05.28.02 - 9:52 am
soooooooooooo sleepy. what's wrong with me? i got so much sleep this weekend. and it's only making me sleepier. dear me. how bad will it get when i quit my job and stay home 24-7?? o wells...
didn't get n/e studying done. it's so hard to study for math...*shrug* it's weird. it's not the same as studying for other classes. i'm soooooo not ready for my final today. argh..
i can't wait till friday's over. i have a final on friday night...but after that, i'm freeeeeeeee~~~~~ and hampster's house warming is saturday....then, hopefully, i'll be able to kick it w/ppls on saturday afternoon & evening. lovely. i can't wait. :D
05.27.02 - 10:55 pm
happy bday, RACHELLE!! i love you soooooo much!!
wow..u're already 12. which means i'm turning 20 this year. geez..time flies. u're getting older...i'm getting OLD...dear me...
05.24.02 - 9:42 am
happy birthday halmuni!! :)
YAYAYAYAYYAY it's FRIDAY!!!!!! i'm sooooooooooooooo relieved!! and to make matters even more WONDERFUL~ sajang just left...to go on a short business trip or something. or..maybe to meet someone for a meeting or something. *shrug* either way..he's gone. and i don't have to inhale all that nasty smoke!
05.23.02 - 10:00 am ~ right on the dot
*wHeW* i'm soooooooooooooooo glad it's thursday!! that means...my research paper's turned in..my TWO test for math are thru with...my endangered species presentation is over with...my research project presentation is over with. NIIIIICE. now, i all i gotta stress about is...well...are my FINALS.. (GRR!)
hmmmm...i was soooo happy last night, i tried to call some ppls..but alas...no one could really talk. loser me, with no one to talk to. lol. i even called mitch oppa, but his line was BUSY~ ergh. o wells..i talked to some ppl online till i thought i was gunna pass out. THEN, i did a paper for korean class...then i went to SLEEEEEP!!! yayayyayay~!!!
it's almost friday...which means...it's almost time to see STAR WARS!! hehe. i'm not a HUGE fan, but it seems like it'd be fun. just a few more weeks and i'll be TRULY free. free from school & work!! puhahahahahahahhahah
05.22.02 - 10:10 am
i'm so sleepy. i was up last night--or should i say this morning--till 3:30 am, working on my presentation for bio lab. before that, i was working on a paper w/shawn. i didn't even get to work on my take home test for math that's due today. dang it. i'm sooooo sleepy.
and to make matters worse, my eemo just asked me to work till mid-june. i had been planning to quit at the end of may. :( i mean...yeah...i guess it means i'll get paid for an extra week. but...i REALLY wanna quit. o dearness. and i know imma be MAD busy till then. argh...i wanna go sleep. 1 1/2 more hours of work till i go to school & try to study mad crazy...and try to finish my test~!! ergh...
05.17.02 - 10:05 am
wow. it's been a while since my last update. it's been a long week, too. dang..i SERIOUSLY cannot WAIT till i quit this freaking job. that'll be VERY nice indeed. i can't believe i've been working here so long tho. i've never had a job for so long. well...this is only my second job, but still! hahaha. let's see...by the end of may, i'll have worked @ kwang sung for...15 1/2 or 16 months. WHOA. that's a FREAKISHLY long time for me. i didn't think i'd be working here so long. seriously. i thought i'd just work here for like..6 months, 1 year max. my daddy wanted me to stay w/the company till i got my masters, but i would HATE that.
i mean...yeah...i know the work's fairly easy. good pay. but...i wanna take regular school hours. and not hafta drive so much EVERYDAY in nasty traffic. and not hafta inhale tons of cigarette smoke. and get massive headaches from the smoke. and not hafta clean out 2 coffee pots everyday. and not hafta water the dang plants. not hafta answer the phone in my fake voice. not hafta be the tech support here..and the list goes on...
don't get me wrong. i am grateful for the opportunity to work here. they provide lunch, usually...and i get to go online everyday...and the work's not too bad...but i hate all the lying...and the fakeness...and the potential danger i put my lungs into everyday.
