advice that I got from many of you. So, please know
you are still very much apart of me.

I have no doubt in my mind that I will be back
to visit in time. I hope all of you are well and
I wish you the best! And ...... I MISS YOU!

Love,
~girly~

p.s. I don't use yahoo pager anymore -
I have essentially moved to using MSN, but
If you ever need to contact me, I kept my email -
justgirly@yahoo.com

I'd LOVE to hear from you!!!