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Rogue Talent
By “Amaranth Rose”
copyright 2002 all rts. res.
Griszhas
continued silently down the corridor, almost identical to many others on the
huge Ring Ship. His nose, large and
prominent, was leading him to the source of a pungent odor he’d detected. It spoke of a mixture of pain, loneliness,
homesickness and intense sadness. It was
also undeniably a human female, he noted with some distaste. A Gallarian Gnome,
or Gnomayini as they were called in the Gallarian tongue, lived and died by his nose. His incredibly accurate sense of smell,
combined with his diminutive stature and dark wood-brown skin made it easy for Griszhas to evade detection when he wanted to. His full height of less than four feet, a
distinct advantage on any planet if a person wanted to avoid being detected,
also served him well in the artificial gravity of the huge rotating Ring Ships;
there were many nooks and crannies a small man could secrete himself in to
evade pursuers or avoid the omnipresent computer sensors. He'd been aboard this particular Ring Ship
for a long time, watching, waiting, searching for clues, traces of a certain
artifact and Vardos, the man who had stolen it from Gallaria, Griszhas’ home
planet. He made it his business to
investigate anything and anyone unusual.
As a Senior Investigative Specialist for the Gallarian
government, it was his job, after all.
Ordinarily
Gnomes did not have much use for humans, but something about this one seemed undefinably different, and his curiosity was piqued. As he drew nearer, he also sensed a strong
disturbance in the life force. Normally
when someone was strong in the force he felt it swish around him, like ripples
on a pond, but this was much stronger; it was as if he was being buffeted by
high waves in a storm. He
hesitated. That much power usually meant
one thing: someone had brought a rogue
talent onto the Ring Ship, and they had evaded their caretakers and were
probably potentially dangerous. Only a
relatively high-ranking Crystal Matrix Knight would have the authority to do
that.
A
rogue talent was someone who had grown up among people who did not share their
gifts, and often they did not know how to control what they could do. Bringing them onto a Ring Ship where they
would come into contact with advanced civilization was risky for all
concerned. Ordinarily a Knight would
keep such a person under very close supervision. Rogue talents had on occasion been known to
accidentally kill people before they learned the necessary control. Sometimes they ended up being killed
themselves, usually by a Crystal Matrix Knight, to stop them from harming
others. This was a situation to be
approached with great caution, at best.
Griszhas
sniffed carefully. He smelled water,
along with the scent of the human. He
detected a sense of urgent need as well.
There was no indication of anger or violence. His initial perception of pain, loneliness,
homesickness and intense sadness was greatly enhanced, however. Whatever the source, it was a very unhappy
being, he thought to himself, but not likely a danger to him. The scent was emanating from the food court
at the end of the corridor, a place normally deserted at this time of day. The water would be the fountain in the
courtyard. He smiled. Beings of many races were drawn to the sound
and smell of running water when they were distressed. The designer of the Ring Ships had known this
and taken it into account. He was very
clever, Griszhas admitted grudgingly to himself, for
a human.
He
peeked cautiously around the corner at the end of the corridor. The food court was deserted; the shops were
shuttered, it being a slow period, though a person could always get something
if they would merely knock for attention.
The disturbance in the force attracted him to a figure beside the
fountain, a slender young woman. Her
back was to him, and her thick auburn hair fell in gleaming ripples to the
middle of her back. Well, he thought she
was young; Gnomes being very long lived creatures generally tended to think of
most other beings as seeming young anyway, but there was a sense of extreme
youthfulness about this woman. She was
also slender beyond the point of thinness.
She was kneeling beside the fountain.
As he watched, she cupped her hands in the water and brought it to her
lips, drinking thirstily of the few drops that did not run through her
fingers. Griszhas
grimaced with distaste; the fountain's water was heavily treated with
chemicals, and not intended for drinking purposes. The woman must be desperate indeed, to drink
it so heedlessly.
As
he approached her, the source of her need became clear; she was pregnant, he
discerned, with twins, both of whom were strong in the force as well. They became aware of his presence, and
gradually, so did she.