i wanna go to glendale tomorrow. i just might. my dear eagle's back in cali...and i wanna go see him. i wonder if he's busy. i might even see nally again if she's free. we shall see. i wanna go home. just another hour an a half..and i'm outta here. but...ergh...i hafta stop by the cell phone place. then stop by michael's for a poster board...n/e thing else? i think that's it. then i gotta go pick up the kiddos. maybe i'll take them to see spiderman today. we shall see.
i felt bad for my lil cousin jonny yesterday. he wanted to play crono cross last night. he already beat the game, but he wanted to play again. he didn't get to play crono cross all day, but he did play games on his computer a whole lot. rachelle, however wanted to watch friends REALLY BADLY. dunno why. but yeah...she was whining and complaining. jonny said, "it's just a tv show." so rachelle fired back with, "it's just a game." i tried to get jonny to let her watch the show...he said, "it's just a tv show. she doesn't hafta watch. and don't tell me 'it's just a game.'" i told him, "then don't say, 'it's just a tv show.'" hmmm...he got kinda pissed...saying that i was making it harder for him. i dunno where he went, but i didn't see him for the rest of the night. and he went to sleep early. hmm...mini-drama. i'm sure he's arrite now...he's such a good kid. almost always the first one to "yang-bo-hae," quickly forgiving... he's soooooo gunna get jocked in h.s. & college. ^_^
i feel grunge. i wanna go home, run, and shower. dunno if i'll have time to do all that, but we shall see.... we shall see.
05.11.02 - 11:36 pm
aaaaahhhh..i'm sooooo full still!!
i went out w/natalie today!! juss the two of us...mommie & babie girl. keke. less see...what'd we do? all night..juss eat, eat, eat! we went to cpk & split a pizza & a salad~ then we went to hallmark...after she bought a card, i took her to a church parking lot, where i taught her how to drive STICK (aww gyea, nat!). THEN, back to glendale for JAMBA JAMBA JAMBA! :) we sat outside, sipping our smoothies, but didn't stay there long cuz there was this ajushi that was playin his guitar & "singing," but not well. o dearness. taking away what would've been such nice boonigi~ an ambulance even came by. ergh.
we sat in my car for a lil b4 we left...back to la crescenta. we still had time tho...so i started driving around a lil. we came by a mcdonald's and decided to have ice cream! they didn't have cones tho (they told us this @ the window, after i had already paid!) so nat & i think they prolly either were too lazy to get the cones, or they accidentally put the ice cream in the cups..and didn't wanna change the order. eesh. nappeun nom.
we sat in the parking lot while we ate our ice cream...but it juss wasn't the SAME without the cone. o well. we were stuffed n/e wayz. so i took her home.
soooooooooooooooo much fun!! :) we talked quite a bit. juss..about...stuff. hmm...i think we saw waaaaaaaaaay too many couples tonite. wass wrong w/this world?? all the guys are taken, i suppose. *SIGH* or at least...the DECENT ones.
hmmmm...my way home was arrite. a bit of traffic, but not too much. i could have stayed longer w/her..maybe half an hour. but...i guess it's better that i got home when i did. i was starting to get sleepy. not to the point of swerving on the road, tho...
mmmm..my current fave song is that one by dirty vegas. "days go by and still i think of you. days when i couldn't live my life without you...without you." i heard it on the way to nat's place..and then on the way back. niiiiiice. it needs to come on the radio more often. and i NEED to d/l that music video. iss TITE
05.10.02 - 10:08 pm
i ran this morning. good job, eugenie. hahaha. jp. not like i ran a lot.
work was boring...but tiring. then i had to run a few errands. and i bought some stuff. picked up my lil cousins...came home...talked to a few ppls...and that's pretty much it. sorta uneventful, as usual. *shrug* o wells..that's my life~
05.09.02 - 11:00 am
hmmmm..i keep thinking of thoughts entries...really clever ones at that (forreals. i promise. stop doubting me!!!!!!!). but i keep forgetting them by the time i get to work and get enough stuff done to have free time to update. ergh.
i was really proud of myself last night. i actually worked on my math project. well...i got done what i could...which is the easiest parts, but STILL~ i tried. and that's what counts, right? i worked on it for nearly an hour and a half. yay for me!
hmmm..i skipped bio lab last night. maybe i shouldn't have. but...i'm still gunna get an A as long as i ace the next couple quizzes and labs. *SIGH* we shall see. i'm getting way too lazy, now that this semester's slowly coming to a close. only a few more weeks to go...
