Seeds of Doubt
Seeds of Doubt
by Caroline Wheeler
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Rating: R, angst
Category: Drama,
Summary:
SEEDS OF DOUBT
By Caroline Wheeler
Iolaus curled up as small as the chains would allow. He was cold, so very cold, and
the manacles at his wrists bit into his skin. The warrior had lost all sense of time, he
could have been here a day or a month. He didn’t know any more, he didn’t care any
more. He just wanted to sleep. Sleep and escape the cold, escape the pain. And
especially escape the sounds of the dungeon, the rustlings, and the scrabbling of the
rats. Who were still wary of him and keeping their distance, but for how much longer?
The sounds of the outside world occasionally broke through the thick stone walls too.
There was a party going on in the castle, and snatches of music and laughter drifted
down to Iolaus as he tried to warm himself, curled up in the corner of the cold and
dirty dungeon. And somewhere above him was Hercules, wandering through the
magnificent corridors and rooms, a guest of the King and Queen. Hercules was so
close and yet impossibly distant. Iolaus felt tears sting his eyes, not for the first time,
but this time they were of frustration. He was going to die here, and Hercules would
know nothing about it until it was too late to do anything.
*********
It had started so innocently, with an invitation to the royal palace at Ossian. There
was to be a huge celebration in honour of the triumphant return of Prince Orrant from
a lengthy war. Hercules and Iolaus had both fought beside the Prince in earlier
campaigns, and were happy to accept the invitation. They had travelled for two days
with no incident, but then on the third day,
"
I can’t wait to get there, Herc. The Ossianians know how to put on a really good
party. There’ll be dancing girls, and wine, and dancing girls, and singing. And
dancing girls!"
Iolaus did a little dance in the road to underline how much he was
looking forward to the fun.
Hercules laughed at his antics, "
It’s been a long time since we’ve been to a festival
Iolaus. I’d hate to think that you’ve lost your touch."
Iolaus stopped his capering, and turned to face Hercules, "
I’ll have you know that my
technique is well oiled and in perfect shape, I don’t know about you though."
Iolaus
blue eyes twinkled, "
You always get dragged into judging something. The best baby
contest maybe!"
He ducked out of Hercules range and giggled, trotting down the road
ahead.
Hercules looked at Iolaus in exasperation, how did he always manage to do that? He
yelled after the receding figure, "
Don’t mention babies to me! This time I’ll volunteer
you to be the judge!"
Iolaus laughed and turned back to his friend, "
Don’t even think about it. If you do any
such thing I’ll refuse to get you out of the trouble you’re going to get in."
"
What trouble? I don’t get into trouble!"
"
Huh! Really? What about that time you got chased around the town by all those
adoring women? And the other time King whats-his-face practically had you married
to that daughter of his? And..."
Hercules held his hands up in defeat, "
All right Iolaus, all right. I give."
At that moment both men stopped and stood, listening. They exchanged a glance and
readied themselves for attack. The noise of breaking branches they had heard didn’t
herald an ambush however, a lone man exploded out of the bushes to the side of the
road. He ran straight into Iolaus who grabbed hold of him to stop them both from
falling. The man was only young, barely full grown, and was wearing a dirt smeared
and torn brown tunic. He stood for a moment catching his breath, and then looked up
at Iolaus, "
Hercules?"
He gasped.
Iolaus smiled and shook his head, inclining it towards Hercules who stood close by
waiting to find out what disaster called him this time. The young man looked up at
the demigod in awe, "
Uh...Umm Hercules. Wow! It’s really you."
Hercules smiled and agreed that yes it really was him, this dumb struck reaction
followed him everywhere, and it was beginning to wear very thin. He glanced at
Iolaus who was holding onto the breathless mans arm, worried that he still might
collapse. They waited as patiently as they could for him to gather himself.
"
Hercules. You have to help us. Please! There’s no time!"
"
Take it easy friend. Tell us your name and what we can do to help."
"
OK. Umm, my name is Timaleth, people call me Tim. My village is the other side of
this wood,"
Tim gestured to the side of the road he had appeared from, "
The village
elders elected me to go for help because I run fastest. There’s a group of bandits
camped close to us, they are raiding the village for everything they need. We’re only a
small village and poor, when they don’t find the food and drink they want they’re
taking their anger out on the villagers. Please help us."
Hercules nodded reassuringly, of course they would help. He glanced at Iolaus who
sighed and gave him a little shrug. Iolaus had already given up his place on the dance
floor. "
We may still make it to the celebrations, they are to run over several days. And
Tim, your village isn’t very far away is it?"
"
No, no, it’s maybe half a days journey if we go through the woods."
Iolaus touched his sword to ensure its readiness, and pushed at Timaleth, "
Well, come
on then Tim, lead the way!"
**********
Iolaus gave a small laugh, if Hercules had heard it he would have been horrified. It
was devoid of all animation and pleasure. It was the laugh of a cynical old man who
had no hope left. If only they hadn’t followed Timaleth. But even now Iolaus couldn’t
really believe that. The village had genuinely been in need of their help.
The heavy door to the dungeon swung open, and a tall robed figure approached. He
was flanked by two guards, both of them appraised the naked man lying in the corner
with dispassion. He was just a job to them, all part of the working day. Iolaus cringed
under the gaze of the three pairs of cold eyes. He couldn’t help it, he knew what was
about to happen. The guards dragged him to his feet, using a key to take the chains
from the ring in the wall and thread them through two more rings, positioned a couple
of feet apart, in the beam that ran across the ceiling in the middle of the room.
Iolaus was pulled up by the chains which were then securely locked in position, so
that his feet were no longer touching the stone floor. His body swung slightly until
they put chains around his ankles and attached them to rings placed similarly in the
floor. They were ready for him now, having ensured that he was totally exposed,
every inch of his body open to his tormentors.
The robed figure was a distinguished looking man, he was tall and slim with steel
grey hair, and a neat beard. His grey eyes were the colour of slate and held no
compassion as he ran their flint over Iolaus’ abused body, only greed. Iolaus knew
this man to be the top advisor to the King, his name was Ffloyd. Iolaus hadn’t liked
him from the moment they first met, but wished for this one time that he could have
been proved wrong.
Iolaus had never felt so vulnerable in his life. He could do nothing, say nothing, to
take control of his destiny. He was utterly at the mercy of these three men. Three men
with no compassion or sympathy in their hearts for this slight blond man. His body
told the story of what had come before. The usually golden skin was covered in
bruising from the beatings that had been dished out. And there were shallow cuts to
his inner arms and thighs, they had been inflicted by Ffloyds own sword, causing little
real damage but a great deal of pain. They had left Iolaus’ face mostly alone, just a
bruise on his jaw and a cut lip. He didn’t know if there was a reason behind that or
just chance. He didn’t care.
Ffloyd moved close to his subject, Iolaus could feel warm breath on his naked chest.
The King’s Advisor stroked smooth skin with his long slim fingers, his nails were
long, and Iolaus could feel them scratching.
"
Such a shame to damage such pretty skin, my dear."
Ffloyds voice reminded Iolaus
of a viper, sibilant and cold.
"
Would you like to know what your darling friend Hercules is up to?"
Waiting for a response Ffloyd walked slowly around Iolaus caressing his exposed
skin. "
Oh, I’m sure you would. He’s out hunting with the Prince at this very moment.
Laughing and joking and having a wonderful time."
Ffloyd smiled cruelly, "
It’s a
beautiful sunny day out there you know. Not too hot, just perfect."
Iolaus, who had almost forgotten what the sun felt like, was silent. Bracing himself
against the disgust the hunter felt at the touch of Ffloyds fingers exploring his body,
and the fear that Hercules would never find him here. The growing fear that the
demigod didn’t even know there was anything wrong. Iolaus trembled and Ffloyd felt
it under his fingers, he smiled, and nodded to one of the guards.
The guards were both big men, rough, they looked like they would make good
mercenaries. The one who had been given the order moved behind Iolaus and picked
something from a shelf on the wall there. It was a long thin leather whip, and he
cracked it experimentally.
