BECAUSE HE WAS HE


I loved him because he was he
I loved his eyes when they lit up with an idea.
Actually they were rather small
Not at all beautiful
In the Greek sense
Not at all glamorous
In the Hollywood sense
But when they lit up with a thought
There was a life in them,
A warm brown glow
That brought life to mine
No, they were not beautiful
In the Greek sense
But there was an intelligence in them
And a kindness
And because he was he
I loved him.

Today we walked with reluctant steps
Along the last path
The sound of the Hebrew chant
United well with the scrape
Of our feet on the gravel
Even with the sound of the spade
Against the unwilling stone
I hardly listened to the words
I was thinking of other reluctant steps
Of other reluctant steps
Of other spades against unwilling stones.

And I thought
He has died in a good time
And in a good way
And he would have been the first to agree
And his eyes would have lit up.
He would have been the first to agree
That any Jew of his generation
Who died among his own people
At a moment after victory
After a life that saw
Revolution
Flight
War
Reluctant feet mounting cattle cars
Reluctant feet entering gas chambers
Died in a good time
And he would have said it
In that pedantic endearing way he had
He would have said
Such a Jew died in a good time
Died in a god way
After victory
Among his own people.

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