She turned her gaze on him then, and he was surprised. When her green and brown flecked eyes met his
they held no alarm or mistrust, only a calm, frank regard. She did not shrink from him or draw back in
fear. A most unexpected reaction, for a
human, he noted. Even more so, given
that she was a rogue talent.
"Are
you thirsty?" he asked, in the usual language of the Ring Ships. She looked at him with a puzzled expression
and indicated by a gesture that she did not understand. This confirmed his suspicions about her being
a rogue talent; she hadn't had time to learn their language yet. Cautiously, he scanned her mind, catching
glimpses of people, a large, fuzzy, black and white creature with orange
lamp-like eyes and long, sharp teeth and claws, a blue and green planet
receding unexpectedly in a viewscreen. Her home planet, he sensed, seeing her
thoughts yearning toward it as well as a tall, dark haired man with eyes of
deep coffee brown, a man Griszhas knew, though only
by reputation. "Husband", her
thoughts labeled him.
He
frowned. From what Griszhas
knew of the Ring Ship Emperor, as he was fondly called on many worlds, he was
not the sort of man to let his pregnant wife wander alone through a Ring Ship
without at least an interpreter and a bodyguard. Even more so because she
made such a strong disturbance in the force. That would have the effect of drawing some
very unpleasant beings to her like moths to a flame. He also noticed her almost complete lack of
mental shields.
He
projected an image of a glass of water to her mind. She nodded then, and smiled.
"Yes,
I'm very thirsty," she said in her language.
It
was his turn to look puzzled. She
projected an image of two glasses of water to him.
He
took her by the hand then and led her away from the fountain to a nearby table
in the food court. He motioned her to
sit, and stay, and he went casually over to the nearest food vendor. He rapped briskly on the shuttered window.
"Oy! Open up in
there!" he snapped sharply. The
window was flung open, and the attendant looked out. At first he did not see Griszhas.
"Who's
there? Is this some kind of
prank?"
Griszhas
reached up and pinched him lightly on the arm.
"Down
here, pipsqueak."
The
man looked down and drew back quickly when he saw the Gnome.
"Relax,
I won't bite you. Give us two glasses of
water, Milady is thirsty." He motioned
to the woman. The man looked at her,
then at Griszhas.
He seemed dumbfounded. In his
experience it was unheard of for Gnomes to concern themselves with humans, much
less fetch water for one. Griszhas sighed.
"Come,
now, man, water's free. Don't make me
have to invoke the law." By Ring
Ship laws, water was a free commodity, and anyone who asked a vendor for water
was to be given it free of charge.
Hastily the man set a tray before him with two glasses of water on
it. Griszhas
took it and bore it to the table where the woman sat watching him. She drained the first glass very
quickly. He smiled and pushed the other
glass over to her. After some
hesitation, she drank it as well.
"Thank
you," her thoughts formed in his mind.
"It tastes much better than the fountain."
"I
shouldn't wonder. The water in the
fountain is treated with chemicals. It's
not intended for drinking," he responded automatically in the same way. She looked at him, a mixture of surprise and
confusion on her face.
"What?"
came her startled thought.
"Ah! You understand how to mind-speak?" he
thought back to her.
"Yes,"
she replied after a moment's hesitation.
"That is, I seem to do it, but I don't understand it."
He
looked into her mind again then.
"Ah, I see. It is not done
where you come from. You are a very
quick learner, Milady."
She
winced slightly at the formal title he used.
"Please,
just call me Amaranth.
"Milady" sounds so--glorified," she said.
He
looked into her mind again and saw then that she knew nothing of her husband's
dealings or titles. Far be it for him to
inform her. If her husband hadn't told
her, he must have his reasons, and Griszhas was not
one to interfere in other people’s affairs.
Especially in the affairs of very high-ranking Crystal
Matrix Knights. He shrugged.
"You
will get used to it one day, Milady Am-aranth. It is a proper way of addressing a
gentleman's wife," he said gently.
"But what are you doing wandering around a Ring Ship on your own,
when you don't even speak the language?
These are treacherous times. Your
husband must be very worried for you."
Amaranth
looked down at the table for a long time.
She looked uncomfortable.
