NOVEMBER 17, 2002
If anything, today was worse than yesterday. I am much worse after my trip to California. I ahd to have mom take Kasey home early because I felt on the verge of a breakdown. Sure enough, I spent the night up in my room crying. I always thought that I was going to do something with my life. Got to college, get a good job, be successful and happy. Everyone else thought so too. I never amounted to much more than the "smart one" so that was the one thing I really had going for me. Now I have nothing going for me. I'm an adult now and I can't even take care of myself.
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