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The Marin Family Chronicles--Volume 2-Book 1
The Avengers by Charles O. Goulet
Chapter One -- Pierre's Dilemma
Pierre yawned and stretched his arms overhead. A puff of
steam issued from his mouth into the frigid air of the small log
cabin. He knew it must be very cold outside.
A stir beside him forced a
smile as the young woman to his left wriggled further into the
mass of fur blankets that was their bed. He quickly brought
his arms underneath the robes and snuggled into the warmth of the
rabbit fur that covered them. The woman nestled against his
naked body and sighed contentedly.
The
luxury of the warm bed and the soft woman beside him filled
him with pleasure. He rolled to his side and placed his arm
around her soft, pliable body.
The
black haired child next to her moaned and moved closer to the
sleeping woman.
Pierre
reached for the child. His fingers caressed the soft
shoulders and felt their smoothness. This was his son, a
sturdy boy, who would soon be five years old.
He could
still remember when the boy was born. It was early spring,
in this same abode. Equoy, the woman, shooed him from the
cabin with the admonition not to return until she came to get
him. That was in mid-March, almost five years ago.
Within
an hour, his young woman came for him and proudly presented him
with the child, his son. The boy's sharp-featured
face reminded him of a young kit fox and he exclaimed,
"He's a beautiful little fox."
Equoy
smiled and pronounced, "His name shall be Assinbo!"
Pierre
smiled and said, "So be it. That's a good name.
It has a nice sound." Pierre knew that it was the
Potawatomi word for "Fox". So his son was
"The Fox."
The boy
grabbed his hand and clung to it, holding it firmly against his
warm chest. The child breathed contentedly and slept
peacefully.
Pierre
was at Fort Machilimackinac since he left Montreal in the spring
of 1693 with the commandant, D'Argentueuil, and a brigade of
about twenty-five canoes. He could not remember the exact
number, but it did not matter. He came into the fur country
with hope of making his fortune and then returning to New France
and Montreal as a wealthy man; it did not happened.
Now it
was January 1, 1700 and he was still in the fur country, no
richer than when he first arrived.
Shortly
after his arrival, like all his fellow coureurs-de-bois, he
traded a bottle of brandy for the young Indian girl that lay
beside him. When a band of Potawatomi of the Chippewa tribe
came to trade their furs with the commandant of the fort, he
spotted the shapely young girl in her deerskin gown as she
accompanied her mother down to the strait for a container of
water.
He was
sitting on a log by the water watching the spring birds as they
chattered and mated in the rushes and reeds that grew along the
bank. The Indian women attracted his attention as the young
woman followed the older woman carrying a wooden bucket obtained
at the fort through trade.
Neither
looked at him as he studied them. The older women, her
gray-streaked hair drawn back and tied with a leather thong, wore
a loose calico dress that came to her calves and her feet were
encased in dull moosehide moccasins with puckered seams.
Pierre learned that the puckered seams were a distinguishing
trait of this particular tribe and their name, Potawatomi, meant
exactly that, "the people of the puckered seams."
But he was more attracted by the woman who followed behind.
The loose drape of the deerskin robe could not hide the
shapeliness of her breasts and thighs. Then his eyes moved
to her face. Almond eyes glistened and sparkled as she
sneaked a look at him. Her face was delicately oval with
smooth tawny cheeks and heart-shaped lips, full but
pleasing. Her nose was small and pert, unlike that of other
Indian maidens that he had seen, which were usually long and
aquiline.
He
smiled at her, and she turned away quickly.
Two days
later she was his. He learned that her father was one of
the principal men of the tribe, though not a chief. The
agreement was quickly negotiated, and Equoy came to live with
him.
His left
hand cupped her left breast, and he felt it throb beneath his
touch. His pulse quickened. But he did not pursue his
passion.
Although
the past five years were pleasant in many ways, he had not
accomplished his dream of becoming a wealthy fur-trader. On
the contrary, he still owed the fort commander for his last
permission to trade among Equoy's people.
For the
past five years the trade in furs was difficult. The king
of France, Louis XIV, the great Sun King, decided that the fur
trade should be abandoned. Too many beaver pelts were on
the market in France; the forts and the fur trade were too
expensive to maintain. As a result the trade was severely
curtailed. Only the commandants of the forts seemed to be
able to make any money.
