Staind - It's Been Awhile<
It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it’s been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it’s been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it’s been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
It’s been awhile
Since I could say I love myself as well
And it’s been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up
just like I always do
And it’s been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've gone and fucked things up again. Yeah
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day
It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it’s been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it’s been awhile
Since I've seen the way
the candle lights your face
And it’s been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me
It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry