i decided to write about my days the way i've been, in spite of all the weird comments i've been getting. randy, inee, shawn...i think those are the only actual people that make a big deal out of it. hmmm...are they jealous that i suddenly have a new friend? i dunno. that could be it. well...except for inee...and i doubt randy feels that way either...so i guess shawn's just jealous! hahahaha. j/p

ok...basically, what's been going on is that ppl are starting to think that i either am married to eugene (i made this very clear, btw...i'm NOT) or that i like eugene. o dear...must i start with this again? no, ppl. i don't like eugene. (yes inee...i do mean it) not in that way. he's cool. he's a dopesauce friend. but what we have is nothing more than just good friendship. it may be strange that, although we barely knew each other, we started hanging out a lot. it's come to the point that we tell each other, "ok...see you tomorrow." but seriously...i think it's mostly cuz of the name thing.

but why is that so weird to you ppl? g'ness. why am i even going thru the trouble of explaining this? o...it's cuz shawn keeps saying stuff...and getting the wrong idea. he's prolly joking, but seriously shawn...u need to stop. it's FORREALS--DEAD.

but yeah. like i said. screw it. screw it all. i'm gunna write about my life the way i want to. i do leave out some things...just cuz i think they're too personal to post up onto the web, but basically...other than that...this is my life. i mean...not that i think if i lose this site, that's the end of my life. no. but it's my recorded life. sorta like...if i kept a separate journal or diary, except not as juicy. and why should i care what other ppl think? think what you want. i KNOW what i KNOW...i know what i feel and how i feel.

i mean...think about it. i don't write about work, cuz that's boring. i don't write about my classes much, cuz i almost fall asleep in most of them. so what am i gunna write about? duh~ imma write about what i do after or between classes.

hmm...i have nothing more to say...but i feel like there's no closure for this topic. o well.