He had
not heard from his family on the seigniory of Longueuil near
Montreal on the south shore of the St. Lawrence River. He
wondered how they were. He heard that his father, Pierre
Marin Sr., died, but he was not sure of that. One of his
fellow coureur-de-bois told him, but one could never be sure of
these fellows.
He
closed his eyes and tried to go back to sleep, but the figures of
his family filled his mind, and he turned away from the
woman. She turned with him, cuddled against his back, and
sighed; then her breathing resumed its regular, smooth rhythm.
He
remembered the time before he left for the West. He knew
his father wanted him to take a concession on the Longueuil
seigniory. He knew his mother wanted him to court one of
the young woman, a daughter of one of the other habitants of the
seigniory. He knew his brothers wanted him to spend more
time helping improve the farm, but he was too restless. He
recalled the many quarrels that he had with them. Jean, at
sixteen, a man who resented that Pierre spent so much of his time
in Montreal, in the taverns, listening to the coureur-de-bois who
came from western fur country with tales of adventure among the
Indians of the West, of the hunting and trapping, of the trading
and drinking, of the wiles of the young Indian maidens, of the
easy access to these pleasures.
His
youngest brother, Charles, at ten years old, was indifferent to
the dissent between his parents, his brother Jean, and
himself. He remembered how Charles looked up to him,
admired him, and emulated him.
He
wondered what his brothers were doing now. Were they still
at home with his parents, Pierre and Francoise Marin, or had they
married and started farms of their own?
Jean
would be twenty-two on January 6, while Charles would be
seventeen sometime in the spring. He could not remember the
exact date, and he felt guilty and annoyed. No doubt Jean
was married; he was old enough; that was if he could find a
woman; they were scarce in the colony of New France. He
knew that Jean would not be satisfied with an Indian woman.
No, he would insist that his wife be a pure, virginal French
girl.
He
smiled to himself. Jean would never know the joys of the
uninhibited love-making of an Indian maiden. He glanced at
the sleeping woman beside him. She taught him a great deal
about making love. Her inhibitions stimulated him, and her
own pleasure increased his. Over the passed five years he
enjoyed her body as he never enjoyed any other pleasure.
She moved and groped to embrace him. The warmth of her body
against his sent a pulse of pleasure through him and he caressed
and stroked her smooth thigh. Oh, what his brother missed!
Then he
frowned. If his father died, he knew that his mother would
suffer her loss grievously. He recalled that his mother and
father loved each other deeply. He knew they had their
quarrels, but they understood each other's weaknesses and
faults. He remembered how they looked at each other, love
shining from their eyes. Yes, if his father was dead, his
mother would miss him greatly. Who was looking after
her? To whom had his father left the farm? To
Jean? To Charles?
He
should be in Longueuil, helping his parents to develop their
farm. He, as the eldest son, should see that they were
taken care of in their old age. But here he was at Fort
Michilimackinac, with no possessions except an Indian women, and
a mixed-blood son. True, he built this small log cabin on
the edge of the Straits of Michilimackinac, but he did not really
own it. It was on land that belonged to whom? To the
Indians? To the fort? To the commandant? To the
governor of New France? To the king of France? He did
not know. He knew that he owed the commandant of the
fort 100 livres. He knew that he had little influence
with Equoy's tribe. He knew that he could get few furs from
his trade, and those that he got returned him little in the way
of monetary gain.
He
grimaced and tried to shake these thoughts from his head.
He promised his father that he could make a fortune in the fur
trade. His father smiled. Pierre knew that his father
dabbled in the fur trade when they lived at Port Royal. Ah,
Port Royal. Those were happy years.
He
recalled his life there. He knew that his parents came to
Acadia in 1670 and took a concession on the north shore of the
Dauphin River opposite the fort at Port Royal. Life was
pleasant and his father was successful as a trader, as a farmer,
and as a fisherman. He prospered and built a large house on
a high point overlooking the river. He knew that it was
destroyed in a disastrous fire shortly after they moved in.
Although his neighbours helped to rebuild it, his mother told him
that life was never the same after that.