Iolaus braced himself as best he could for the onslaught. His naked skin had no
protection against the cruel edge of leather. Lash after lash he endured, until each one
blurred into the next. The pain he felt joined in with the ever growing chorus of pain
from his other injuries. It became too big for him to cope with and though he had
managed to remain quiet up till then, he started to whimper. Hardly aware of the
sound, or his surroundings anymore, he was only aware of the pain. All the
disciplines he had learned in the East were no match for this. He no longer had the
strength to block out the pain, or the cold, or the fear. Ffloyd had worn his resistance
down slowly and deftly. An expert in his field and proud of his work, the Kings
closest confidant smiled in satisfaction and gave the order to stop. The three men left
Iolaus where he was, closing the door on the lone man and his torment.
Oblivion was cruelly distant, it would not take him in its arms, it would not give him
any peace. Iolaus’ arms grew heavier, with his weight constantly straining them. His
hands were numb, wrists chaffed and bleeding. And his back, its whole surface, neck
to feet, was red with blood and ugly welts raised by the whip. Tears stood in Iolaus
eyes, he was so tired, so hurt. He didn’t see how he could resist anymore, he wanted
to give in and die. But more than that he wanted Hercules, to hear him say everything
was going to be all right. Without that hope he would be without a reason to continue,
without the strength to fight anymore.
*********
Hercules was pleasantly surprised at how enjoyable his stay at the palace was
becoming. He had arrived quite late after remaining to help the villagers rebuild their
homes. Iolaus had come and gone from the Palace in the time it had taken him to do
the work. From what the Prince said his friend had found a willing young dancer and
they had left giggling and happy a couple of days before Hercules had arrived. He
smiled, at least he wouldn’t get Iolaus teasing him about the baby judging contest.
The son of Zeus had been asked, and of course hadn’t been able to refuse, but it
hadn’t gone too badly. Only one of the mothers had threatened him with bodily harm,
the others had been mollified by a chaste kiss.
Hercules and the Prince had returned from their hunting trip and were sitting in front
of a huge fire in the royal sitting room. A servant hovered nearby, awaiting
instructions. The day had been a beautiful one, clear bright skies, with only a gentle
breeze. The Autumn air was crisp and fresh, but not yet too cold, and the hunting had
been good, the meal tonight would be a feast of venison and wild boar. Hercules
sighed, Iolaus would have enjoyed today, and he had been missed on the hunt by both
men.
"
What’s wrong?"
Prince Orrant asked.
"
Oh, nothing. Just thinking how much Iolaus would have enjoyed today."
Orrant laughed, "
Yes, but I bet he’s enjoying himself even more right now!"
Hercules grinned, Iolaus certainly knew how to have a good time. He hoped that the
hunter would be back soon though. The hunting on the King’s Estates was superb, and
Iolaus would hate to miss the chance of trying it out for himself.
"
So, tell me, Hercules. What happened in the end with the village? I take it you and
Iolaus saved the day?"
"
Oh yes. We saved the day all right. By the time we arrived in the village, several of
the villagers homes had been burnt down. And some of the men had decided not to
wait any longer for us."
Hercules settled into his comfortable chair as he remembered
facing the angry group of men on the edge of the village.
"
Please! Wait!"
Hercules and Iolaus stood blocking the path of the men. Tim had
taken cover behind them, peering around Iolaus’ back, ready to run and the slightest
hint of trouble.
"
We’ve waited long enough."
The man at the head of the group shouted angrily back,
"
Our families are in danger, our homes are being destroyed. It’s time to end this!"
The men behind him cheered in support. There were about ten of them, it was a small
village and ten strong men were all it could muster.
Hercules held his hands out in a gesture of peace, "
I know. That’s why we are here.
Don’t go marching off now, in anger. We can organise ourselves, give ourselves a
better chance of success."
"
Who are you to be telling us what to do?"
came a shout from one of the other men.
"
He’s Hercules!"
Tim was encouraged by his association with the demigod and had
emerged from behind Iolaus. "
Our elders sent me to get him, and here he is. He’ll
help us!"
The men looked at each other unsure of what to do, and finally their self proclaimed
leader nodded his acquiescence. "
All right, Hercules. What should we do?"
Hercules and Iolaus moved forward until they were in the centre of the men, who now
clustered round them, keen to hear what the demigod would suggest. They talked for
some time, discussing their plan, while Tim went to find the elders to let them know
of the success of his mission.
It had been an easy task taking the bandits encampment by surprise that night, they
had become too relaxed and hadn’t even set a sentry. The villagers had been easy
pickings, until now. Silently, led by Hercules and Iolaus, the villagers crept into the
encampment. The bandits slept heavily, a result of the ale they had taken from the
tavern, and when they began to awaken, they found swords at their necks. None of the
bandits escaped and only one had been stupid enough to try, Iolaus had made short
shrift of him. The men had been bound and six of the villagers had been chosen to
accompany them to a nearby town where a magistrate presided, and there was a
secure jail.
It had been late when Hercules, Iolaus, and the remaining villagers had returned to the
village but many of the householders had been waiting up for them. When they heard
the good news the elders insisted on holding a feast the next day to celebrate and
show gratitude to Hercules and Iolaus.
The feast was a meagre affair, the bandits had raided the food stores as well as the ale
house. But it was a joyful occasion and no one felt that they had missed out. Hercules
noticed that many of the houses in the village were quite seriously damaged and asked
what would be done. The elders shrugged, and admitted that it would be a problem,
they would be able to rebuild some of the damaged homes, but the nights were
drawing in. Iolaus instantly offered to stay and help, disappointed at the thought of
missing the fun in Ossian, but seeing the need of the people with him. Hercules found
a happier solution though.
"
They had so much rebuilding to do, and with Winter so close we thought that we
should help. But I could manage the work myself, and Iolaus was beginning to drive
me crazy with all his grumping at the thought of missing the celebrations, so I sent
him on here! "
The two men laughed as they looked into the flames in the hearth. But Hercules was
wondering where his friend was, and how long it would be before he returned. He had
no idea how close to Iolaus he was. If the demigod could have looked down and seen
what lay directly below him, in the deepest part of the castle, things would have
turned out very differently. But he couldn’t, and he didn’t, so Iolaus continued to
suffer.
Below where Hercules and the Prince talked in front of a roaring fire, Iolaus still hung
from the beam, cold, and in pain. He clung to thoughts of better times, of times with
Hercules, when they were happy. He tried to fall into the memories and block out the
present. But it became increasingly difficult, until he could no longer drag his mind
away from his body and its pains. He could no longer resist his body’s screaming to
be able to curl up tight, to hide itself away. The vulnerability he felt was gnawing
away at his mind, poking its way into any happy memory he conjured up. So, instead,
he turned his thoughts towards where Hercules could be now, and how long it would
take the demigod to realise that something must be wrong.
Above the dungeon, Hercules laughed as Orrant recalled a particularly tall tale Iolaus
had told to impress the King and Queen, blissfully unaware of what was going on
below him. And just a few metres away Iolaus was still hanging from the beam, not
knowing how close his friend was to him. But grasping on to the thought that
Hercules wouldn’t let him suffer here any longer than he had to, Hercules would
come for him. He had to. It was all Iolaus had left, and he held on to it with all his
being.
Iolaus heard a key turn in the door, and a slight figure slipped in to the dungeon
creeping up to him. He wasn’t properly aware of his visitor until a familiar voice
taunted him away from his thoughts. "
Well, Iolaus, you have got yourself in a bit of a
bind haven’t you!"
The girlish giggle that had seemed so sweet to Iolaus before, now
only sounded cruel. Tatiana, one of the dancing girls at the palace, had been so lovely,
and so friendly. Iolaus had fallen for her charms and her trap all too easily.
"
You are too easily influenced by a pretty girl Iolaus, although I admit it does seem
rather a waste having you hanging around here."
She giggled again.
"
Maybe you could convince Ffloyd of that."
"
Ooh, feisty!"
Tatiana giggled.
Iolaus could have ripped that giggle right out of her throat and torn it into a thousand
pieces. It made him so angry. Angry at her and angry at himself for being gullible
enough to fall for this dancing girl. But the anger felt good, it made him feel strong, it
made him want to exact his revenge. He had been so full of despair, his feelings of
vulnerability had been so overwhelming, the anger released him from them for the
moment. It focused his mind. He knew that the despair would try to creep back, the
vulnerability could not be denied forever, so he used techniques he’d learnt in the
East to centre on the anger, to keep it alive.
