| JOURNAL PAGE 23 NEXT PAGE HOME April 21, 2001 So, today has been friggin boring!!!! It's 6:10, and I'm bored as shit! I woke up at like 11:30, I had to clean, listen to my mom run her mouth and not leave me the hell alone, took a shower, and did gov't homework! That took over an hour and a half to do!!! How ridiculous is that!!! Anyway, if you haven't done so, check out my new rant that's up! I never thought I'd do another one, but I was inspired after watching Making the Band last night, which btw, was a pretty good episode! A little weaker than usual, but that's ok! It'll get better! I'm actually happy that Jacob's getting all pissed off, you never get to see that kind of stuff with those other groups! And I like how everyonen can see what actually goes on when they record, and how they screw the actual singer over sometimes! Dan wasn't really in it alot :( but I survived! And it looks like next week he won't be in it that much either, cause it all revolves around Jacob! Oh well! Actually, the one thing that bothers me about Jacob is that he's in this group, but he's "not into that teenybopper stuff"! Ok hunny! You're the one that wanted to do this, so now you gotta deal with it! Like Dan said, "If you got a problem......" (after he said that he squashed his hands)! So yeah, don't whine about photo shoots and stupid shit like that! You have to do that if you want to get your music and your face out there! :) Ok, I'm done. Princess Gina April 23, 2001 Hello, what's up! Ok.....hmmm, some things to talk about today!! First order of business...school!! It's so friggin boring, I don't know why I still go!! But the thing is we still have alot of work to do!! I have so much shit coming up, but I just don't wanna do it! And my average in lit is a 56!! Isn't that wonderful! LOL I better pass that friggin class!! Ok, next thing.....O-Town!! OMG! They made it to #1 today on TRL, how happy was I!! I didn't get to watch it cause(well I'll get to that), but I found out here online, and I went nuts!! Yay to them! :) :) And the reason I didn't see it is cause I was taking down basically ALL of my hanson posters, except for like 15 pin ups!! I'm very proud of myself! I still love them to death, that will never stop, but I'm just too old for that kind of stuff now!! So, what is left are those big posters that you buy at like Sam Goody, and i have one of limp, korn, eminem, blink, and a few of hanson, and then some small posters of o-town! oh and silverchair! that's basically it....my room looks bigger now, and it's not as hot as it was! Be proud people, cause this was a big deal for me!! And it took friggin forever!! Umm.....next thing!! I found out that O-Town is going to be apart of the Q102 concert....and when is the Q102 concert?? June 3rd! and what is June 3rd??!! my friggin graduation!! and how pissed am I?!! very pissed!!! I wanna go so bad, but I can't!! dammit! So, I'm very bitter about that!! Anything else......oh oh!! listen to this!!! I found out from my friend, Amy, that a "distant" friend of mine, Josh from up there, asked when my prom is cause he thought he was still taking me, she told him it already passed and how I decided to take someone else cause i thought'd it be weird taking him since he had a g/f, and he actually still wanted to go, he even told his g/f awhile ago that he promised me!! so now I feel so stupid!!! why the fuck didn't i open my mouth and say something to him!!! oh well, i'll see him this summer! :) speaking of, I need to figure out when I'm going up there! anyway, i'm gonna go! OH!! and HELLO TO MARISSA!! :) :) I know she reads this! :) Princess Gina April 24, 2001 OK!! I need to fuckin vent!!!! So, there's this chick in my grade who is good friends with my best friend! Now, my best friend reads this, but I don't give a shit what I say, because it's just pissing me off!! I will be somewhat respectful and not share what I read in her diary online, but I will say that she is being a fuckin POSER(not my friend, the other chick)!! Ok, this chick acts JUST LIKE my best friend! Before she was friends with her she was nothing like she is now, she smokes cigarettes now, cuts school, and to top it off she wants to try a drug this week, no not pot, that she knows is fuckin stupid!!....she's doing this certain drug before even trying pot! This is a smart girl, and I know she probably thinks it's stupid that she's doing it, and if my best friend wasn't gonna be doing it, she never would either!!! Now, I'm giving my friend some slack because you just have to know her....but I'm sorry this other chick is not the same way! She may act like it, and there may be similar things they have in common, but THIS stupid shit???!!! no sorry!!! She never would get into it if it weren't for my best friend! She wouldn't, I know it!! Everyone knows it!! and u know what! I'm not the only one that has noticed this shit! Other people have said stuff to me! They're like, "Yo Gina, maybe you know! What's up with 'so and so' hanging around with 'so and so', when did that start??" and "she's trying to be cool in front of 'so and so'." And that's not me saying it! Now, I know some of you may be thinking, "well fuck them, who cares!" Well I do!! I hate it when people act like this, it's fuckin annoying! And when she gets to college she's not gonna have my friend there to do all these "things", and it'll just dwindle! or she'll do the complete opposite and get totally fucked up! But whatever! I'm bitter because it annoys me! Everytime I see her in the hallway I just wanna be like, "what the fuck are you doing?!! make friends some other way!!! you only do this shit cause 'so and so' does it too!!!" but I restrain myself cause that is rude!!! but i did say to her a few weeks ago, ""why do u smoke nowu never did before u starting hanging around with so and so." AND SHE KNEW I WAS RIGHT!! She didn't know what to say, she just stood there and shrugged because I am fuckin right!!!! JESUS! thank god I have this!! BTW, I will NOT take back anything I've said in this!! I'm allowed to vent, and if I offended anyone I'm not apologizing!! Have a nice day/night! Princess Gina April 25, 2001 Hello! Wow, I just read what I wrote yesterday! lol I'm a crazy bitch, but I don't care, lol it's all true.....but whatever! Ok, so I didn't get to address this yesterday, but I got into a huge fight with my parents about me getting a job this summer, and basically they threatened me saying that if I don't get a job than I can't go to Boston in June! I flipped out and went nuts, cause that is just so not fair! Since I know I won't actually go out and try to find a job, my mom said I should stay at casselli's, and work sundays and one day during the week, well i really don't want to! I fuckin hate it there! BUT! I really wanna go to Boston, so today I gave in! and you know what I got back....well from my mom specifically...she said no! she doesn't think that's enough for the summer! Can u believe that shit!! I was giving in!!! I never give in, I HATE giving in! and I did just so I can go visit Amy! That's the only think I was actually looking forward to this year....besides getting the hell out of here and going to college! whatever.....i'm gonna do this!! and i'm going to boston, dammit!!! Princess Gina April 27, 2001 Hey what's up! It's friday, TGIF!! but i'm a little bitter, MTB has been cancelled until may 25th cause of ratings!! whatever!! it's all about money....anyway! oh yeah and i got 2 demerits today for not going to music or something, it was all so stupid, but whatever! i don't care!! and i don't feel like writing, so i'll ttyl! Princess Gina |