I think the world is a sick machine breeding a mass of shit.  Mostly Everybody
judges on such stupid things mainly on how well they fit in with the trend.  You
all need your desperate ways out.  When that doesnt work you make it look like
you are the victim when you have gotten into your own systems shit.  You blame
what is not the same and you can not be to blame cuz you are afraid to be
yourselves and therefore you are the same, so your desperate way out is to blame
the different.  I think clear and I am the enemy, I am to blame because I refuse
to fit in with the hypocrital trendy crowd.  I will show you all and I will over
throw you.  Because where YOU fall is where WE rise.  I will get to the people
and open eyes.  You can laugh now and say I am crazy and you are normal, but if
you continue to think that you will be crushed.  You try to impress other people
and put your faith in others.  When you really should only impress yourself and
believe in yourself and not care about what others think of you, and then you
have won.  All of these judgements, all of these quick conclusions, all of your
desperate excuses, all of your stereotypes, all of your lack of actions; it
doesnt add up.  All it adds up to is fighting amongst ourselves, such as school
shootings, and then the shooters get the blame, It wasnt that they didnt stand
up for themselves its just that they wanted to end YOUR WAR.  The kids may have
got close to them but they could not touch them they were there gods.  I am
mainly refering to columbine.  I dont believe that those kids were raciest at
all.  They just listened to rammestien.  So they made up lies to evolve around
that.  There desperate way out.  Why do people follow?  Is it that they are
afraid of rejection?  BIG FUCKING DEAL!  We should unite; right?  But to hell
with unity, seperation is going to kill us all.  Is that what you really want?
Then maybe you should try to be yourself and think for yourself and not let the
trend think for you.  Why fight eachother when we need to fight together?  We
choose to fight amongst ourselves and that is why the humans will be destroyed.
We never get to make our own choices, there always has to be a higher power like
the government or God.  And what do most of you do with the choices you do get?
You throw them all away.  You could be your own god, you could be an independent
person, but no you are trendy assholes.  Our world is so sad.  It is legal to
hate without a cause, but it is illegal to steal to feed starving people or to
kill sinners.  WHAT THA FUCK?!!  Yes I used to think about taking my life but
then I opened my eyes and decided that I was cooler then the trend and  I should
not fit in with the hypocritical ignorance.  Even if I did kill myself it would
give them my defeat.  It would make them filled with misled regret and guilt,
but they would have beaten me and I decided that I will not be defeated by "the
machine".  fuck you I wont do what ya told me and then you do what they told ya.
They cannot touch me because I walk through this life without a point.  I mean
really what is the point of life?  what do I have to live for?  I will tell
you... life is pointless pure pointlessness, but they will not get my defeat so
through suffocation and dedication I WILL RISE!!  Our whole everything is based
on nothing but lies, You try to direct my sight.  We take what is good and make
it the enemy.  We take what is bad and make it our best friends.  Why do the
"the powers that be" do this?  You always need a backdoor or a way out to escape
your rightfull blame.  You blame the video games, the tv, the movies, and worst
of all the music.  all the music is doing is expressing thoughts, Kids are not
retards they know what is right and what is wrong.  You should blame the true
source.  THE OVERALL SURROUNDINGS.  Parents, School, and just the neighborhood.
You are an accessory to the crime,  You will help BLESS us into extinction.  I
am here to make a change.  Even if it is just to my gay redneckish school and
there gay hickish preppy trend.  I will be happy with that because that is where
it starts.  But only few have seen the light and as of now there are a bit more
of "them" then "us".  Well not really but non pussy us's.  People that arent
afraid.  The trend steal things that were ours first like words.  I just wanna
tell them "turn your fucking hat around you dont know what it means. You might
make your followers laugh but doing shit like that will only get your fucking
ass kicked".  They say that past repeats itself,  A greedy world with biased
minds.  That past cannot repeat.  That is why trends will bow to "US"