Big violet eyes carefully looked him over, lingering in their journey, caressing every
inch of his body. Iolaus found himself blushing at the penetrating gaze, and she
smiled, a cruel smile which did not reach those eyes. How could he ever have thought
that they were innocent and beautiful. Her fingers reached out and ran lightly over his
torso. They traced delicate patterns over his chest and abdomen and as they explored
his body she shivered and locked her eyes with his. Her fingers suddenly dug into his
flesh, dragging down his left hip before pulling away. She sucked at them, licking off
his blood. Then turned away promising that she would return soon, oh, very, very
soon. And she was so looking forward to it!
Iolaus took a deep shuddering breath, his skin felt clammy even though he was still
cold, and he could feel the blood trickling down his leg from the scratches she had
left. He berated himself yet again for following his heart rather than his head, he
should have resisted the dancing girl and her combination of innocence and
seduction. Iolaus knew that he should have found himself a nice cold pool of water to
jump into, instead he let his libido get the better of him, again. Only this time the
consequences were deadly. Iolaus let his head drop to his chest, and took some more
deep steadying breaths. He couldn’t escape this living Tartarus, so he would have to
endure it until Hercules came, or until he could endure no more, and Charon asked for
his fee.
**********
It had been late morning when Iolaus had arrived at Ossian The city was bustling with
people, all were dressed in their best clothes, and laughing and joking. The
celebrations had obviously started. Iolaus could hear music from a nearby tavern, and
from the rowdy whistles and cheers, there were dancing girls in there too. He grinned
and headed for the tavern, he could feed himself and have some fun at the same time,
there would be time later to find Prince Orrant and the King and Queen.
But before he reached the door to the tavern, Iolaus was hailed. He turned toward the
voice grinning and held his arm out toward Prince Orrant in greeting.
"
I see you couldn’t keep yourself away from the fun, Iolaus!"
The taller man laughed,
his brown eyes reflecting his good humour.
Iolaus chuckled, "
I was hungry, Orrant. You don’t expect me to starve do you!"
The two men laughed and walked together toward the castle, talking about old times
and new ones. Orrant was followed at a discreet distance by two members of the
King’s Guard. Iolaus commented on their escort.
"
I know, it’s a pain, but, my position here is a difficult one. I’ve been away a long
time, and there are some who do not relish my return."
Iolaus raised his eyebrows at this, "
You! With enemies! Who?"
"
I don’t know. But the news I have received is that I am in danger. My fathers
position is safe, but mine is not. The word is that my influence will be a danger to
somebody. I only wish I knew who."
The two men entered the castle, and the Prince took Iolaus to meet his parents. They
were seated in their royal thrones receiving visitors. Later there would be a royal
banquet for all the guests.
King Lemnos and his beautiful Queen, Niobe, were beginning to show the strain of
meeting and greeting so many ambassadors and royal personages. They were pleased
to see Iolaus with their son, and greeted him warmly. The four spent some time
talking, and the Royal couple used the interruption as an excuse to have some lunch.
Iolaus enjoyed himself tremendously, regaling his appreciative audience with wild
stories about Orrant and Hercules, all the while tucking into the feast put before him.
After the meal Orrant and Iolaus took their leave of Orrant’s parents and went to see
some dancing. A dance troupe was staying at the castle for the festival, there were
twelve girls, and they were putting on shows every day for a week in the castle. The
two men entered the large hall as one of the shows was drawing to a close.
The girls on the stage were all wearing diaphanous blue gowns, that moved with their
own life as the girls swayed and swirled. Iolaus watched as they moved about the
stage, one girl in particular capturing his attention. Her dark hair was loose around her
head and shoulders, and her large eyes looked full of innocent curiosity, darting
around the whole room as she danced. They lit on Iolaus and she paused in her
movement, just briefly, but Iolaus caught it. He smiled at her, and she smiled back
secretly, her big violet eyes sparkling.
The show finished to a chorus of wolf whistles from some of the off duty soldiers, and
applause from the rest of the crowd. Orrant gave Iolaus a sideways look, "
Want me to
introduce you?"
Iolaus grinned, "
It isn’t really necessary, but if it’ll make you feel useful..."
Orrant led Iolaus toward the stage where some of the girls were gathered. At the edge
of the group violet eyes watched them approach, and then slid to where Ffloyd sat. He
raised the corner of his mouth in acknowledgement and nodded slightly. The girl
lowered her eyelids and looked through her lashes at Iolaus, "
Hello, I saw you
watching me."
She wiggled slightly, as if embarrassed and giggled.
Iolaus smiled his best smile, reserved for just such an occasion.
"
Hi, I’m Iolaus. You’re a great dancer! It must be thirsty work, would you like a
drink?"
The girl smiled again, and Iolaus felt his heart begin to beat faster, she was very
beautiful. She giggled and Iolaus began to melt. He couldn’t resist her sweet smile, or
those violet coloured eyes, whose depths were full of promise. She agreed and he led
her to a table.
They talked there for a long time. Her name was Tatiana and she had been orphaned
as a child. She was raised by her Aunt, who couldn’t really look after her properly as
she had five of her own children, so as soon as she could she had run away, and ended
up here, dancing in front of all these people. She laughed as if she still couldn’t quite
believe how it could have happened.
Finally he asked her when she had to get back to the troupe.
"
Oh, not until tomorrow now. I know! Why don’t we go on a picnic, down by the
river. They tell me it’s very beautiful there."
Iolaus nodded, "
It is. I know a very nice spot for picnics."
"
Ohh, well, could we... I mean, if it’s all right. Could we go there now?"
Iolaus grinned, "
That sounds perfect."
"
I’ll get some things together,"
she breathed at him, "
meet me outside the gates in ten
minutes."
Iolaus didn’t know quite what to think. Here he was, hardly arrived in town, and now
he was going off on a picnic with a girl he’d only just met. And she wasn’t just any
girl. He didn’t know what it was about her, but she was different. There was a quality
about her, an innocence almost. He battled his way out of the castle, through the
heaving masses of celebrants. He wondered briefly what had happened to Orrant,
Iolaus guessed that he must have made a discreet exit, he grinned ruefully to himself.
He would have to remember to thank his friend next time he saw the Prince. Blinking
in the bright sunlight outside Iolaus trotted eagerly off to his assignation.
********
It was getting late and Hercules and Prince Orrant finally ended their conversation
and made their way to their beds. On his way down the long corridors, Hercules
passed a dancing girl rushing the other way. Their eyes locked for a moment, his blue
and her violet, and then she was gone. For some reason Hercules shivered, he put it
down to the drafty castle and continued to his room.
But Hercules’ night was not a peaceful one, he slept fitfully, tossing and turning, and
dreaming of violet eyes and Iolaus. Iolaus needed him, but every time Hercules
reached out he was gone, only the sound of his voice calling out for help, for his
friend, remaining. Hercules woke from these dreams wet with sweat even though the
night was a cold one. Finally the dawn arrived and Hercules rose from his bed,
dressed and crept out of the castle to wander the city streets. All the time worrying
about Iolaus, something had to be wrong, but what? And how could he find Iolaus and
be sure everything was all right without embarrassing himself and enraging Iolaus if it
was?
While he was walking through the city, hardly noticing it coming to life around him,
he was approached by the tall, robed figure of Ffloyd. "
Hercules! Why, you are up and
about early. Are you enjoying your stay here?"
Hercules missed the cruel glint in Ffloyd’s eye as he spoke. He was still too full of his
dream, and muddled with sleep.
"
Ffloyd! Good morning. Yes, very much. It’s good to see the Prince home again."
"
Yes, isn’t it."
Ffloyd managed to hiss, his voice dripping in sarcasm, which was,
luckily for him, lost on Hercules on this morning.
"
Actually, Hercules. I did want to speak to you. One of my messengers returned from
an outlying part of the kingdom with some news that I thought you should hear
straight away."
Hercules became more attentive at this, and looked at the Advisor with interest.
"
What news could be so important?"
"
Well, it’s about your diminutive friend, he’s called... Iolaus isn’t he? I don’t want to
alarm you unnecessarily, but the messenger seemed to think that he was in a spot of
trouble."
Hercules winced at the description of his friend, but ignored it. He had wanted to be
wrong, he had hoped that his fears were unfounded..
"
What did he say? Can I speak to him?"
"
I’m so sorry Hercules, he was dreadfully tired. I sent him straight to bed. I’m sure
you will be able to see him tomorrow. All that he told me was that he had seen Iolaus
near one of the farms in the northern territory. He was still with the girl, Tatiana,"
Ffloyd’s face screwed up in distaste at the very thought of the dancing girl,
"
My man said that he looked quite ill, running a fever. He pointed them in the
direction of the farmhouse, but he really had to get back to the city. I have a map.
