Too Many Down

I'm looking for the golden key to fill the hole
to turn the bolt
to open the door
to find what's inside

I'm looking for the golden door to use the key
to open the door
to see the hidden
to fill my hole

I'm looking for the lead necklace to mark the man
to try the life
to poison the spirit
to hope again

I'm looking for the arsenic pill to mark the men
to TRY the life
to poison the body
to hope again