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Little Snowbird by Charles O. Goulet
Chapter 1 -- Tragedy
The north
wind torn at the corners of the building, whistling and hurling
frozen scraps of shattered snowflakes before it. Four-year-old
Amelia Connolly stared out the frosted pane of glass onto the
barren landscape. Beside her, her two-year-old sister gurgled and
muttered incomprehensibly.
Winter
had come to York Factory, the main depot of the Hudson's Bay
Company on the north bank of the Hayes River a few miles upstream
from the Hudson's Bay. Through it, most of the trade goods from
England and the furs obtained from the Indians inland were
shipped.
Amelia,
a brown-haired girl with soft grey eyes, leaned her forehead
against the cold hard pane of glass. It felt refreshing at first,
but soon it was uncomfortable. Through the swirling snow, she
could see the curled up forms of the dogs, their backs to the
wind and their noses protected by their bushy tails. Nothing
moved in the great yard enclosed by the fifteen-foot log
palisade.
She knew
her father, William Connolly, worked in the large building across
the way, but what he did, she was not sure. Her mother, though,
worked in the kitchen of the great house, preparing the meals for
the master and the other men who lived here. She and her parents
had their own small cabin across from the great house. But she
liked to come to the great hall, although when it was cold
outside, it was often more uncomfortable than their log cabin.
She
looked across to their small log house as a wisp of smoke was
torn from the stovepipe that protruded from the moss-covered
roof.
She
poked her sister and in a mixture of Cree and English she said,
"Let's ask mother to go out."
The
younger girl giggled in agreement; they whirled from the window
and hurried across the great dining hall to the kitchen at the
rear. Suzanne, their mother, a young Cree Indian woman and
several other Indian women, worked in the large kitchen preparing
a haunch of moose meat, turnips, potatoes, and bread for the
noonday meal. Usually the fort provided three meals for the
hungry men--one early in the morning just after sunrise, another
at noon and a third in the late evening. These were served in the
great dining hall, which was reserved for the men of the fort.
The women and children never joined them; they ate in the
kitchen, after the men were served.
Amelia
hurried to her mother, who sat on a low stool, peeling potatoes
from large pan on her lap. Ordinarily she did not peel them
placing them whole in the pot, but the master preferred his
potatoes peeled.
She
raised her head and smiled at her two daughters. In 1803, at Fort
Assinboine she married William Connolly, a North West Company
clerk, according to the custom of the country, which was simply
an agreement between her parents and the man who wanted her as a
wife. In the spring of 1812 she bore Amelia who was now four
years old.
William
Connolly called the child Amelia, but her mother called her
"Little Snowbird" because she was small with fair skin
and light brown hair, and she flitted about like the small white,
black, and buff bird that whirled in great flocks about the fort
in autumn and winter.
"Maman, can we go outside?" Amelia begged.
Suzanne
smiled. Her young daughters did not yet know how cold it was. And
she knew that they complained when she dressed them in their
heavy duffel coats and
leggings. "No, my
darlings, it's too cold. Why, even the dogs are not playing
today. The wind'll freeze you in no time. The snow'll bite
you."
Amelia
laughed. "Maman, the snow doesn't bite. Dogs bite. And
mosquitoes bite and..."
"No, my darling, you can't go out."
"But what can we do? There's nothing to do here," she
grumbled.
"You can help with the potatoes. Here, takes these and wash
them." Suzanne handed a basin filled with peeled potatoes to
Amelia. Girls as young as Amelia were expected to do their share
of the work in the fort.
"Maman, if I do that, can we put on our new dresses."
Earlier,
that summer, when the supply ship arrived from England it
delivered new dresses that their father ordered for them. They
were summer dresses, light and frilly, but they arrived too late
to be worn.
"Darling, I've too much work to do. The men'll expect their
dinner on time."
"Maybe after dinner?" Amelia pleaded.
Her
mother shook her head sadly. "No, there's too much to do,
and your father would never let you wear a summer dress on such a
cold day."
"But, Maman, a summer dress'll make the cold seem
warm."
"Darling, they're all packed away until next summer. Maman
would have to unpack them and then pack them again."
Rosie, a
short, stout Indian woman about thirty years of age, lifted her
head from the piece of meat that she was fastening to a heavy
iron spit. "Suzanne, we'll do your work. The
girls'll be very happy if you'll dress them up."
"But their father might not approve. Those are special
dresses to be worn on special occasions...during the
summer."
"I'm sure he won't mind...and we could ask him. I'll send
Mary to the trade house. She can ask him for you."
Suzanne
shook her head vigorously. "He doesn't like to be bothered
when he's working. No, I'll ask him when he comes to eat."