Would you like to see?"
Hercules was reeling. Iolaus was sick, running a fever, and he was far from the city,
probably far from a healer. Hercules had to find him, get him help, if only they hadn’t
parted at the village. If only they had come to Ossian together. Ffloyd was waiting
patiently for Hercules to speak, he shook himself free of his reverie, and nodded for
his companion to take him to the map. A part of the demigod’s mind wondering why
he had reacted so strongly, Iolaus was quite capable of finding himself help. It must
be the dream, it was still so strong in his mind. Hercules hurried after the robed figure
heading into the castle, he would look for Iolaus anyway, just to be sure.
***********
Iolaus couldn’t feel his arms anymore. The feeling had slowly gone from them as the
day had progressed. He was shivering uncontrollably, but at least that meant he
wasn’t about to die of the cold, not yet anyway. His back was still a mass of flame,
but he could no longer feel any blood dripping, he hoped that was a good sign. The
hunter tried to work out how long he had been held captive in the dungeons, all he
could be sure of was that it was more than three days. He thought it was probably
more like a week or even two, but time was so uncertain here.
The door slammed open and Ffloyd came busily into the room, flanked as always by
the two guards. They moved to take Iolaus down, first unlocking the chains holding
his legs, and then one of the men held Iolaus round the waist, taking his weight whilst
the other unlocked the remaining chains. They lay Iolaus down in a far corner of the
room, and then left him alone with Ffloyd.
Iolaus couldn’t move his arms, could hardly move at all, so he just lay there, on his
back, looking up at his tormentor with defiance in his eyes. Ffloyd smiled, "
You have
had a time of it haven’t you, dear Iolaus? Well, never mind. Let’s get you more
comfortable now."
With an expert hand the King’s Advisor carefully removed the manacles from Iolaus’
wrists, he then started to massage his arms and shoulders, gently bringing the blood
flow back. When the feeling did begin to return Iolaus started to scream, the pain was
monumental. Ffloyd patiently waited out the screaming, speaking with a quiet gentle
voice, the sound of a snake completely gone. He continued to massage and
manipulate Iolaus’ arms until they had recovered sufficiently for Iolaus to move them
himself.
FFloyd carefully turned Iolaus over so that the injuries to his back and legs could be
looked at. Iolaus lay his cheek on the cold stone and tasted salt in his mouth, he
supposed that he must have been crying again. Ffloyd’s ministrations were done with
delicacy and care. Iolaus would have been confused by this apparent turn around, but
the pain he was feeling and his need for sleep were taking their toll, and he could only
feel grateful to his torturer for this kindness.
As Iolaus finally fell into an oblivious sleep Ffloyd took a blanket from the shelf and
covered him. Smiling he left the sleeping form on the stone floor, everything was
going perfectly. Hercules was flying off into the wilderness searching for his beloved
partner. And Iolaus, Ffloyd looked back at his captive, Iolaus didn’t know which way
was up anymore. He would be easy to mould, he would soon be doing everything
Ffloyd asked of him, and he would be doing it willingly. His smile broadening Ffloyd
left the dungeons to go and talk to the King about how unreliable sons, just returned
from war, could be.
***********
Hercules was hastily preparing himself to leave the castle and go to the northern
territory to find his friend. Orrant knocked on the open door of his room.
"
I heard. Did you want me to come with you Hercules?"
Orrant’s concern showed in
his eyes and in the slight frown on his face.
Hercules looked up at his visitor and smiled his thanks. "
No, Orrant, you have only
just returned to your people, you shouldn’t leave them, or your parents, again so soon.
I’ll be fine, and so will Iolaus."
Orrant sighed and nodded, "
I know he will, I just wanted to help. I feel partly
responsible, after all I introduced him to the dance troupe."
Hercules, taken aback by this remark, laughed. "
I don’t think Iolaus will hate you for
that! And I don’t think his being sick is your fault, any more than it’s mine. He just
got sick, anyone can. It’s just..."
Hercules stared at the wall in front of him for a
moment, "
It’s just that I forget sometimes that he is only human. He gets sick, he gets
hurt, and sometimes I don’t take enough notice when that happens. I’m sure he
doesn’t really need me to nursemaid him, especially when he’s got a pretty girl to do
it, but..."
Orrant laughed at the thought of Hercules being a nursemaid, but he quickly noticed
the depth of feeling running through his companion, "
But you are still worried, aren’t
you?"
"
Yes, and I don’t know why! I’ve had this nagging feeling for days now that
something is wrong. Something is terribly wrong, but I have no idea what it is. All I
can think of is this news that Iolaus is sick. But; somehow, it doesn’t seem to fit.
There’s something else going on, something that’s making my nerves scream at me."
Hercules turned his gaze on his old friend, and his worry was obvious. The lines
round his eyes were more pronounced than usual and there were the beginnings of
shadows under them.
"
I’ll come with you then, Hercules. There’s no argument. If Iolaus is in trouble, and
you can ‘feel’ that he is, then the more help you have the better."
Orrant would brook no discussion, and the two men soon set off from the castle. They
travelled light and on foot, and they moved quickly. Orrant had left his guards back in
the city, they would only slow him down in the open country and he considered this
trip no danger to himself.
*********
Iolaus lay under the blanket oblivious to his surroundings, oblivious of the woman
who stood over him. Her violet eyes looked over his body greedily as she knelt beside
him. He stirred, uncomfortable beneath her gaze, and opened his blue eyes to meet
hers. He curled himself tighter, holding on to the blanket in a defensive gesture. She
laughed quietly, her voice still stirring a response in him, somewhere he did not want
to go. But she took him there anyway, she removed the blanket from his body.
Tugging it away from his weak clutch with ease, a mother taking her child’s
comforter away.
But the dancing girl had no maternal instincts, and Iolaus felt fear made powerful by
his weakness, driven by his inability to defend himself anymore. He could not even
keep hold of a blanket to cover himself. Iolaus felt like crying, but he had enough
dignity left to stay the tears, he would not cry in front of her. His anger was too small
a weapon to use here, his body was too abused to do his bidding. He would have to
find a way to bide his time.
Tatiana looked at her conquest, naked on the cold stone floor. She reached out her
hand and gently caressed the honey skin of his flank, he shuddered his response. His
body betraying his mind, wanting her touch whilst abhorring it, he felt himself
becoming lost in the struggle. Not knowing how to defend himself anymore, his mind
took him back to his first captivity, to the day he saw Ffloyd’s true colours.
************
Iolaus was so totally relaxed, so comfortable with the dancing girl with the violet
eyes, that he dozed, and then slept, by the side of the river. The breeze stirring his
blond locks from his brow, the sound of the river easing his thoughts as he drifted,
until... Until, the men came. Tatiana had stood watching, not screaming, not
surprised, just watching. Her betrayal pierced his heart like a dagger. She had known,
she had been a part of the trap, and he had been foolish enough to fall for it. Hercules
would have laughed at his stupidity, only this time laughter was for fools too. This
time Hercules wasn’t there to back him up when he needed it. This time he had fallen
into the trap and it was sticky with glue.
Iolaus was taken completely by surprise, roused from his sleep by the prod of a sword,
he had no chance to fight his captors. Comments about their cleanliness, about their
breath, and about their parentage, yes, that he could do. But this time it was no
protection. His bravado had nowhere to go. The men took him from the river-side,
roughhousing him into the castle and down to the dungeon. He fought, but to no avail,
they were prepared for him, and none of his tricks had any effect.
Once they had him in the dungeon they strung him up by chains held to the rafters,
and left him, fuming and fighting the manacles, to wait for their leader. Ffloyd
entered the room some time later, Iolaus hanging from the wooden beam in the centre
of the room, still trying to free himself from the chains. Ffloyd laughed softly,
sibilantly. Impressed with the spirit his captive showed, he watched the hunter’s futile
attempts to release himself with an hungry expression. He stilled Iolaus’ struggling
easily, with a thin rapier-like sword held to his throat for a moment. It’s point drew a
drop of blood and then Ffloyd nodded the guards to move closer. Iolaus stopped his
struggles and looked at his captor in contempt.
Ffloyd moved closer to his prey, the two guards ready to control the man hanging
between them. Ffloyd motioned to them and they moved in unison to remove Iolaus’
boots. Iolaus kicked out, and one of the guards went reeling to the other side of the
room. But his defiance was short lived, Ffloyd’s sword was at his throat in an instant.