debating whether or not i should go to ccm tonight. my lil cousins want me to come home earlier. i could come home and later leave to go to ccm. but that's such a waste of gas. a whole gallon right there!! and i'm broke! sorta. hmm...iono. i guess i'll think about it.
i'm sleepy. i need to get more rest. and exercise. i desperately need to exercise. i can tell my pants are tighter. my FAT bulges more. ewwwww.. too much information you say? too bad. you should know i'm insecure about my weight. ergh....i need to start running. i tried to wake up early today to run, but i was waaaaay too sleepy after staying up late trying to figure out the math project. i'll try to get to bed earlier tonite so i can wake up earlier and jog~
hmmm..i talked to mitch oppa last night. it's really weird not talking to him while at work. i seriously don't have that many ppl to talk to. a lot of ppl are either sleeping or in class...or at work. once in a while, they'll talk to me, but it usually isn't very often. i think i was getting too clingy. i think it scared him. geez. what's wrong w/me?? iono. i asked a few ppl about it. apparently, i'm not that clingy, usually. but when i do get clingy, i'm VERY clingy. hmmm...
i had that clinginess problem with paul, too. but, after some discussing, i got better. hmm...i'm getting like that w/mitch oppa now. ergh..stop it, eugenie. stop it~
05.08.02 - 10:15 am
so, after school yesterday, janet and i went to visit daniel. when we go there, they told us that we could just go in, say hi, and leave~ since his mom wanted him to get rest. but his mom wasn't there. actually, the mom of the driver of the car was there. she was watching daniel till his mom would get there, which was in about 20-30 minutes.
we spoke with daniel for a while...and after ~iono~ 10 minutes? 20 minutes? we decided to let him get his rest. poor kid... i'm just glad he's so much better already~
hmm...i got home around 5 something. kicked it w/the kids for a while. last night...hmm...i needed to get my mind off...uhh..something. lol. so i decided to call some ppl up. but...i didn't have anyone to call. so i went online. but...no one to really talk to. so i turned to reese. watched legally blonde for the gajillionth time. i swear i love that movie. and luke wilson is sooooooooooo cute~ *smile*
i went to sleep, still thinking of...something...but i was a lil distracted since i was thinking of luke wilson's character as emmett & reese's cute character as elle. :)
dearness...i am not really looking forward to school. i mean..bio lab is arrite. it's somewhat fun. and a guy in my class is really cute (^_^) but...that class is supposed to end at 9:50 pm. hopefully we'll get out really early. PLUS, i have MATH~ grrrrrrr. i hate that teacher. forreals. ergh...
05.06.02 - 10:57 am
ok...so not the most eventful of weekends. in fact...it felt pretty slow and dragging. but it STILL wasn't long enough. they never are, are they? i was reading my diary from junior high and i had a suggestion of making weekends 5 days long and weekdays 2 days long. what a great idea, huh? i'm sure lots of kids have thought of that already~
hmm...friday, i stayed home. saturday, i stayed home. sunday, i pretty much stayed home, except for the couple hours i went to my mom's place to drop off her mother's day gift.
one crazy thing did happen this weekend, tho. daniel kim got in a major car accident. that poor guy is in sicu @ uci medical center. poor kid. i can't believe there are so many car accidents lately. me, stevie, now daniel. each a bit worse than the one before it. i thank God, though, that daniel didn't injure his spine or head. but...the rest of his body ain't all that great... i dunno who might be reading this (prolly no one much) but i hope u can find it in ur heart to pray for him. and if u know him, but haven't gone to visit him, please do. i'm gunna try to visit tomorrow.
05.03.02 - 9:33 am
ergh. my stomach hurts. as paul (GA) says, my stomach always hurts. and as randy says, i'm always complaining/whining. :)
i had a bio exam yesterday. i think it went fairly ok. there were parts on it that i thought wasn't gunna be on it...that were gunna be on the next exam, but i hope i recalled all the correct information and answered accordingly. *shrug* o well. i skipped korean class tho...cuz i was so drained from the bio exam. not that it was all that hard~ it's just that i spent a lot of time making my "crib" sheet. u should see it..it's cRaZY~ alice can back me up on that..
i chillaxed @ home for a while...then went back to school for bible study. hmm...honestly...the guy that spoke..he's not my type of speaker. i like alex' style a lot. he's a really gifted person..and i have no doubt that God is gunna use him for that gift. he draws you in, uses relavent examples, has a sense of humor, and he keeps your focus on the Word. nice, nice~
after i got home, i was pretty tired, but i thought i might go online just to see who was on...and to say g'nite to ppl. mitch oppa was on...just as i suspected!! hehehe...i didn't talk to him all that long, but he was so cute! he was tired, too, but wanted to talk to "10 more minutes." ^_^ too cute. it's funny tho...usually, with guys, they're the ones to get off first...and to have self-control. but with mitch oppa, i'm the one that has to tell him to go to sleep. keke. i would stay up longer chatting, but i hafta think of other ppls' health & stuff, u know? o dearness.
so i haven't really been spending much time with eugene/shawn lately. i seem to only see eugene on thursdays now...for ccm. it's been a while since he came over, but, the other day, my aunt asked if we were going out or if something was going on between us. i let her know that there was NOTHING going on...and that if i did have a boyfriend, i'd introduce him to her as that. but it was weird...cuz if he came over 24-7, i'd understand where she got that idea, but it's been a looong time...maybe around christmas was the last time he came over. *shrug*
i'm soooooooooooooooooooooo glad it's friday. just four more hours of work & i'm outta here. gotta pick up the kids...take them to arirang...eat...go home or watch spiderman... dang..i wish i didn't hafta drive so much. i'll be so glad when i'm not working here n/e more. i won't drive half as much as i do now...
ok...back to work i go~
05.02.02 - 9:47 am
so it was free ice cream scoop night last night...but i didn't get any free ice cream. *snap* drat~
after about half an hour of unsuccessfully struggling to stay awake in math class yesterday, i finally got up and left. no sense in staying in class if i'm not learning. and...using that reasoning, i should just keep on skipping classes, eh? hahah...just kidding. i hafta be there for tests. :D
i went to baskin robbins to meet up with alice, but we found out that it was free ice cream scoop NIGHT. ergh. i decided to go to jessica's house to help her with her campaigning. i already helped her with the posters & flyers on monday~ she was blowing up balloons & writing on them with permanent marker. only problem was...they're the skinny long balloons that are used for making balloon animals and stuff. and...they kinda look like--as jess said--"dildos," so she was discouraged. poor girlie. lol.
luckily, i had learned a long time ago how to make these cute lil flowers. so i showed her and she was all happy cuz they were so cute! ^_^ but yeah...they're kinda hard to make...and it'll pop easily while making it if you're not careful~ i tried making a turtle and then a lady bug...and then a bumble bee (looks more like a wasp) and we decided to make turtles & bees cuz they're much easier~ and they're cute!
after a few, i had to go back to school (bio lab) so i sped off to school, quickly did my lab (something like a scavenger hunt) within 10-15 minutes, and went back to jess' place to continue helping. wow. she had so much done by the time i got back. maybe about...30? iono. but yeah...i continued helping, making more bees & turtles...and i think we made a total of about 120 balloons.
we decided to take a break & go get some FREE ice cream. but..alas...the line was soooooooooo freaking long we thought it would be better to go back to her place & finish drawing/writing on the balloons. we drew eyes on the turtles & wrote "jessica H. kim 2004 prez," and drew eyes & the body & wrote "bee smart! vote jessica H. kim 2004 prez" on the bees. on the few flowers we did, jess wrote " 'pick' jessica h. kim 2004 prez!" cute ideas, huh? kekeke...
i left her place around 10:30ish, i think. i was soooooo tired. falling asleep on the way home. ergh. but yeah..it was fun. and jess' mom is soooo nice. sucha qt mom. lol. and GREAT cook. mmMMmmMmm...
05.01.02 - 9:40 am
wow. it's already may. one more month of working here and i'm done. at least..that's the plan for now. maybe i should work like...20 hours for 2 weeks in june while the kids are still in school...and earn some extra bucks. hmm... *shrug* we shall see.
i'm just soooooo looking forward to the end of may/beginning of june. argh...it's creeping by slowly...