Amelia
jumped and danced about in glee. "That'll be fun, Maman. I
know Papa'll let us dress up." She grasped her sister's
hands and danced in a circle as she had seen her elders do when
the tables in the great hall were moved to the side of the room
and a piper and fiddler played lively jigs and reels, and the men
and women danced in rounds in the center of the room.
"Girls, we don't know if Papa'll let you wear your dresses
today."
The
possibility that their father might not let them did not enter
their minds. Maman had agreed; that was most important.
The
meals were quite formal affairs with the master of the fort at
the head of the great center table, his back to the huge stone
fireplace that filled the whole wall. Next, his clerks, in order
of importance, sat to his right and left. All waited for the
master to begin the proceedings. The conversation was subdued,
formal, and serious; frivolity was not allowed.
Amelia
could hardly contain her excitement. She knew that Papa would let
them try on the new dresses. She could imagine the light, fancy
dresses with their red bows and lace petticoats. She had seen
them when Maman unpacked them on their arrival. Oh, how pretty
they were!
She
watched from the kitchen doorway as Maman served the men, as she
stopped beside Papa and whispered something in his ear. She
watched as he listened attentively, his face solemn
--unsmiling--frigid almost. Then he nodded.<
Amelia
was certain that he said yes. She could hardly contain herself as
she waited for Maman to return to the kitchen. Finally Maman
finished serving the other men and headed toward her. She knew
that she must not shout out, but she wanted to. She wanted to
cry, "Maman, can we?" but she waited holding onto to
her little sister's hand.
Once
Maman was in the kitchen she whispered, "Maman, what did
Papa say? Can we?"
A smile
flitted across Maman's face. Amelia knew that Papa had agreed.
"But you must wait till later...till the meal is over...the
dishes are done...and all the other work is done."
Amelia
nodded her head vigorously. "We will.
Two
hours later, the great dining hall was empty and quiet. The
dishes removed; only the huge fireplace along the north wall
crackled and roared as the logs burned brightly. The wind still
moaned around the walls yet the men had returned to their duties.
From one of the upper rooms, Suzanne carried a leather trunk and
placed it before the fireplace. Amelia and her sister crowded
around as Maman opened the treasure chest.
Bonnets
sat atop frilly, lacy, underclothes. Maman carefully placed two
bonnets on the bearskin rug. Amelia cried, "Maman, let me
try one."
The pink
lawn bonnet with a narrow brim and rosettes on each side of it
had two narrow satin ribbon ties. Amelia reached for it.
"No, Little Snowbird, you mustn't touch it. Maman'll do
that.
Carefully, Maman picked up the bonnet, and shook it gently. The
ties rippled like waves on the nearby river. One of the other
women sighed, "My, but they're pretty. Put it on her."
Amelia
moved toward her mother who placed the bonnet on her head and
adjusted it carefully. Then she tied the ribbons into a large bow
beneath her chin. The soft material clung to her face and cheeks.
The ribbons tickled her chin. But it felt so silky and it smelled
so clean.
"Oh, Maman, this bonnet's so beautiful, it makes me feel as
if summer's here."
Maman
laughed and picked up the other bonnet that she placed on the
younger child's head. The girls laughed gleefully. They stood
admiring each other as Maman removed the other garments from the
trunk and placed them on the bearskin rug. Amelia turned to peer
into the trunk. A pink dress with an elaborate skirt lay on the
bottom.
"Maman, is that mine?"
"Yes, Little Snowbird, that's your summer dress."
"Maman, take it out; let me see it. Let me wear it."
Amelia
struggled with the ties on her heavy cotton dress that covered
her from neck to ankles. She unfastened them along the front and
slid the bodice down over her shoulders.
"Amelia, don't do that! You must wait until Maman decides to
let you wear the dress."
"Oh, Maman, you will! You must! It's so beautiful."
Slowly
Maman lifted the gossamer dress from the trunk. It fell in
cascading folds, its flounces shimmering in the flickering light
from the fireplace.
"This is your sister's dress."
Amelia
stared up at her mother, shocked. Did that mean that there was no
dress for her? Her eyes misted in disappointment. She rubbed them
with her right hand to clear them. The dress was so beautiful,
filmy and light with pink bows at the shoulders and along the
front. And the skirt was long falling in neat pleats.
Her sister moved to her mother, who quickly removed her heavy
cotton dress with its tight long sleeves, its plain bodice, and
its narrow skirt. Then she slipped the new dress over the younger
girl's head. The skirt fell over her tiny body, and the girl
struggled into the puff sleeves that came just above her elbows.
Her mother arranged the dress over her shoulders and buttoned the
bodice along the back.
Amelia's
face shriveled into a grimace. "Maman, I'm the oldest. I
should be first."
Maman
ignored her and smoothed the folds along her sister's small body.