Iolaus was not about to give up his life so easily, although if he had been able to tell
the future his choice may have been different. He reluctantly allowed his boots to be
removed and then it was the turn of his vest. Ffloyd appeared reticent when he
approached Iolaus with the short dagger, but he dragged its handle up the flesh of the
warriors chest slowly, in appreciation, before cutting the leather of the purple vest at
the shoulder. He repeated the action on the other side and the vest dropped to the
floor. Iolaus commented that he hoped there was a good tailor nearby to make him a
new one, but his barbed joke sounded hollow to his ears, his captors ignoring it. He
resigned himself to the situation and refrained from any more comments.
Then the gauntlets at his wrists were carefully removed, the tall guards unlacing them
and letting them fall. Iolaus shivered feeling unprotected now they were gone. Ffloyd
captured Iolaus in his eyes, his grey growing large around Iolaus’ blue, his intentions
were clear in the flint. And Iolaus felt a touch of fear, this man would not be talked
out of anything, this man would not be tricked. Ffloyd slid the palm of his hand down
Iolaus’ flank, halting at his waist. With a smile he inserted the hand into the
waistband of Iolaus’ pants whilst he used his other hand to unfasten them, easing the
waistband loose. Iolaus’ breath caught in his throat and his body shuddered, there was
more here, much more than he wanted to contemplate. What were they going to do to
him? Ffloyd’s smile broadened as he placed his free hand to the small of Iolaus’
back, sliding it inside the leather, and slowly with great care he pushed Iolaus’
remaining clothing down over his hips, until it slid down his body to the ground.
Ffloyd and the guards stood back from Iolaus and carefully appraised his body.
Defiance lay in every line of his face, in the set of his jaw and the ice of his eyes, but
Iolaus felt the cold fingers of fear encircle his heart as the men looked at him. They
were going to hurt him, they were going to find ways through his mental disciplines,
they were going to do whatever they wanted to him. Ffloyd was going to enjoy it and
Iolaus was not going to be able to do anything to stop him. He knew that as surely as
he knew Hercules would move Olympus and Earth to save him.
Why were they doing this to him? Was it a plan against Hercules, a plan against
Orrant, or, Iolaus could hardly bear to consider this possibility, was he just here for
entertainment? Whatever he was there for, Iolaus would not make it easy for Ffloyd,
he would not give this man what he wanted, not easily. Ffloyd would have to work
hard for his prize, whatever it might turn out to be. Iolaus could only hope that he was
capable of buying himself enough time for Hercules to come.
The only thing he had left was his talisman, hanging round his neck, his one hold on
the world. The symbol of his life. Ffloyd took it’s smooth surface in his hands, a
knowing smile on his face, and looking into Iolaus’ eyes he held it in his fist.
Tightening his hand on the cool surface of the stone, Ffloyd pulled; hard. The
pendant’s rope gave way, and Iolaus’ father’s toy, his talisman, was gone.
Disappearing into a hidden fold of Ffloyd’s robes.
The start of the pain and the start of the torture was there. Iolaus used the disciplines
he had learned in the East, the meditation focused his mind, helped him to keep the
pain a separate entity. But the vulnerability, the feeling they gave him each time one
of them touched his body. He couldn’t protect himself from that, he couldn’t stop
himself from feeling revulsion, from shivering at a rough caress of his skin. His mind
reeled, he stopped knowing what it was he felt. And when Tatiana came to him,
touching him, caressing him, as only a lover would, he responded. He hated himself,
he hated her, but his body was too busy answering her call to care.
When the pain came he welcomed it, it was uncomplicated, clean. He understood the
pain, he could deal with it. His body screamed, sometimes he screamed, and
sometimes he felt alien tears on his face, but it was better than the touching, better
than strange hands caressing him making his body a traitor. Iolaus wanted to be free
of this torture, where pain was the least of his problems. He didn’t know how to cope
with this. Nothing he had learned, in the East, anywhere, could help him, could
protect him. His mind started to tire of it’s fight, it began to get confused. A kind
touch was a kind touch, wasn’t it?
**********
Hercules woke with a start, the dream had come to him again. Stars shone above him
in the deep blackness of the night. He breathed steam as he sat up, Iolaus needed him.
It was so strong a feeling it was almost tangible. Iolaus was in terrible danger, and he
needed Hercules. He was calling on their friendship, calling on the love they never
spoke of. It was time to pay for that love, but Hercules didn’t know how. Iolaus was
in trouble, that was nothing new, but this time was different, this time, he really
needed Hercules’ help.
Hercules was troubled by more than the dreams. How did he know these things?
Deep, in his soul, they lay. Truths, against which the Gods could not argue, against
which Hercules could not argue. Iolaus was huge now in Hercules’ mind, and heart.
The dream was the same as before, Iolaus was calling him, his voice breaking
Hercules’ heart with its pain and its despair. But when he ran toward the sound of that
familiar voice, all he could see were violet eyes, goading him on, filling his head with
laughter. And the distinctive view of Iolaus’ talisman, the pendant he had always
worn around his neck, no longer there, but enticing Hercules. Always just out of his
reach, hovering above him, dark in front of the stars and the moonlight. But still
watched by violet eyes, silently. Hercules shivered and looked up at the stars, wishing
he could pray to the gods. Wishing he could believe that they would answer.
Orrant stirred in his sleep, tossing and turning as if he were fighting off an unknown
assailant in his dreams. Hercules watched him for a few minutes and then turned
away. He would be no help to Iolaus without rest. The demigod lay down again trying
to find a comfortable spot, hating the helplessness he felt. He worried at the problem
for a long time, thinking of his friend. Golden hair crowned by the sun. The grin that
could light up the day. Their friendship meant the earth to both men, neither able to
show the depth of their feeling, both knowing anyway. Iolaus was always there when
Hercules needed him, Hercules was running to be there for Iolaus, but a small voice
was telling him he was doing the wrong thing. A little niggling doubt was pointing at
Iolaus’ talisman, standing, in the air of his dream, above the road that led back to the
city.
Finally, Hercules slept. Dreaming of a past time, with his mother and Jason, and
Iolaus. When they had been happy and together. But that wasn’t right, Iolaus hadn’t
been there, this was the time the Fire Enforcer had caught Iolaus, had killed him when
he hadn’t given Hercules to her. Hercules struggled under his blanket, the demons he
was facing this time in memory. Unable to fight them he had to follow the dream,
again it ended with violet eyes watching as he heard Iolaus scream. The dream faded
and Hercules finally rested in dreamless sleep. The stars above glittering their cold
light over his motionless form.
********
King Lemnos was concerned. He sat with his Queen, Niobe, in the main hall.
Watching the festivities, smiling and nodding at people as they celebrated the return
of his son. But he couldn’t feel the celebration, he couldn’t join in. He worried that
his son, Orrant, the pride of his kingdom, was not the man he had thought.
Ffloyd had joined them earlier. He had seemed excited, his eyes shone more than
normal and he was distracted. Lemnos was glad he was near though. In the past years,
with his only son away at war, the King had missed the comfort and advice Orrant
had provided. He could trust Orrant, his word was good, and after he had left, Lemnos
had started doubting himself. Wondering if his choice was the right one, what would
Orrant have said?
And then Ffloyd had arrived, and slowly Lemnos had grown to trust the advice he had
received. Time after time it had proved good, time after time Lemnos had rued not
taking it. Until eventually, he had. And now Ffloyd was the King’s Advisor. And
Lemnos was content. The small matter of his wife’s complaining, was small indeed
when thinking of his kingdom. What did she know of the great decisions needed to
run a kingdom, what did she know of people?
But, now Ffloyd was saying that his son, his only child, had turned against him,
become cold and cruel, and he couldn’t believe that. Orrant was a good man, war may
have changed him, but he was still loyal and loving to his father. Of that Lemnos
thought he was sure, but all it took was a seed of doubt, and Ffloyd was an expert at
planting it. Deep within the heart where it would grow. Tended by Ffloyds loving
care, fed by his words, until the seed became a plant and the plant became a tree. No
longer doubt, but belief. Belief that someone you love, who once loved you, has
betrayed you, turned away from you for ever.