Then the
war came, and the English captured Port Royal. Later the
same year, 1690, pirates attacked the settlement and killed his
father's best friend, Jacques Breton, as they raped his wife,
Marguerite, and the oldest daughter, Genevieve. It was then
that his father decided to leave Port Royal and move to New
France.
That was
a bad year, for as soon as they arrived in Quebec, a New England
armada under Phips laid siege to the city. Pierre, his
father, was severely wounded in the defence although the English
attackers were forced to withdraw.
He was
there with his father. He remembered vividly the
event. Jacques Le Moyne was critically wounded, and he and
his father rescued him, but shortly afterward Le Moyne died.
The Le
Moyne family, appreciative of his father's bravery, rewarded him
by giving him a grant of land on their seigniory of Longueuil
near Montreal on the south shore of the St. Lawrence River.
Then he
remembered the expedition against the Mohawks. He squeezed
his eyes shut, trying to forget, but the face of the young Mohawk
women still haunted him. He remembered his lust and his
possession of her, but mostly he remembered the young trooper who
killed her unemotionally as if she was some vermin. He
shook his head in disgust, at himself, at his behaviour, at his
cowardice for not attempting to stop the trooper.
The orgy
that followed also revolted him, particularly the brutal
treatment of the women and young girls--the brutality, the
bestiality, the rapacity, the lust, the violation, and the
defilement. Then the killing--wanton and unnecessary.
That he could never forget. That was one reason he had
left: to try to forget.
But now
he knew that he was fooling himself--he would never forget.
Would
his parents understand and forgive him? If his father was
dead--he felt a sharp pang of sorrow. He remembered the
last time he saw his father. It was the morning he left for
the West. The family came to the departure point and wished
him Godspeed and good luck. His father embraced him,
but even then he tried to convince him to forget his foolishness
and to stay on the farm. He knew his father needed his help
on the farm as he was still nagged by the injury he received in
the defence of Quebec. If his father was dead, as his
informant said, then his mother needed him.
By now
his brothers would be able to take over the farm and look after
his mother, but the past five years had to be difficult.
The war
between France and England was over; the Iroquois, without
English backing, were ready for peace. No doubt the colony
was safer than it had been for years.
He heard
that Pierre Le Moyne d'Iberville, one of the illustrious Le Moyne
family, lead a successful expedition against the English in
Newfoundland. He heard that he destroyed most of the
English settlements but was unable to push them completely from
the island.
Shortly
after that, the war ended. That did not help the fur
trade. In fact, it destroyed it. The government
restricted the trade to fort commanders only. Free traders
were, for the most part, shut out as permits were no longer
granted. He was somewhat lucky because d'Argenteuil and his
successor Tonti gave him permission to continue his trade with
the Potawatomis, Equoy's people.
He
turned on his side toward his small family. His
dusky-skinned mate looked peaceful and contented. She lay
facing him, her small mouth slightly open, her full lips
quivering slightly as she breathed. Her closed eyelids
fluttered slightly and her long black hair, still braided, shone
in the brightening gloom of the early morning light.
The boy
lay on his back, his ruddy cheeks glowed with good health, and
his short black hair, dishevelled and spiked, framed his
face. He, like his mother, slept peacefully. The boy
was his flesh and blood, but he did not feel the strong
attachment to the child that he felt he should. The boy
seemed foreign, unrelated to him. The woman seemed a
temporary necessity. He did not feel that she was a
permanent part of his life; she was a commodity that he acquired.
He shook
his head. He was confused by his thinking. Why did he
feel the way he did? Why was he thinking this way?
What did it mean?
He had a
strong desire to see his mother, his father--if he was still
alive--and his brothers. He wanted to leave this and return
to Canada. He wanted to return to the life he left behind,
the town of Montreal, the seigniory of Longueuil, the small
concession that his father and mother worked so hard to
improve. He missed the times the family joined their
neighbours in the small church for Mass, or a wedding, or a
funeral. He missed the hard work in the fields, the land
clearing, the burning of brush and logs, the turning over of the
soil, the seeding, the harvest, the preparation of the fruits for
use in the cold winters.
