SEPTEMBER 15, 2002
Today was an emotionally exhausting day. Mom and I went to K-Mart and separated to look for different things and I had an attack. I needed to sit, but I couldn't and couldn't find mom. Eventually we found each other but it was too late - I already had the beginnings of a panic attack. I cried the next 2 hours. I'm almost 18 and I can't do anything alone. I really miss my independence. But the way things are now, I'm afraid to be separated from anyone at all. Even if it is just for a short bit because I never know when an attack will hit me. Instead of going to the fair, my friend and I will find something more laid-back to do. I'm relieved.
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