In Lemnos the seed was growing bigger and stronger by the day. Orrant had been a
good boy, but now he was a man. Did he really want to follow in the feet of the King,
was his rule going to be a kind and just one? Or was Ffloyd right, had the battle fever
taken his heart and turned it away from all that was good? Had Orrant become a cruel
man, enjoying the pain of others, could Ffloyd possibly be right? But Ffloyd had never
been wrong before, so how could he be now? Lemnos struggled with the battle
between his love for his only son and his loyalty to his people, believing that they
were separate things. He frowned as he watched the festivities, wondering if they
should be celebrating at all.
Ffloyd was happy, things were going his way. He smiled sweetly at Queen Niobe, she
managed a strained nod in his direction. She hated him, and he loved it. He loved the
fact that Lemnos now valued his word so highly that he would begin to doubt his own
son. He loved the fact that Niobe didn’t trust him, but could do nothing. He loved life.
And below him, in the dungeon, his little secret lay. Quiet for now, quiet and soon to
be a willing sacrifice to his ambition. Ffloyd laughed quietly to himself, things were
moving along so perfectly.
*********
Iolaus was dreaming, he tossed and turned, wanting to be free of the dream, but tied
to it, fearing the waking world. He lay on the cold stone floor, the blanket twisted
around him. Sweat covered his body, even though it was still cold, and his breath
steamed in the damp air of the dungeons. He woke with a cry, and sat upright, tangled
in the blanket. The night was quiet around him, silence crowded in on him and he
cowered before it. Iolaus could remember a time when he was frightened of nothing,
when he would face the darkest terror with a grin and a flourish of his sword. But that
time was far behind him, and he shivered in fear of what was to come.
Beside him the dancer sat, watching him, waiting. She smiled when he woke and
moved closer. As he trembled she caressed his body. He didn’t notice her, not with
his mind, but his body did, it noticed and it remembered. She smiled, her violet eyes
shining in the little light that remained in the deepest part of the castle. She smiled
and pulled his head to her breast, stroking his golden hair lovingly.
They stayed like that for a long time, hours. Until a grey light filtered in to the
dungeon. It was dawn, and Ffloyd returned, bringing the two guards with him. He
stayed back as they approached Iolaus. Tatiana melted away, almost as if she had
never been there. One of the guards ripped the blanket away from Iolaus and he
moaned, hating to lose his last comfort. Pain bolted through his body as a foot crashed
into his stomach. Iolaus curled up tight, but the two men were wise to that, and pulled
him, and pushed him, and kicked and punched him until finally he lay, exhausted, on
his back, on the cold floor. He could take no more, and Ffloyd could see this, he
gestured to his men, ‘Enough’, and they stopped.
Ffloyd sent the guards away, he sent Tatiana away, Iolaus was oblivious to this, he
didn’t see the King’s Advisor at all. Until he approached Iolaus, cooed soothing
words to him, sat beside him and softly stroked his skin. Until Iolaus was grateful,
until Iolaus was his.
In the days that followed the pattern was established, the two guards came to hurt
him, and Ffloyd or the girl came and gave him comfort. Iolaus almost forgot Hercules,
he could hardly remember his face, or his voice. He found himself reaching for Ffloyd
when he needed comfort, reaching for his tormentor without realising it. His body was
abused and beaten. Without protection he remained, learning to block out the fear, to
block out the humiliation he felt. The guards did their job, they prided themselves in
their ability to do a good job, and Iolaus’ body showed the scars of their dedication.
But what was worse, much worse, what confused his mind and his body, was Tatiana.
His body responded to her mere presence, his mind repulsed by her wiles filled with
hatred. But she was kind now, gentle. After the pain came the calming words, the
soothing hands. His mind rebelled, crying out against the confusion. Where was
Hercules? Why didn’t he rescue him?
It was a simple matter to suggest to Iolaus that Hercules was too absorbed with
Orrant, his new friend. Orrant, the Prince who had gallantly fought for his fathers’
kingdom. It was easy to make Iolaus believe that Orrant was the shadow in the
background, Orrant was responsible for his pain. And Orrant had stolen Hercules
away from him. Another seed had been planted and Iolaus began to learn that friends
betrayed you. Friends, family, could leave you to be tormented and tortured by people
they trust. Friends could let you down.
Over the days that followed Iolaus was slowly indoctrinated into the belief that Orrant
was responsible for his pain and anguish. He began to believe that Hercules had
abandoned him. The demigod wasn’t there, he hadn’t saved him, what else could he
believe. But Ffloyd or Tatiana, they were always there, with their comforting words
and gentle hands, they made him feel better, they tried to protect him. Iolaus didn’t
notice that the torture took a different turn, he didn’t notice that the guards were
careful not to leave any marks on his body. His face was kept undamaged, as were his
chest and arms. And when they took him from the dungeon to Tatiana’s room, Iolaus
made no comment. His body welcomed hers, his mind felt nothing but emptiness.
***********
For days Hercules and Orrant had travelled, pushing themselves to the limit. Mortal
man stretching himself beyond endurance to keep up with demigod, who hardly slept
and hardly ate and moved like a man possessed. He was, he was possessed by the
dream. The dream he had every night now, the dream where he could hear Iolaus
screaming, but could do nothing. The dream which ended with the sight of Iolaus’
precious talisman hovering over the road back to Ossian, and violet eyes.
Hercules had parted from Orrant on several occasions to follow up leads, dead ends.
But neither man spoke of their time apart, though it covered days and nights. They
were apart and alone, both dreaming of Iolaus, both caught in the obsession that was
their failure. Several times they had separately chased shadows of their own making.
Hoping beyond hope that this time it would lead to Iolaus, but it never did.
Finally they came together again, quietly, in defeat. Neither man liking to admit that
they had been the one to fail. The two men hardly spoke, Orrant was too tired and
Hercules had become too driven, but on this morning, with the sun finally breaking
through the low cloud, Hercules spoke;
"
We have to get back to Ossian."
With no further preamble he began breaking camp.
Orrant was too tired to show surprise, he roused himself from the ground slowly,
aching bones protesting. "
Hercules, you’ve dragged me over half the kingdom,
chasing shadows. Empty farms, people who looked at us like we were mad. And now,
after days of chasing our tails, you want to go back to where we started from! Just tell
me one thing. Why?"
Hercules didn’t stop his work, but he sighed,
"
We should never have come out here. All along, my dreams. That’s what they’ve
been saying. That’s what Iolaus has been telling me. I didn’t see. I didn’t realise.
Gods! It can’t be too late!"
He finished putting earth on the ashes of their fire, and moved to leave. Orrant put a
hand on the bigger man’s arm,
"
Please. Hercules? Wait a moment?"
Hercules paused, Orrant felt fear for a second, fear that he would be thrown aside. But
he wasn’t and Hercules turned back to face him. His fight for control apparent on his
face.
"
Hercules! What’s going on? When we set out, it was with the thought that Iolaus
may be sick. We’ve had no news of him yet. He wasn’t at the farm, the farmer hadn’t
seen him. Which, I admit, is worrying. But, you. You’re going insane with worry.
What is it?"
Orrant’s concerned brown eyes looked up earnestly into his companions
face trying to read his expression. A fleeting thought that Iolaus would know what to
do caught him, and the power of its backwash made him step away from Hercules.
"
I don’t know! All I know is that the dreams are getting more persistent. Iolaus needs
me. Every bone in my body is telling me that, every tooth aches with worry for him.
Can you understand that? Can you understand that I have to follow my heart. I’ve
been ignoring my dream, ignoring the warnings my own soul is giving me. It’s time to
start listening, and it’s telling me to go back to the castle, now!"
"
All right, Hercules. We’ll go back. I just hope that Iolaus is there."
"
So do I, so do I."
Hercules sounded forlorn, lost. Orrant had never seen him like this
before. He prayed to Zeus that Iolaus would be at the Castle, that he would be safe.
************
Tatiana was nervous, she didn’t like to be in Ffloyds rooms. And he had already
reprimanded her for her foolishness, he didn’t need her to be weak, he needed her to
be strong. But she was here all the same, wanting comfort, wanting to believe. Would
Iolaus really do their bidding? Ffloyd was exasperated with her,
"
Of course he will girl! Don’t be stupid! He’s ours. Can’t you feel it, can’t you see?
He’s ripe for the picking and I am doing the picking! Iolaus is ours, Tatiana. He will
do whatever we wish of him."
"
But...."
"
Oh! Don’t give me but! But is for weaklings! He’s ours, waiting to be picked. What
if there’s a danger? What if there’s a risk? It’s all the more exciting, don’t you think?