"I
ran away," she admitted at last in a low voice.
Griszhas
was surprised at this confession.
"Why? Has he been unkind to you? Has he misused you in some way?" He looked at her very carefully. “He hasn’t...hurt you?”
"No, of course not!" She looked
shocked.
“No,
I really didn't think that of him." Griszhas
murmured.
She
looked at him curiously. "Do you
know him?"
"Only
by reputation, Milady,” Griszhaz said slowly. “I have not had the pleasure of making his
acquaintance yet. But he is reputed to
be a fair and kind man. A great many
people will be glad to see him with such a beautiful and gentle wife as yourself at his side."
She blushed prettily at his compliment.
"So, why did you run away?"
"I
just, well, I got tired of being a laboratory rat." She looked down, pushing idly with her
forefinger at a drop of water on the tabletop, swirling it out into a spiral.
"A what?"
"An experimental animal. A pet in a cage. To
be let out only on a leash or a chain.
Even my very thoughts are public knowledge." Her anger and frustration radiated strongly. She found another bead of moisture and
slashed across the spiral with it. Griszhas regarded her calmly.
"Perhaps
he only means to protect you, Milady Am-aranth. You, and the life you carry, must be very
precious to him."
She
shook her head mutinously.
"I
can't live in a cage, being constantly tested and prodded and provoked. Doug and Jeb and
Master Shan-ji seem to hear my every thought. I wouldn't be surprised if they knew what we
were talking about right now."
Tears of frustration fell on her cheeks.
She wiped them angrily away.
Griszhas
was mildly surprised to hear her mention Master Shan-ji. Their mission to her planet must have been
much more serious than he had been aware of.
He wondered briefly how they had managed to coerce venerable old Master
Shan-ji out of his retirement for such an
undertaking. It must have been important
indeed for the High Council of the Knighthood to impress two of the
highest-ranking Crystal Matrix Knights in existence into doing their errand. He made a mental note to look into the matter
more closely.
"Don't
be concerned on that account, Milady. No
one can monitor thought-speech electronically.
And not even Master Shan-ji could probe our
thoughts at this distance. Nor would he."
She
looked at him, wide eyed.
"I'm
sure your husband knows where you are right now, and with whom." Griszhas also
expected that he was about fit to be tied at that very moment, but he did not
tell Amaranth that.
“How…. How would he know?” she asked hesitantly.
"The computers know. They keep track of everyone. All he needs to do is ask. Your husband is the sort of man who would never allow you to come to harm if he could prevent it. And he would prevent it."
"So
even now I'm still on the leash."
She looked crestfallen. She
stared down at the table, her head bent.
Her hair slid across her cheeks like a glistening curtain, shutting out
the world.
"No,
Milady. But I'm sure he must be terribly
worried right now."
She
looked at him then, her eyes troubled.
"Why? I'm in no danger from you, am I?"
Griszhas
smiled.
"Of course not. But Gnomes and
Humans have not always had the best of relations. And there are...other dangers. I'm sure he must be quite concerned."
"Do
you think he's--watching us right now?"
"I'm
quite certain of it." He saw her
face fall. "Don't worry. If he were going to interfere, he would have
done so already."
"They're
testing me again." She sounded
dejected.
"They?"
he asked quizzically.
"Doug, Jeb, and Master
Shan-ji. My zoo keepers." Her mental voice was bitter.
"No,"
Griszhas countered.
"You are testing them."
She
looked at him questioningly.
"Your
husband and his associates must learn to trust you, just as much as they need
you to trust them. It is hard for the
rest of us to accept rogue talents sometimes, Milady Am-aranth. And you have a very great amount of
talent. It is your lack of shields that
makes your thoughts so vulnerable to being overheard, but that will change with
time. Try to have patience, Milady; it
will come in due time." He looked
at her carefully then.
"You
are hungry, Milady. Wait here, I will
get us something to eat." He went
over to the same vendor and knocked on the shutters. When the man looked out, he saw Griszhas.
