Why?

Why ME?
Why HER?
Why NOW?
Why? That is what I ask myself,
Every time I see you,
Every time I hear your voice,
Every time your name is mentioned,
I think to myself only if I had acted sooner
Only if I had paid attention
Only if...

Only if I knew what "it" was
Only if I understood what was going on
Maybe I could have done something?
Maybe you would have understood?
Only if...

Only if I could change how I feel
Only if it was that easy
I wouldn't feel the way I do
I wouldn't have to deal with all of this
Only if...I could