Tatiana wasn’t sure she agreed. ‘But what if he wasn’t ripe for the picking,’ seemed
to be a pretty good point to her. Ffloyd was right though, it was now or never, if Iolaus
wasn’t ready to bend to their will now, he never would. He was ready, how could he
not be? She smiled to herself, Iolaus belonged to her, and she intended to have such
fun!
**********
It took less that two days to return to Ossian. Hercules striding ahead, Orrant
struggling to keep up. As they passed the gates, guards clustered worriedly round their
Prince, he waved them away, appreciating their concern, but too concerned himself
about Hercules to acknowledge it. He had fallen behind the demigod and stopped
inside the city gates searching for him. What he saw he could hardly believe.
Hercules was grasping Iolaus’ arm in a tight warriors greeting, and beside them stood
Ffloyd, smiling benignly at anyone who looked in their direction. Orrant ran to join
them,
"
Iolaus! By the Gods! What happened? What are you doing here? How did you get
back?"
Iolaus smiled, "
You’re babbling my friend."
He took a breath and looked up at
Hercules, "
You worry too much, you know that?"
Hercules nodded dumbly. Still too surprised to really take in Iolaus’ words.
Orrant didn’t have the same problem, "
What happened Iolaus? Everyone was worried
sick!"
Iolaus looked sheepish, and now that Orrant got a good look at him, his friend looked
tired, bone tired.
"
I was sick. Like Ffloyd said. Tatiana and me, we holed up in some abandoned place
a days journey from here. When I was better we came back."
Iolaus shrugged, "
I don’t
know what the fuss is about, it’s no big deal."
But a shadow crossed his face as he spoke, and Orrant noticed how he leaned toward
Ffloyd when Hercules got too close. What was he thinking? Iolaus never backed away
from Hercules, they could never be ‘too close’. What was really going on? Orrant was
worried by Iolaus, he seemed lethargic and quiet. It could be explained by his illness,
but, there was Ffloyd, hovering, and Orrant didn’t like Ffloyd, didn’t like him at all.
************
Niobe looked behind her for the fifth time in the last minute. She wasn’t comfortable
with this subterfuge. She was too old to be creeping around her own home in the dead
of night, feeling like an interloper. But she had to know what Ffloyd was up to, she
was so frightened that he was plotting against her son, turning her foolish husband
against him.
She was in a part of the castle she had never visited before, the dungeons. As rulers
Lemnos and Niobe had little use for this part of the castle, neither of them were
particularly comfortable with the thought of what had once gone on down here. She
shivered, partly from the cold, and partly from the atmosphere of despair that pressed
down on her in the dark dank corridor. Niobe pulled her regal robes closer around her,
their cloth shimmering red in the low light.
At the end of the corridor was her target, the door to the main dungeon lay ajar. It
took all her strength to pull the heavy iron banded oak open far enough to slip inside.
Her heart hammering loudly in her ears, the Ossianian Queen hesitantly moved
further into the room. It was empty, but there were signs that it had been occupied
recently. She bent to pick up a blanket crumpled on the floor in a far corner, it carried
the scent of man. Sweat and blood and that underlying something that made her mind
turn to the word despair again. Niobe looked at the floor which had been covered by
the blanket and noticed that the stone was stained dark with blood.
A set of manacles had been abandoned nearby, and holding onto the blanket,
unconsciously mimicking Iolaus in her search for comfort, Niobe reached to touch
them. They were stained with blood too, and her mind would not let her believe that
the stain was old. These manacles looked too new, and the dungeon had not been
used in such a cruel manner since her husband had come to the throne over 30 years
ago.
The Queen had seen enough. She had been right, Ffloyd was up to some evil plan, but
she was too late to help the poor soul that had been kept here. She determined to
confront her husband, but first she would see if Orrant had returned and talk to him.
Reluctantly she dropped the blanket to the floor as she left the dungeon, planning on
having this whole part of the castle bricked up. It would never be used again if she
had her way.
************
Hercules sat by the fire in the Royal sitting room, staring at Iolaus who sat across
from him. He could hardly believe that it had been so easy after all to find his friend.
He took in the shadows under Iolaus’ eyes, and the lines that hadn’t been there when
last they’d met. He noticed how hollow in the cheek the hunter was, he had lost
weight, he must have been very ill. But in his relief at finding Iolaus, the demigod
missed the way his companion kept looking to Ffloyd and Tatiana, who sat further
away from the fire, as if for comfort. He missed how Iolaus shifted in his seat as if it
was uncomfortable for him to be sitting there, and he missed the way Iolaus always
managed to shift his gaze away from Hercules, avoiding eye contact.
Orrant entered the room with his father and two serving girls, who carried trays laden
with tankards and food. The girls put the trays down on a table and retreated from the
room. Orrant looked at Iolaus with sympathy,
"
You look like you need a bit of feeding up, Iolaus. Why don’t you tuck in? Hercules,
we’ve been travelling hard, you need to eat too."
The group re-arranged themselves informally around the table, but no-one seemed to
be hungry. Iolaus only half-heartedly picking at the food, his thoughts elsewhere.
"
I am glad to see you are recovering Iolaus, you must be our guest at the castle for as
long as you need."
The King included Hercules in his invitation, and both men
nodded their acceptance.
"
Iolaus. What happened to your talisman?"
Orrant had to ask, he wasn’t sure that
Hercules had even noticed that it was gone, and the more he got to see of his old
hunter friend the more worried he became.
Iolaus hand flew to his chest, to the spot where his talisman had lain for so many
years. Its absence hurt more than he cared to admit, and his eyes were full of pain and
puzzlement as he replied,
"
I don’t know. I don’t remember losing it, it must have been while I was sick."
His
eyes grew large though as if he were remembering something, and he looked across at
Orrant with something akin to hatred. Orrant was taken aback, it was almost as if
Iolaus blamed him for the missing stone.
Just then, Queen Niobe entered the sitting room, she seemed a little surprised at
seeing the gathering there, but collected herself, and smiled sweetly at all present.
"
Hello everyone. I hope you are all comfortable. Orrant! I’m so glad you’re back, and
you too Hercules. I see you’ve found your friend now. I heard what happened."
Niobe looked carefully at Iolaus, concern in her eyes. She briefly looked at Ffloyd and
then returned her gaze to the blond, "
Oh, Iolaus, you poor thing! You look like you
need lots of rest and recuperation. You must have been very sick, and all alone like
that."
"
I had Tatiana, she was very good to me."
"
Oh, yes. I forgot. The dancing girl. How lucky for you."
Sarcasm dripped from every
word. But Niobe knew she should be careful, she didn’t know what was going on here
yet, and she had no proof that Iolaus was the same man that had been kept in the
dungeons. But her heart told her it was true, she just had to look at him to see his pain
and confusion. What had they done to him? Niobe tried to catch the eye of her son,
she needed to talk to him.
***********
Orrant got his mothers message and he met with her in her private quarters after the
others had retired for the night. "
What is it mother? Why did you want to see me?"
Niobe explained her fears, and told him about her visit to the dungeon, "
I think that
Ffloyd is trying to remove you from the picture my son. And I don’t think that Iolaus
was sick, I think he was in that pit of Tartarus beneath us."
Orrant shook his head, he had suspected something, but for his own mother to draw
the same conclusions, it frightened him.
"
But why doesn’t Iolaus talk to Hercules? Why does he say nothing?"
Orrant already knew the answer and he didn’t really want to hear his mother speak the
words. But he needed to have it confirmed, or the sweet natured, boyish faced, Prince
would never be able to take the action necessary.
"
They tortured him, Orrant... my son. They tortured him. The gods alone know what
they did, but he’s hurt so badly inside that they own him for the moment. Perhaps they
managed to turn him against you, maybe; maybe, they even turned him against
Hercules."
Orrant didn’t want to believe his mother but he knew he had no choice. They decided
to talk to Hercules first thing in the morning, they should not act without him.
Privately Orrant hoped that he could convince the demigod of the truth of their words,
if he couldn’t all was lost.
********
Hercules had looked forward to having a good nights sleep, after so many nights
interrupted by the nightmares. But his hopes had been dashed, he woke shouting from
another dream. Iolaus’ screams ringing in his ears as he sat up in the bed. He was
breathing hard and his heart was thumping heavily in his chest, sweat rolled down his
torso. The demigod gave a strangled cry as he made the connection between his
dream and reality, Tatiana had violet eyes. The dancing girl who was at this moment
sleeping by the side of his partner had the same eyes that had tormented Hercules
every night for weeks now.