Then she twisted the child to face her. She retied a small bow
that had come undone on her right shoulder. The women behind
oohed and aahed.
Amelia
forgot her disappointment at not being first as she admired the
dress and her small sister. It fit perfectly. The bodice snugged
up against her torso and the sleeves ballooned into fluffy puffs.
Maman tied the ribbons snugly about the child's arm and the tiny
pink bows added to the overall effect. The folds of the thin
material fell down to her ankles.
Amelia
laughed. "Maman, those moccasins don't fit that dress. Take
them off!"
Maman
nodded her head. Amelia was right. They did seem out of place.
She bent to the moosehide thongs that encircled the child's
ankles holding the flaps of the tawny coloured moccasins. She
untied them and slipped them from the child's feet.
"Maman, it's my turn!" Already Amelia was untying the
thongs that held her moccasins. She kicked the first one off and
then the second.
She slid
the top of her heavy dress from her waist and moved toward her
mother. Maman reached into the trunk and drew
out the second dress. It was misty blue satin that shimmered and
glistened in the light of the flickering flames.
Amelia
stared at it entranced. It was even prettier than her sister's
with its fine lace around the collar, the sleeves, and hem. It
too had puffed sleeves, but it had a fine crocheted belt around
the waist. Could this beautiful garment be hers? She could hardly
believe it. It was too beautiful. It was meant for a fairy or a
sprite that peopled the spring and summer woods. Not for a little
girl who lived in a cold fort in the North Country.
"Maman, it's beautiful. Is it really mine?"
"Yes. Come, let's put it on."
Amelia
stood before her mother waiting. She closed her eyes as her
mother slipped the satiny material over her head. It felt cool to
her skin, but not cold.
It
slipped over her shoulders and she could feel the pleats of the
skirt fall over her body, caressing it.
She
opened her eyes, and stuck her left hand through the sleeve
opening, then the right. This dress, unlike her sister's,
buttoned down the front from her neck to her waist, the buttons
small and shiny, like small pearls.
"It's beautiful, Maman. I love it so."
"Yes, Little Snowbird, it's pretty and you're
beautiful." Her mother completed the fitting and then held
her at arm's length.
Amelia
looked at her sister. Her pink dress made her look like an angel.
If she, herself, looked as pretty, she was pleased.
She
swung away for her mother, and turned toward her sister.
"Come, let's dance." She grabbed her small sister's
hands in hers, raised them up and looked her over. How pretty she
looked? She stared down at her own dress. The pale blue satin
shimmered in contrast to the frothy filmy pink of her sister's
dress. She had never seen anything so beautiful. She twirled her
sister about, and the light skirt billowed outward. Her sister
giggled, and tried to do the same to her, but she was awkward and
clumsy. Amelia dropped her sister's hands and twirled
herself. Her skirt was not as light as her sisters was so
it did not billow out as far, but the flickering light from the
fireplace caught it and she was fascinated by the variegation of
colours. She twirled once more trying to force the folds of the
skirt higher.
Her
mother laughed, as did the other woman. The girls' delight
pleased them also.
Maman
clapped her hands. "Girls, we must take them off now. You
can't wear them all afternoon. You'll get them dirty."
Amelia
stopped. "Maman, please let us wear them a little longer.
They're so beautiful. They make it like summer."
"But, my darling, it's not summer...it's winter. We must
save these beautiful dresses for summer."
"I
know, Maman, but just a little longer."
Amelia
grabbed her little sister's hands and started to laugh. She
started to whirl in a circle as she had seen her elders do when
they danced. She laughed with glee, and her sister joined her.
One of the women clapped a rhythm and the two girls pirouetted
about, laughing and giggling, their voices high-pitched and
excited. Another of the ladies joined them as they whirled and
wheeled.
Amelia
dropped her sister's hands and wheeled away by herself. The
faster she twirled the more her skirt billowed, twisting and
lifting as the air caught it. She rotated faster and faster
feeling dizzy as she twisted. She stopped to catch her breath.
Her
sister tried to imitate her, her small feet moving awkwardly as
she pirouetted. Her gossamer dress ballooned as she turned and
circled before the small group. She kept whirling; she closed her
eyes and stumbled briefly. She caught her balance and twisted
away from the group toward the fireplace. She danced and pranced
on the stone hearth.
She
stumbled again and fell toward the flaming logs. She caught her
balance in front of the opening. The flames flashed and
flickered. One licked out toward the child. The edge of the
billowing skirt moved into the flame. The gauzy material ignited
brightly.
One of
the women screamed.
The
entire skirt burst into flame. The child screeched and ran. The
flames licked up enveloping her in a film of red and orange that
replaced the pink of the thin dress.
The
child shrieked as the material turned black and her hair became a
mass of flames.
Amelia
screamed.
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