GiZMO13SOLiD: hi

K a j i 2 4 0: yo

GiZMO13SOLiD: just read your post in your journal.

GiZMO13SOLiD: serious stuff.

K a j i 2 4 0: yep...is sad indeed. I beginning to hate this country :/

GiZMO13SOLiD: hasn't really affected me much, so i can't say ..

GiZMO13SOLiD: it's mainly the president.

GiZMO13SOLiD: heh.

K a j i 2 4 0: which state do u reside in?

GiZMO13SOLiD: Maryland.

K a j i 2 4 0: ah.. I wonder is it a good place to live in?

GiZMO13SOLiD: i suppose

GiZMO13SOLiD: nothing like what you mentioned in your journal, happening around here. i think.

K a j i 2 4 0: Oh is terrible...Were in like over a billion dollar debt

GiZMO13SOLiD: I heard 3 or 300? lol .. i heard it from a unreliable resource (my friend)

K a j i 2 4 0: Is crazy!!!

GiZMO13SOLiD: Clinton made this country seem prosperous.. as he put us out of debt (i think?)

GiZMO13SOLiD: He was like 1 of the best pres

GiZMO13SOLiD: hey.. what age did you move to US?

K a j i 2 4 0: He had actually little to do in the economy..the economy itself grew on its own. but yea he was a good president.

K a j i 2 4 0: like 3

GiZMO13SOLiD: ic.

K a j i 2 4 0: so i havent been back like in 15 years

GiZMO13SOLiD: dang.

GiZMO13SOLiD: Do you remember anything from there?

GiZMO13SOLiD: LOL!! my friend jsut said $600,000,000,000 in debt. again.. unreliable, but that's insane.

K a j i 2 4 0: yea...

K a j i 2 4 0: All i remember was pictures that were tooken there when i was little. Theres this one pic of this girl who I didnt know? Maybe a relative of mine

GiZMO13SOLiD: ic.

GiZMO13SOLiD: Do you have a chinese accent? or any accent at that

K a j i 2 4 0: No accent at all...I mainly speak english

GiZMO13SOLiD: I see.

GiZMO13SOLiD: I was assuming that, since you moved at like 3.

K a j i 2 4 0: oh man...I sounded so chinkish when I was little!

GiZMO13SOLiD: Chinkish!!

GiZMO13SOLiD: funny.

K a j i 2 4 0: Chink = refers to chinese people

GiZMO13SOLiD: yes.

K a j i 2 4 0: i pronounce three like shree, and my friends use to make fun of me cause of my accent

GiZMO13SOLiD: pronouncing three as shree or similarly is common in other accents too

K a j i 2 4 0: not only that but i used to be a terrible kid when I was little...I used to once pull down my pants and shove my penis at a girls face. I kid u not!

GiZMO13SOLiD: Hahahahaha.

GiZMO13SOLiD: That's crazy.

K a j i 2 4 0: I use to steal from my parents, got into fights and had bad grades and shit

GiZMO13SOLiD: That's not good shit.

GiZMO13SOLiD: Were/are your parents strict about everything/anything?

K a j i 2 4 0: like many asian parents. Yes

GiZMO13SOLiD: ic.

GiZMO13SOLiD: I think I'm so soft because my Parents weren't really.

GiZMO13SOLiD: But i'd been a good kid.

K a j i 2 4 0: ah. u were lucky i use to get beat up when i was little.

GiZMO13SOLiD: because you picked fights or waht?

GiZMO13SOLiD: got into fights

K a j i 2 4 0: no... I broke things and lie.

GiZMO13SOLiD: Oh. So you were punished

K a j i 2 4 0: yea by my parents

GiZMO13SOLiD: Well, I would look at that as understandable.

K a j i 2 4 0: :-\strange thing is that I'm am not like that anymore.

GiZMO13SOLiD: Yeah. Is it really strange, though? I really dont know

K a j i 2 4 0: did u get the belt ?

GiZMO13SOLiD: a few times, that i can remember.

GiZMO13SOLiD: as i said earlier, my parents were soft, i'll get into it more if you want

GiZMO13SOLiD: Some of my friends still get punishments like that at my age.

K a j i 2 4 0: preceed

K a j i 2 4 0: Thats crazy!

