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GiZMO13SOLiD: hi
K a j i 2 4 0:
yo
GiZMO13SOLiD: just read your post in your journal.
GiZMO13SOLiD: serious stuff.
K a
j i 2 4 0: yep...is
sad indeed. I beginning to hate this country :/
GiZMO13SOLiD: hasn't really affected me much, so i can't say
..
GiZMO13SOLiD: it's mainly the president.
GiZMO13SOLiD: heh.
K a j i 2 4 0:
which state do u reside
in?
GiZMO13SOLiD: Maryland.
K a j i 2
4 0: ah.. I
wonder is it a good place to live in?
GiZMO13SOLiD: i suppose
GiZMO13SOLiD: nothing like what you mentioned in your journal, happening
around here. i think.
K a j i 2 4 0:
Oh is terrible...Were in
like over a billion dollar debt
GiZMO13SOLiD: I heard 3 or 300? lol .. i heard it from a unreliable
resource (my friend)
K a j i 2 4 0:
Is
crazy!!!
GiZMO13SOLiD: Clinton made this country seem prosperous.. as he put us
out of debt (i think?)
GiZMO13SOLiD: He was like 1 of the best pres
GiZMO13SOLiD: hey.. what age did you move to US?
K a j i 2 4 0: He had actually little to do in the economy..the economy
itself grew on its own. but yea he was a good president.
K a j i 2 4 0: like 3
GiZMO13SOLiD: ic.
K a j i 2 4 0:
so i havent been back
like in 15 years
GiZMO13SOLiD: dang.
GiZMO13SOLiD: Do you remember anything from there?
GiZMO13SOLiD: LOL!! my friend jsut said $600,000,000,000 in debt. again..
unreliable, but that's insane.
K a j i 2
4 0: yea...
K a j i 2 4 0:
All i remember was
pictures that were tooken there when i was little. Theres this one pic of this
girl who I didnt know? Maybe a relative of mine
GiZMO13SOLiD: ic.
GiZMO13SOLiD: Do you have a chinese accent? or any accent at
that
K a j i 2 4
0:
No accent at all...I
mainly speak english
GiZMO13SOLiD: I see.
GiZMO13SOLiD: I was assuming that, since you moved at like
3.
K a j i 2 4
0:
oh man...I sounded so
chinkish when I was little!
GiZMO13SOLiD: Chinkish!!
GiZMO13SOLiD: funny.
K a j i 2 4
0:
Chink = refers to
chinese people
GiZMO13SOLiD: yes.
K a j i 2 4 0:
i pronounce three like
shree, and my friends use to make fun of me cause of my
accent
GiZMO13SOLiD: pronouncing three as shree or similarly is common in other
accents too
K a j i 2 4 0:
not only that but i used
to be a terrible kid when I was little...I used to once pull down my pants and
shove my penis at a girls face. I kid u not!
GiZMO13SOLiD: Hahahahaha.
GiZMO13SOLiD: That's crazy.
K a j
i 2 4 0: I use to
steal from my parents, got into fights and had bad grades and
shit
GiZMO13SOLiD: That's not good shit.
GiZMO13SOLiD: Were/are your parents strict about
everything/anything?
K a j i 2 4 0:
like many asian parents.
Yes
GiZMO13SOLiD: ic.
GiZMO13SOLiD: I think I'm so soft because my Parents weren't
really.
GiZMO13SOLiD: But i'd been a good kid.
K a j i 2 4 0: ah. u were lucky i use to get beat up when i was
little.
GiZMO13SOLiD: because you picked fights or waht?
GiZMO13SOLiD: got into fights
K a j i 2 4 0: no... I broke things and lie.
GiZMO13SOLiD: Oh. So you were punished
K a j i 2 4 0: yea by my parents
GiZMO13SOLiD: Well, I would look at that as
understandable.
K a j i 2 4 0:
:-\strange thing is that I'm am not like that anymore.
GiZMO13SOLiD: Yeah. Is it really strange, though? I really dont
know
K a j i 2 4
0:
did u get the belt
?
GiZMO13SOLiD: a few times, that i can remember.
GiZMO13SOLiD: as i said earlier, my parents were soft, i'll get into it
more if you want
GiZMO13SOLiD: Some of my friends still get punishments like that at my
age.
K a j i 2 4
0:
preceed
K a j i 2 4 0:
Thats crazy!
