Disclaimer: I do not own Yami no Matsuei, as it is I have only seen the anime and not the manga. The fic below is based on what I've seen of the anime and nothing else.

Warning: the following contains homosexual (yaoi) lemons, you have been warned. You must be 17 or older to read. Thank you.


Five Years in Five Days

By: Rina K. Fenderson


Day Five

It was the slight pang in his chest that awakened him, and the slight tingling in his nerves made him close his eyes in regret. Hisoka didn’t have to see it. He knew. His body had reverted to it sixteen year old form. He curled over, away from the slumbering Tsuzuki, and buried his face into his pillow, willing his tears to stop. He sobbed anyway, quietly into the folds of the pillow. He felt lost.

Tsuzuki had no need for such a lanky, wiry form. He was attracted to his older body, the one that was built and bigger...in many different ways. The one that had sharp and soft features, striking and gentle coloring. He tried to stop his body from shaking the bed with its sobs, but for it impossible and soon Tsuzuki was leaning over him his voice groggy, but curious and concerned.

"Hey, ’isoka? What’s wrong?"

Hisoka attempted to hide himself in the sheets, hid his transformation from his love, but Tsuzuki was worried now and wouldn’t let the boy off so easily when he was crying. Tsuzuki saw clearly, his body was smaller, leaner, but still beautifully sculpted. "Hisoka? Does it hurt?"

Abruptly Hisoka was in his arms, clinging to his neck and burying his face into Tsuzuki’s throat. "Don’t leave me, I love you! Please don’t abandon me!"

"Hisoka!?" Tsuzuki gasped, puzzled, his arms wrapping around the frantic young man. "Hisoka, what are you talking about? I’m not going to leave you! Why would I leave you?"

Hisoka wrenched his body from Tsuzuki’s hold, his head bowed as his hands fisted as his temples, gasping some hair between his fingers. "Tsuzuki, are you blind!? Look at me!" He screamed his arms slamming down on the sheets, his eyes watering as they met his own purple ones.

"Hisoka?" Tsuzuki questioned, looking the naked male with confusion. "What’s wrong?!"

"Look at me...I’m...I’m a kid again...," Hisoka looked down, at his hands and clenching them. "The one reason you wanted me is gone..."

Tsuzuki raised his eyebrow, and frowned. "You think I wanted you because you were older looking?"

Hisoka’s large emerald eyes flickered up to him, his meekness saying what words could not. Tsuzuki looked away for a moment, his mind turning with contemplation of what to do. "Well, Hisoka," he said softly, then looked up into the large depths that awaited his judgment with an
expression of utter seriousness. He shifted looming over Hisoka, who balked back in startled, falling back onto his elbows.

"Ts-Tsuzuki?"

"I’m just going to have to show you," Tsuzuki hissed, his prowling, turning Hisoka on greatly. He
stretched his body over Hisoka, clamping his mouth to Hisoka’s neck, and nipping the skin gently. "Sixteen, or twenty-one," he trailed his mumbling lips up to Hisoka’s mouth, taking it briefly before looking into his heated green eyes. "I want you and love you all the same, Hisoka. I will *never* hurt you, *never* abandon you, and *always* love you. You are mine now, koi."

Hisoka swallowed and tried to smile though his shock prevented him from doing so. "Tsuzuki...I love you..."

"I love you, too," Tsuzuki whispered, climbing further over the young boy. Hisoka let his body fall back onto the bed, Tsuzuki settling between his legs. "You said you didn’t want the night
to end. The white moon signifies night and it’s still out there, hanging high in the sky."

"Tsuzuki," Hisoka muttered, his body already rocking into Tsuzuki’s. "It’s almost morning."

"Shhh," Tsuzuki whispered, capturing his mouth to silence him. Emerald fluttered open to met amethyst. "This night will live forever; an illuminating pureness lingering in a dark background, now shining out to tell all, it has finally given in to love."

*Owari*

Author's notes: Another one done. I really liked this one, not as much angst as usual for me. I was proud ^_^
I'll work on the sequel to Rope Tether, promise I know I take a long time -RKF