hello, i'm fine, i gatta headache, i dunno, just sittin here, being myself, what am i? i dunno, am i sad? i wish i could think it out, it's just to much to ponder, and i dunno if i am, there's to much drama in this world, so who knows, i did some bad things, but nohting to really affect me in a bad way, except kind of regreting the fact that i did them, even though i was depressed for awhile, and somtimes you get those real urges to just do somthing wrong , you know? oh well my bad, my parents are kinda concernd about me, i don't really tell them anything, so oh well, they just expect to much on me, and my dad doesn't think i do anything, maybe i'm just bein negitive on this stupid page but i don't really care, it doesn't seem like most of my friends like me from chandler excpet for like 3 or 4, and all the others just play around, and be immature,a dn stupid i get annoyed and don't even ant them to be my friend anymore, but whatever floats i guess, i got some good friends and some bad..... i need more good, but ya i got a girlfriend, she's a great person, really great, there is somtimes where i think about not having a girlfriend, cause i talked to one of my friends, and she tld me a lot of stufff, and most of it's true, cause she said like i have been involved with a lot of girls lately, and then i find one i really like, and i think about not having one, cause i kinda can felt it today, waking up, i really like this girl, but should i really be going out with her? so i don't know i need a break but whatever comes along i guess.... i was single for the longest time, then BAM! i had women, i dunno what happend , and now i wanna be single kinda, it just was kinda nice not to... thats just me... my life is kinda one of those things where you can explain it in words, but you can to a certain extent. and i think thats all for today.