Oh i'm sure you will hate me for this....

but i'm sure you will get over it.
Hi...it's Bleu. Some of you may have read my poem and seen the things Brian has said about me on this page. I know he holds me up alot higher than he should but at times I need it.

He asked me to do an update if i wanted to and well, here I am. I have told him a few times that I don't think he shares as much as he should on here. So I'll do it for him.

He's a sicko. A psycho. A freak. A nut. A weirdo. A crazy man. A not right individual.

He's a friend.

Having said all that. I'm sure you are thinking "What the fuck?" I know that people have labeled him as all these things and he himself has portrayed himself like that on purpose sometimes. I've even thought that, but the truth is: he's a friend. He's highly intelligent and always wanting to see what's next, what more is out there, and why do people feel that way. He quickly moves from topic to topic. Desire to desire. Thought to thought. He appreciates the diversity of the world we live in and intends to know it all if he can. I respect him for that.

I just want people to know there is a different side to him. He's caring and thoughtful. If you meet him in person, he's soft-spoken and at times very quiet. If he can understand the hurt in my works, then he's been there too. I know he thinks the world of me and even though I don't tell him very often. I think the same about him. As much as he can frustrate me, he makes me think and helps me realize more about myself.

So there's the update. If he's still on hiatus tomorrow...i'll be back with something completely different and maybe a lil more fucked up. Cuz that's what he would want :)