chanto kiitete tsutawaru made sakebitsudzukete miru kara
watashi ha zutto koko ni koko ni koko ni iru no

toki ni owarete nakaba muriyari na
hibi no saki ni ha nani ga arimasu ka

konna watashi no ikiisogu sama ha
kokkei desu ka waratte yo

kono me mitsumete watashi no namae wo yonde mite hoshii no
kono te nigitte daijoubu datte unazuite hoshii no
kono se wo oshite janakya arukitsudzukeraresou ni nai no
uso nara semete hontou no uso saigo made tsukitooshite

toki no sugiyuku mama ni mi wo yudane
nagaretsuku no ha donna basho desu ka
mujun darake no konna watashi demo
yurusaremasu ka oshiete yo
douka wakatte sonna koto wo itte iru n janai no
douka kidzuite konna mono ga hoshii wake janai no
douka hanashite sonna toko he ikitai wake janai no
watashi ha zutto tatta hitotsu no kotoba wo sagashiteru

kono me mitsumete watashi no namae wo yonde mite hoshii no
kono te nigitte daijoubu datte unazuite hoshii no
kono se wo oshite janakya arukitsudzukeraresou ni nai no
uso nara semete hontou no uso saigo made tsukitooshite

douka wakatte sonna koto wo itte iru n janai no
douka kidzuite konna mono ga hoshii wake janai no
douka hanashite sonna toko he ikitai wake janai no
watashi ha zutto tatta hitotsu no kotoba wo sagashiteru

Listen closely, because I'll keep screaming until you understand:
I've been here, here, here forever.

What is at the end of these half-tiresome
days that are chased by time?

Is it funny to you that I'm rushing
through life? Go ahead and laugh.

I want you to stare into my eyes and say my name.
I want you to hold my hand and tell me it'll be ok.
Help me; if you don't, I don't think I can make it.
If this is a lie, then at least keep the lie going to the end

I entrust my body to the flow of time.
Where will I wash ashore?

Despite my faults, will I be forgiven?
Please tell me.
Please understand, that's not what I'm saying.
Please notice, this isn't what I want.
Please let me go, I don't want to go there.
I've been searching for just one word.

I want you to stare into my eyes and say my name.
I want you to hold my hand and tell me it'll be ok.
Help me; if you don't, I don't think I can make it.
If this is a lie, then at least keep the lie going to the end.

Please understand, that's not what I'm saying.
Please notice, this isn't what I want.
Please let me go, I don't want to go there.
I've been searching for just one word.