He
remembered the social events, the feast days, when everyone
joined together to prepare a great meal at the seigneur's
house. The smell of a roasting pig over an outdoor spit
assailed his nostrils; the full odour of baking bread in the
outdoor oven made his mouth water; the taste of milk cool from
the icehouse tickled his palate; the robust fragrance of
beans baked in large crockery pots intrigued him. Oh, how
he missed those times. The food, the laughter, the gaiety,
the gossip, the giggles of the young girls, the aggressiveness of
the young men as they flirted with any available young
maiden. His heartbeat quickened with excitement.
Only one
thing would satify him. He must go back to his
family. He must ask their forgiveness. He must beg
them to accept him back. He must leave the West and return
to Canada. He would start preparing immediately for his
departure. No brigades would be leaving for Canada at this
time of year, but the next months would fly by. He had many
things to do; he had to settle his accounts at the fort; he had
to get as many furs as he could; he did not want to return to
Canada empty handed.
He
looked once more at his sleeping household. What would he
do with them? He had to convince another coureur-de-bois to
take the woman and boy. She was still a pretty woman, and
she was still young. She was capable and willing.
That would be an asset. Everyone at the fort knew that she
took good care of Pierre. She kept the small cabin neat and
clean; she sewed clothes for the family, and decorated them with
beads and porcupine quills. Pierre's leggings and shirts
and moccasins were always in good repair. The child was
well cared for, well-fed, well-clothed, and clean.
Her
person was always clean; she adopted habits that Pierre liked;
she no longer greased her hair with oil; she washed regularly and
looked clean because Pierre insisted on it. He should have
no trouble getting someone else to take her. The boy might
be a problem. Not many coureurs-de-bois were interested in
providing for someone else's offspring. Equoy might have to
send him back to her tribe. Pierre knew that this happened
regularly. The tribe would accept the child and raise him
as one of their own. Children were considered a treasure by
the Indian bands, especially boys, as they were future hunters
and warriors.
He
lifted the rabbit robe that covered the sleeping woman. He
admired her body. She was a beautiful woman with full
breasts, firm and smooth-globed, slightly less tawny than her
face and arms. Her stomach was flat and tight and curved
slightly to the dark recesses of her groin. Her skin was
smooth and clear, unblemished, lacking in the usual moles and
discoloration which was common with most woman. She stirred
as a cool draft hit her uncovered body. She drew her long
slender legs up as she curled to keep warm.
Pierre
knew every curve and cranny of her body, and he sighed as he
returned the robe to cover her. He pictured her beneath
another man's body, and he cursed softly. She gave him joy;
she was his. It would be difficult to give that up.
No other woman satisfied him the way Equoy did. He would
miss her, but he had decided: he would return to Canada in the
spring.
Her eyes
fluttered open and she gazed up at him, her dark brown eyes like
deep, limpid pools. Her lips curved in a tiny trace of a
smile, and two shallow dimples creased her smooth cheeks.
She reached toward him with her right hand, daintily.
Pierre admired the smooth, tawny arm, slim and delicate, but
strong and wholesome. She stretched it toward him and
arched her body beneath the snow white rabbit robe. A long,
smooth sigh escaped from her lips and she closed her eyes.
She
relaxed and slowly removed her left arm from beneath the covers,
then she lifted both arms above her head, again stretching,
yawning, and sighing deeply.
She
opened her eyes and gazed into Pierre's. She turned toward
him and reached up to his neck. Her hands encircled it;
they felt warm and soft against his skin. Her hands
tighten around his neck and drew him toward her. He
resisted slightly, but she pulled his head firmly toward
hers. She moved her face toward his and her lips brushed
his, warm and moist. Her tongue flicked against his lips
stirring him. He held back, but he did not struggle.
She
moaned softly and tightened her arms about him. He bent his
head but twisted it sideways; her lips found his cheek, and he
could feel them quivering against his face.
Her
right hand came to the side of his face and pushed it so his lips
found hers. She worked her lips against his, gently
exploring and stirring.
He tried
to forget how delicious and effective her kisses could be.
He tried to forget how her passion aroused him. He tried to
forget the lust that rose within him as she prepared him to make
love. This morning he did not want to make love to
her. He had decided to abandon her, and yet he desired her
more than he had ever desired another woman.
The
child beside her stirred.
He
whispered, "We'll wake the child."
She
smiled and whispered back, "That never bothered you
before."
He
raised himself on his left elbow. He looked down into her
eyes. They glistened and sparkled invitingly.
