On the Road to Eilat

We had been silent for some time
Driving along the empty road
South of Be'er Sheva.
The sky was blue,
The earth small rocks
And small hills
Leading
On
And
On
To horizons never reached.
We were silent.
I was feeling a kind of peace,
A kind of belonging to the earth
A kind of tree-being feeling
Rooted
In a place no roots could be
Home
Where there was no dwelling
Human
Where there was no life except for a
Chameleon-like creature
That chased itself under a stone.
Rich
Where there was no produce.

Filled with my being,
Out of myself
Out of the "everydayishness" of
Cement structures
Mass
Gas
Class
Harass.
Quiet
Before though After
Near to the beginning
To before the beginning
To creation
To no time
To infinity
To God
In an almost no-place
Being almost no-me.
The I of I didn't exist.
We were silent...

Suddenly Matthew said
"I hate this place
"It's so dead," he said,
"So void of life.
It gives me the creeps
The bones
Under the stones
Are pulling at me
Reminding me
Death is forever.
"Join us,
Join us
You will be joining us"
Quiet of the tomb
Doom
Noting can bloom.
I hate this place!"

And I was loving it.
Who can explain?

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