SEPTEMBER 17, 2002

I woke up early this morning with intentions of cleaning up the house a little before my friend came over.  I ended up not having enough energy to do it.  I hate mornings.  They always cause memories to flood back to me.  Mostly from school. At this exact moment I'd be rushing around the house getting ready for school.  Now I sit lay here stressing about about having to leave the house today.  It's just not right.  I had PT again yesterday - beginning of my 3rd week.  So, I have 5 more to go.  My birthday seems like the time I will find out whether rehab will work and if hearing is permanently gone.  I'm very scared.

Like clockwork, I got really bad dizzy attacks at around 8AM.  I had to take all of my dizzy and nausea medications.  They made me fall asleep for a few hours and I was still tired when my friend got here.  Good news is that I didn't have any major attacks afterward.  I managed to spend about 5 hours with her.  However, most of it was just sitting and talking.

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