"May
I help you?" he asked, somewhat timidly, but pleasantly enough. Griszhas placed an
order and smiled at the man's expression when he handed him a green plastic
card for payment. It was imprinted,
"Government of Gallaria, Diplomatic Corps,
Special Services Agency." Gallaria’s SSA was in his culture what the CIA or the KGB
was in hers. The man's face paled
visibly.
"I'll
have that right out, Sir," he said respectfully. "Would you like me to bring it over for
you?"
Griszhas
smiled wryly.
"No, thanks anyway. I'll wait for
it." He stood watching Amaranth
until the tray arrived. She looked
deceptively frail, possibly because she was so painfully thin. It would appear that pregnancy was not
agreeing with her very well. He felt in
his pocket for a small pouch. Perhaps he
could do something for her. Not for the
sake of her husband; he owed Dou-Gai-Han Chang-Tsi-Yar nothing at all.
But somehow Griszhas felt drawn to this
too-thin woman with the green and brown eyes; he sensed in her an enormous
talent, a great potential from her and both her children. No human had ever regarded him with the calm,
unflinching acceptance with which she had faced him when first they met. More commonly, they were fearful and
distrustful. That was why, when a
mission involved dealing with humans, a Gnome was usually accompanied by a Gallarian Elf agent.
She was very special indeed. In
fact, she was unique, in his experience.
He
watched her as she ate. The food could
not have been familiar to her, but she ate it without question or complaint. She looked over at him.
"This
is delicious, Griszhas, what is it?"
He
smiled. "It is called "feszha". It is
the equivalent of chicken on Gallaria." It was as common as chicken. He did not tell her it was a type of
lizard. Some things were best found out
later.
"Feszha. I like
it." She smiled at him. Her plate was almost empty. He pushed his toward her. It was still half full.
"Here,
have the rest of mine. I'm not very
hungry today."
She
looked dubiously at him.
"Go
on, eat it. It will only be wasted if
you don't," he urged her gently.
When she finished that he looked at her thoughtfully.
"I
can get you some more, if you'd like," he offered. She blushed faintly.
"Oh,
no, thank you. I.…" She hesitated
for a moment. "Food and I haven't
been keeping very good company lately," she said ironically.
Griszhas
nodded. "It happens," he said
blandly. He reached in his pocket and
took out a small leather pouch. He
cleared an area on the table and proceeded to dump out the contents. He sorted though the small pile of coins,
tokens, odd bits of stone and metal, scraps of paper and other oddments, until
he found two smallish stones, intricately carved and polished. He placed them on the table in front of
her.
"Take
them," he urged her. She made no
move to do so, however. He silently
applauded the wisdom of her innate caution, knowing it would stand her in good
stead.
"What
are they?"
"A bit of Gnomayini
magic. They are given to pregnant women to help ease
the difficulties of pregnancy. They
cannot be bought or sold, only given."
She
still hesitated. "They must be very
valuable," she said tentatively.
Griszhas
shrugged.
"They
are of value only as they are of use. I
have carried those two stones for a very long time. Now I give them to you." He picked them up from the table and placed
them in her hand, folding her fingers over them.
"There. Now they are yours. Keep them near you, for their magic fades
with distance." He swept up the
remaining items and dropped them back into the pouch. He regarded her thoughtfully.
"You
have a very great amount of talent, Milady Am-aranth. You are very strong in the force. So are your children. Go carefully, that you do not fall into the
ways of darkness. In time you will
understand much more. You have no idea
what a rare and precious person you are.
For now, try to forgive your husband and his associates; they know what
a treasure you are, and they are only seeking to protect you from those who would
harm you." He rose and took the
tray, with its empty containers, to a waste receptacle. He returned to the table for a moment.
"I
must go now, but if you ever have need, tell the nearest computer to call Griszhas of Gallaria. I will help you in any way I can. Not for your husband's sake, nor Master Shan-ji's; for your sake alone."
"Thank
you," she said simply. He
nodded. She offered him her hand; he
shook it gently. In that moment he knew
her to be a very strong healer; he felt it in her hand. It surprised him, for most healers were not
able to affect beings of other races. He
studied her for a moment. She
practically radiated healing power, now that he looked for it; perhaps that was
why he'd been so drawn to her. He hoped
her husband knew what a treasure he had in her.