GiZMO13SOLiD: I was raised without much punishment. I didn't do much bad
things, and if i did i would be punished by my father.
GiZMO13SOLiD: i can vaguely remember, though.
GiZMO13SOLiD: and when i was like 7 or something they divorced. so
without my father around i hadn't been punished.
K a j i 2 4 0: yea..
GiZMO13SOLiD: So yeah, you get it..?
K a j i 2 4 0: ah so did u had any problems with ur parents
divorcing?
K a j i 2 4 0:
yea i get
it
K a j i 2 4
0:
Like seperation
anxiety?
GiZMO13SOLiD: yes, i suppose.
GiZMO13SOLiD: honestly, i dont think i had any
problems.
GiZMO13SOLiD: but i cant really remember much
K a j i 2 4 0: Ah but there must of been. Usually kids who parents get
divorce go through some problems adn have to rely on such matters such as a need
for something to relief themself of the pain of which they go through. This is
usually the matter of what many adolesnce go through.
GiZMO13SOLiD: well.. do you know how kids find a way to cope with things
in different ways?
K a j i 2 4 0:
but maybe u didnt have
any memory of such matters cause u block it out from ur mind.
GiZMO13SOLiD: possibly.
GiZMO13SOLiD: i've heard something about that on LoveLine.
heh.
K a j i 2 4
0:
I take Psychology..I
know this stuff
K a j i 2 4 0:
Ha!
K a j i 2 4 0: Did u get rape?
GiZMO13SOLiD: no
K a j i 2 4 0:
nah..they usally ask
that question to many of the listeners
GiZMO13SOLiD: lol
GiZMO13SOLiD: yes
GiZMO13SOLiD: and they guess if they've been molested.. then
predict ae.
GiZMO13SOLiD: age*
GiZMO13SOLiD: "More prevalent masturbation doesn't necessarily mean that
it should be viewed from a sexual point, but probably suggests the kids need a
bit more loving. I think that masturbation sort of becomes a way for the kids to
relieve the stress they feel and playing with the genitals is sort of like
sucking on a thumb or a towel," she says. "Adults have got to spend a bit more
time with the kids and not panic and simply realize that's the way some kids
are."
K a j i 2 4
0:
they do get pretty
close
GiZMO13SOLiD: yes..
GiZMO13SOLiD: i'm not sure, but i think i've masturbated as a
youngster..
GiZMO13SOLiD: it's not good, and i dont like to admit to
it
GiZMO13SOLiD: but i think i did
K
a j i 2 4 0: Everyone
masturbates!
K a j i 2 4 0:
If anyone tells u they
dont..their lying!
GiZMO13SOLiD: that insert was from something about pre-school kids or
something, touching themselves
GiZMO13SOLiD: lol
K a j i 2 4 0:
They do though..I
remember when i visited my baby cousin he touch himself in the privates all the
time.
GiZMO13SOLiD: i've been a perv for a long time, but i do realize what i
do. and most of the time why i do it.
GiZMO13SOLiD: all the time?
GiZMO13SOLiD: wrong question.. i understand what that
means
K a j i 2 4
0:
He keeps his hand down
there
GiZMO13SOLiD: lol
GiZMO13SOLiD: I think i used to do that!! (well atleast, keep my hands in
my pants, not sure about touching my bird)
K a j i 2 4 0: well if ya know if ur sexually compulsive then that should
be ok I guess..Are ya?
K a j i 2 4 0:
I spank my
monkey!:-DNaughty monkey u need to be punish now!
GiZMO13SOLiD: I guess you can call me that. but i understand why i do or
want things.. would that regard anything?
GiZMO13SOLiD: LOL
K a j i 2 4 0:
Well if ya know what the
problem is and look into it u get more understand of yourself as an individual
who mainly can sought to control your ambitions. Though u might want to know is
that, not many people can identify there problem and have trouble coping with
it.
K a j i 2 4
0:
is
ok*
GiZMO13SOLiD: i understand that.
GiZMO13SOLiD: That's what makes me think that I'm special. I can realize
things, unlike many others.
K a j i 2 4
0:
ah
yes..true
GiZMO13SOLiD: Like when I admitted to my little obsession with little
girls
K a j i 2 4
0:
brb im gonna go
eat
GiZMO13SOLiD: Ok. I think I'm going to go to sleep
soon.