Her
hands slid from the back of his head to his ears which she
grasped firmly and tugged strongly. A tiny pain shot from
each ear and he winced.
"Come here, my darling," she purred and pulled his face
toward hers. Her mouth found his, her lips moved
leisurely. Her tongue flicked to his, entwining and
wet. She moaned softly. Still holding his ears, she
twisted beneath him, and her open mouth explored his lips, moving
from the upper to the lower, nibbling.
His arms
encircled her waist, and his hands caressed her hips, her thighs,
and her buttocks. They felt smooth, and warm, and velvety
beneath his callused hands.
She
raised her mouth from his. "Pierre, oh, Pierre, I love
you."
He tried
to answer her, but no words came.
She
raised her head and stared into his eyes. He looked
away. He could not gazed into those loving, trusting eyes.
Her lips
crushed his. He could feel the fire in her kiss. He
could feel the heat in her body. She kissed his cheeks, his
chin his neck, and she explored his chest. He felt her
urgency, her eagerness, but he did not respond. Her hands
massaged his torso, slowly, tenderly along his chest, in the fine
hairs that grew there, around his nipples, along his ribcage to
his navel.
He felt
their warmth, and his breath quickened with excitement. He
stiffened, trying to control his passion.
He
shrugged her from him.
She
looked at him, her face solemn and surprised. "What's
the matter, my brave man. What have I done? Why don't
you want me?"
He lay
on his back, taut and rigid, staring upward to the ceiling,
avoiding her eyes. He said nothing.
She
leaned over him her breasts against his chest. He could
feel her nipples, hard and pointed, against him. She raised
herself forward so that her left breast came against his lips and
she wriggled until her firm, strawberry-like nipple touched his
mouth. She sighed and moaned as she worked it into his
mouth.
He
remained rigid. How could she love him when he intended to
dispose of her, to sell her to the highest bidder, to give her to
another man?
Her left
hand caressed him and slid down his body over his torso, her
fingers finding his navel and tracing around it. Then her
hand rubbed his stomach, her fingers moving slowly along down to
his hair. He tried to keep his mind off her ministrations,
but he could not.
Slowly
his lips responded to the quivering nipple, and his tongue licked
it, savoring the taste of her skin. He felt the nipple grow
larger as his wet lips bathed it. He felt his mouth tingle
from the taste of her body.
He shook
his head and found her right breast. He kissed it wetly,
his tongue exploring the roundness of its globe, then the
roughness of the areola, and the sweetness of her rigid nipple.
His
hands grasped the firm roundness of her buttocks as she wriggled
slowly against him. He kneaded her mounded muscles and she
moaned with pleasure.
He tried
to stop his lust and passion but he could not. Her frenzied
kisses that covered his chest and stomach, quickened his
heartbeat and his emotions became difficult to control.
She
whispered crooning words. and her hand explored his
manhood. She straddled him and continued caressing and
massaging him.
He
sighed as he succumbed to her ministrations. He tried to
restrain himself, as the last lingering thoughts of his decision
to abandon her and leave this country flitted through his
mind. Her passion erased the last of these thoughts as he
allowed himself to yield to his lust.
She
guided him into her. The heat and moisture pleased him and
he thrust firmly, craving her quivering body.
She
matched his thrusts. They were oblivious to their
surrounding.
A
calm and lassitude enveloped him as he lay beside the woman,
their moist bodies touching and feeling as one. She
snuggled against him placing her head on his chest, her right
hand caressing his left shoulder. His right arm encircled
her shoulders and his right hand patted her smooth back.
He
stared at the ceiling unseeing, his mind a blank as he savored
the peace and fulfilment of the moment. He listened as his
heartbeat slowed within him, returning to normal.
Each
time he made love to this wild and uninhibited woman he lost all
sense of time and reality. The pleasure roared through his
body like the waters in rapids, surging and roiling and leaving
him sated and vulnerable. How could he ever think of
leaving such pleasure and joy to return to Canada? How
would he ever find the same sweetness and satisfaction? How
would he find another women, white or red, who would fulfil him
as this tawny maid of the western wilderness did?
He drew
her close, her warmth and velvet smoothness sent shivers of
pleasure streaming through his body almost as gratifying as the
climax of minutes before. He felt her smooth muscles ripple
as she cuddled closer.