GiZMO13SOLiD: I was raised without much punishment. I didn't do much bad things, and if i did i would be punished by my father.

GiZMO13SOLiD: i can vaguely remember, though.

GiZMO13SOLiD: and when i was like 7 or something they divorced. so without my father around i hadn't been punished.

K a j i 2 4 0: yea..

GiZMO13SOLiD: So yeah, you get it..?

K a j i 2 4 0: ah so did u had any problems with ur parents divorcing?

K a j i 2 4 0: yea i get it

K a j i 2 4 0: Like seperation anxiety?

GiZMO13SOLiD: yes, i suppose.

GiZMO13SOLiD: honestly, i dont think i had any problems.

GiZMO13SOLiD: but i cant really remember much

K a j i 2 4 0: Ah but there must of been. Usually kids who parents get divorce go through some problems adn have to rely on such matters such as a need for something to relief themself of the pain of which they go through. This is usually the matter of what many adolesnce go through.

GiZMO13SOLiD: well.. do you know how kids find a way to cope with things in different ways?

K a j i 2 4 0: but maybe u didnt have any memory of such matters cause u block it out from ur mind.

GiZMO13SOLiD: possibly.

GiZMO13SOLiD: i've heard something about that on LoveLine. heh.

K a j i 2 4 0: I take Psychology..I know this stuff

K a j i 2 4 0: Ha!

K a j i 2 4 0: Did u get rape?

GiZMO13SOLiD: no

K a j i 2 4 0: nah..they usally ask that question to many of the listeners

GiZMO13SOLiD: lol

GiZMO13SOLiD: yes

GiZMO13SOLiD: and they guess if they've been molested.. then predict ae.

GiZMO13SOLiD: age*

GiZMO13SOLiD: "More prevalent masturbation doesn't necessarily mean that it should be viewed from a sexual point, but probably suggests the kids need a bit more loving. I think that masturbation sort of becomes a way for the kids to relieve the stress they feel and playing with the genitals is sort of like sucking on a thumb or a towel," she says. "Adults have got to spend a bit more time with the kids and not panic and simply realize that's the way some kids are."

K a j i 2 4 0: they do get pretty close

GiZMO13SOLiD: yes..

GiZMO13SOLiD: i'm not sure, but i think i've masturbated as a youngster..

GiZMO13SOLiD: it's not good, and i dont like to admit to it

GiZMO13SOLiD: but i think i did

K a j i 2 4 0: Everyone masturbates!

K a j i 2 4 0: If anyone tells u they dont..their lying!

GiZMO13SOLiD: that insert was from something about pre-school kids or something, touching themselves

GiZMO13SOLiD: lol

K a j i 2 4 0: They do though..I remember when i visited my baby cousin he touch himself in the privates all the time.

GiZMO13SOLiD: i've been a perv for a long time, but i do realize what i do. and most of the time why i do it.

GiZMO13SOLiD: all the time?

GiZMO13SOLiD: wrong question.. i understand what that means

K a j i 2 4 0: He keeps his hand down there

GiZMO13SOLiD: lol

GiZMO13SOLiD: I think i used to do that!! (well atleast, keep my hands in my pants, not sure about touching my bird)

K a j i 2 4 0: well if ya know if ur sexually compulsive then that should be ok I guess..Are ya?

K a j i 2 4 0: I spank my monkey!:-DNaughty monkey u need to be punish now!

GiZMO13SOLiD: I guess you can call me that. but i understand why i do or want things.. would that regard anything?

GiZMO13SOLiD: LOL

K a j i 2 4 0: Well if ya know what the problem is and look into it u get more understand of yourself as an individual who mainly can sought to control your ambitions. Though u might want to know is that, not many people can identify there problem and have trouble coping with it.

K a j i 2 4 0: is ok*

GiZMO13SOLiD: i understand that.

GiZMO13SOLiD: That's what makes me think that I'm special. I can realize things, unlike many others.

K a j i 2 4 0: ah yes..true

GiZMO13SOLiD: Like when I admitted to my little obsession with little girls

K a j i 2 4 0: brb im gonna go eat

GiZMO13SOLiD: Ok. I think I'm going to go to sleep soon.