It was obvious that healing was as natural to her as eating or
breathing; she wasn't even aware that she had such power.
"You are most welcome, Milady Am-aranth." He saw her downcast look. He touched her cheek gently, and she looked up at him. "Do not worry. Our paths will most assuredly cross again. You will always have a friend in me. And on Gallaria it is said that a person is wealthy indeed who has at least one friend."
She made an effort to smile. She looked down at the table for a long moment, and when she looked up again he had vanished as mysteriously as he'd appeared. Had she imagined him? She felt the two stones, warm in her hand. She looked at them, studying their intricate carvings. Griszhas of Gallaria. She reflected upon what he'd said for a while. Was Doug watching her, even now? Was he worried for her safety? At last she rose and entered the nearest corridor.
"All
right, Computer. I'm ready to go home
now," she said, resignation in her voice.
A strip of blue lights lit up on the wall, and she began walking slowly
in the direction they indicated. It was
a long trek; she hadn’t realized how far she’d gone in her headlong flight
earlier.
As
she neared the door to their quarters, she felt her heart quaver. She touched the two stones in her
pocket. Maybe, just maybe, everything
was going to be all right. The door
opened, and she entered, to face her husband, flanked by his apprentice Jeb and his elderly teacher, Master Shan-ji. They were all
staring at her silently, their expressions stern and sober. It was like facing a tribunal of judges. Doug took one hesitant step toward her. His deep coffee brown eyes searched her face
apprehensively.
"Amaranth,"
he began, then stopped, as if uncertain what to say. His face was written over with several hours
of anxiety and worry.
She
drew a deep breath, and went to him then.
She looked up into his eyes; they were twin pools of turmoil.
"Doug,
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you
worry," she said in a small voice.
Jeb
looked taken aback. Master Shan-ji regarded her with an appraising glance, full of
respect. He was smiling faintly, and he
seemed very pleased. She sensed then
that she had surprised them all, though how she had no clue.
"Shh, Amaranth, no. It is I who
should apologize." He took her in
his arms then like some very precious fragile thing that he feared he might
crush. She leaned into his embrace,
drawing comfort from his gentle strength.
One hand lovingly stroked her glossy tresses.
"I've
treated you abominably, and I'm sorry."
He kissed her cheek tenderly and gathered her close to him. "I don't deserve to be forgiven."
She
put her arms around him and pressed even closer to him.
"It's
all right, Doug. I think I understand
better now." She felt as well as
heard his sigh of relief.
"I
thought I'd lost you, sweet Amaranth," he muttered hoarsely.
She
glanced around; Jeb and Shan-ji
had disappeared, leaving them alone. She
reached up and kissed him tenderly.
"You
make my soul complete," she whispered softly. "How could I not come back?" She kissed him more passionately then. He groaned softly.
"Oh, sweet, precious Amaranth! Heaven knows I
do not deserve you!" He kissed her
with a growing urgency that she answered with a need of her own. Finally he took her in his arms and carried
her into their bedroom. The caress of
her gentle hands on his skin combined with the heady sweetness of her clean,
fresh scent fed the flames of his desire ever higher. Their passion became a rising sea between
them, and they rose together to great crests, to crash sweetly upon the shores
of their souls.
When
at last their passion was spent, they lay in each other's arms. Amaranth fell asleep quickly; the morning's
events had taken their toll on her, and she was tired. Doug lay watching her, his arms a gentle
haven in which she lay peacefully asleep.
"Will
I ever tire of just looking at you, I wonder?" he whispered softly. He kissed her cheek, and the delicate curve
of her jaw. She murmured his name in her
sleep and snuggled closer to him. He
gathered her close in his arms.
"My
sweet Amaranth," he whispered softly.
“What will you think of me when you find out who I really am?”
Presently he too
fell asleep. The problems of running the
Ring Ship Corporation and whatever other business was in need of his attention
would have to wait at least a couple of hours longer. Jeb and Master
Shan-ji could manage things without him for that
long, undoubtedly. All too soon the
cares of the world would intrude, but for now all that mattered was the two of them and the wonders of their love for each
other.