She
turned her head, resting her chin on his chest. She smiled
into his hazel eyes. She moved her hand slowly upward to
his face; her index finger traced the line of his bearded chin
and followed it to his lips where it moved along to the corner of
his mouth and then along his upper lip to the hairy ruffle
beneath his nose.
Her eyes
twinkled. "White men are not like Indians. They
have fur like the beaver in the winter."
He was
not sure whether she was taunting him or not. He knew that
his beard was much heavier than that of any red men, and he was
never sure whether she liked that or not.
He
grabbed at her long plait of hair and pulled her beneath
him. "Indian woman have more hair than white
women." He smiled as he pinned her beneath him.
She struggled momentarily, and then surrendered as he grabbed her
arms and stretched them above her head. She looked up into
his face, a smile lingering around her soft, pouty lips.
He bent
his head to kiss her lips, and she responded, her tongue
searching for his. His blood stirred, as she spread her
legs apart to invite him to penetrate her once more. She
wriggled her hips and thrust her pelvis to meet his.
Once
again his passion came alive, and he entered her. Slowly
she enclosed him and slowly her movements increased and joined in
unison with his. He savored the sweetness of her flesh as
his lips explored her ears, her neck, the dip at her throat, and
the valley between her globular breasts. His body was
building to a crescendo, and he knew hers was too. The
suddenness and explosiveness of their passion surprised both of
them, as they stiffened and relished each other.
Pierre
relaxed and rolled to one side. His mind pictured him back
in Montreal, back at Longueuil, back on a farm, back with a
French women, back with white children.
He
glanced to where his child, his son, still slept peacefully,
unaware of the passion that had taken place beside him. He
looked away. He could not keep his eyes on the child, this
child that he planned to leave behind, this woman that he planned
to deal to someone else. He grimaced, trying to push his
thought to something else, something that did not pain him
so. He tried to think of something else, but he could not.
He had
just made love to this woman twice, and she had pleased him both
times. His body enjoyed her body, but his mind would not
let him relish the pleasure. He felt guilty and culpable,
as if he had committed a crime, as if he had sinned grievously.
She
sensed his inquietude. "What's the matter,
Shemagonish?" "Shemagonish" was her nickname
for him. It meant "brave man" in her Chippewa
language.
"Nothing," he answered, but he knew she did not believe
him.
She
twisted toward him. "Shemagonish, there is something
troubling you. What is it?"
He
turned toward her, his eyes searching her face. Her eyes
were large and wistful, showing her concern for him. He
smiled at her and the firm set of her mouth softened.
He could
not tell her why he was confused, why he was troubled, why he was
miserable. She would be hurt. She would not
understand that he had obtained her as a commodity to be used and
to be discarded when he no longer needed her. To the Indian
way of thinking she was not a trade good; she was a present to
show goodwill, to cement an agreement, one that would last
forever. To her, she was an inducement to bind a
friendship, to seal a promise between two men--her father and
this man to whom she now belonged. To him, it had been a
business arrangement, a contract that could be ended when either
of the parties felt like it.
He could
not tell her that he wanted to end the deal, to sell the contract
to someone else, or to cancel it and return her to her father and
her tribe.
True,
the arrangement had been mutually satisfying to Equoy's tribe and
him. During the past four years, he traded with the tribe
supplying them with pots and pans, knives and axes, powder and
shot, and he received the benefit of her care and love. He
fulfilled his part of the bargain, and she more than satisfied
him, but not now he wanted out.
The
trade did not worked out the way he hoped. When Sieur
d'Argenteuil was commandant at Michilimackinac'Pierre hoped to
make a fortune in the fur trade, but in 1694, when Captain
Antoine de Lamothe Cadillac arrived as commandant that hope was
dashed. He charged his traders high prices for their trade
goods, yet he brought the furs at low prices under the pretext
that he would be unable to sell them since the Minister in France
would no longer buy beaver pelts. When Cadillac returned to
Canada in 1697, he left with the largest brigade of furs that
Pierre ever saw--176,000 pounds of furs.
Pierre
gritted his teeth. "No, I cannot leave!" he
mumbled.
He
kissed her gently on the nose.
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