Iolaus wasn’t all right, Iolaus wasn’t recovering from a bout of the fever, he was still
in the middle of whatever had been happening to him. And that girl, with the eyes that
reminded Hercules of Hera, was deep in the middle of it. Gods! What had been going
on? What had she done to Iolaus for him to stay with her, to keep such distance
between himself and Hercules? Hercules wanted to run to Iolaus now, down the night
darkened corridors of the castle. He wanted to rescue him. Now! But he restrained
himself, with difficulty. He didn’t know what kind of hold they had on Iolaus, he
didn’t want to damage his friend further by doing something stupid now. He would
have to try and get Iolaus alone, try to talk to him. Hercules sat in the middle of the
tangle of sheets and blankets, shivering with emotion and fear for his brother. He
would sleep no more this night.
Iolaus would sleep no more either, he woke from a dream with a scream receding on
his lips. He had been back in the dungeon hanging from the rafters, the two nameless
guards had been hurting him, taunting him with words. And in the shadows stood a
robed figure, watching. The men had been laughing, telling him how Hercules was
enjoying himself with Orrant, how they were leaving Ossian to travel together. They
were enjoying the joke that Hercules no longer needed Iolaus, he was forgotten, they
could do what they liked to him and there would be no retribution. Hercules didn’t
care. Iolaus felt tears on his face, he didn’t believe them, he really didn’t but... it was
so hard. Why had Hercules not been there? Why had he let Iolaus suffer so? And
seeing Hercules today, seeing the relief on his face, he wasn’t sure it was enough. He
had felt a stab of anger toward his friend, and envy when Orrant drew close to
Hercules, stood by him protectively just as Iolaus always had in the past.
Iolaus lay on his back staring into the blackness above him. Beside him Tatiana
breathed the deep regular breath of someone in the arms of Morpheus, a smile played
on her lips, but Iolaus was blind to it. All he could see was the dungeon, in a part of
his mind he was still there, enduring the rough hands of the two royal guards. Having
to find ways of coping with the way they touched him, in private places, in places
they had no right to go. He gave a cynical laugh, but it was him who had no rights.
His body was not his anymore, it had belonged to those men, and now it belonged to
her. He moved further away from the sleeping form next to him, almost falling out of
the bed in his desire to create distance between them.
He was naked under the sheets, and earlier she had watched as he undressed, her eyes
roaming over him, admiring his body. Seeing the shadows still of what it had been, of
the muscles that were now weakened. She could still see the body that she had so
admired that first day by the river, she could still see the possibilities.
And then, after his body’s needs had been satisfied, she had sat beside him looking at
him again. His body was betraying him, it was overwhelming his mind with its need
for her. He had been rough with her, in a way he did not recognise as himself, but she
had giggled and taunted him to go further, do more. Iolaus hated her, he hated what
she was turning him into, and he hated Hercules for letting it happen. Hercules, his
best friend, the one man he would do anything for, the one man he would die for.
‘And where were you when I needed you buddy? Hunting, with your new best buddy,
Orrant. Hunting Herc, while I was being killed. Hercules?’
The pain he felt at the physical wounds was nothing to the pain in his heart. The fear
and helplessness he had been made to feel, the disgust and self-loathing that had been
forced on him by rough unkind caresses. No part of him had been sacred, nothing
spared. And his fear had grown, fear of what they would do next, fear of what they
could do. He would be able to do nothing to stop them, he was helpless to defend
himself. And so when the girl came and his body responded to her, a part of him
grasped that reaction. Held it tight as a defence against the men. And when she
taunted him to hurt her, to show her what he had, he did. All the time hating himself
for this but needing to be in charge. Needing to take control.
Iolaus turned on his side, his back beginning to protest at the pressure on it, still
painful after so long. He closed his eyes trying to shut out the confusion. The thought
that even then, with Tatiana, it was she who had control, not Iolaus. Trying to shut out
the little voice that was telling him that he could blame Hercules all he wanted, but
that it was his own weakness that was doing this to him.
Ffloyd had told him that everything was Orrant’s fault, he had persuaded Iolaus to
hate Orrant with such a passion. But when they had met earlier Iolaus hadn’t quite
been able to believe it. The Prince had been genuinely concerned, he’d shown him
only compassion. Iolaus had tried to please Ffloyd, really he had, but he couldn’t hate
Orrant. He couldn’t really hate Hercules either, he missed him. He wished that he was
here now, and they were telling each other tall tales of adventure. Iolaus curled
himself up into as small a ball as he could, he curled himself up and he cried.
Tomorrow he would see Hercules, tomorrow everything would be all right, Hercules
would tell him what to do.
Iolaus felt a pang of guilt at the thought of going against Ffloyd. Ffloyd had been there
for him, Ffloyd had held the blond while he’d shivered and cried with the pain and
despair, he’d cleaned up after him when he had been sick, he’d cleaned Iolaus’
wounds. He’d fed Iolaus when he had been too weak and in pain to feed himself. How
could Iolaus turn against him now? How could he turn away from such kindness? He
didn’t know, but somewhere deep inside him, the anger that had been husbanded for
so long flared, and it was aimed at Ffloyd. Not Orrant, not Hercules, not even himself.
Ffloyd. A part of Iolaus, hidden deep inside his soul, protected by his mind from all
the torture he had suffered, told him that the figure in the shadows, watching,
enjoying, was Ffloyd. It wasn’t Orrant, it was Ffloyd.
It was a long night, Hercules and Iolaus lay in their beds awake, both torturing
themselves with their thoughts. Hercules couldn’t help trying to imagine what must
have happened to his friend whilst he had been gone, he couldn’t stop blaming
himself for what had happened. He should have listened to his dreams, he should not
have gone against his heart. The demigod hoped that it was not too late now, that he
could still save Iolaus.
Niobe tossed and turned in her bed, dreaming of dungeons and Ffloyd’s face smiling
over the abused body of his victim. Her mind put Iolaus’ face on that body, and her
heart broke for him. But she felt fear for her son too, if Ffloyd could be so evil in his
plans, what fate did he have in store for her beloved Orrant?
In a nearby room the King slept, but he was not quiet in his dreams either. He dreamt
of Orrant, his son and heir, and of Ffloyd’s words. Ffloyd whom he had trusted and
leaned on for so long, telling him with regret that he felt Orrant was a danger to his
father now, he had shown signs of instability. Running off with Hercules for no good
reason, for instance. And then his dream turned to what had happened in the sitting
room earlier, something had been going on there, something he hadn’t been a part of.
He didn’t like being left out of the loop. He was the King, he should know everything.
Orrant sat by the window of his room looking up at the stars. Wondering how he
would convince Hercules of the danger, how he could show his father that he was true
to him. Wondering what it was that Ffloyd had planned. Why had he taken so much
trouble to torture Iolaus, and what did he have in store for them all now?
There were two people who slept well in the Castle. Laying beside Iolaus, Tatiana
still smiled sweetly. In her dreams she was watching as they tortured Iolaus, watching
them humiliate him and cause him so much pain that he screamed. The sound making
her smile widen for a moment. In another part of the castle Ffloyd slept a dreamless
sleep. He never had dreams. He was pleased with progress and wanted to be fresh for
tomorrow, when all his careful planning would bear fruit. He would miss Iolaus, his
diminutive captive had proved entertaining.
At first Ffloyd had been a little worried that his choice was wrong, that the small man
would not be strong enough to withstand the torture. He had been very pleased with
him, though. And bore Iolaus no ill will. The King’s Advisor had a great deal of
respect for the hunter, and the way he had coped with his trials. His admiration had
grown over the weeks as the hunter had kept resisting, kept fighting. Even now there
was still a spark left, which made tomorrow all the more interesting, had the torture
and kindness worked, did Iolaus really belong to Ffloyd? His subconscious mind
decided in his dreamless sleep that he would have to remove Tatiana from the scene
Ffloyd would go back on his word to her to let her have Iolaus when this was finished.
Iolaus deserved to die a quick death tomorrow, it was his right after all he had been
put through. And Ffloyd could not be sure that Iolaus would not talk eventually and
give him away.
At last dawn showed itself, slowly bringing light to the day. And with it the castle
began to awaken. Orrant dressed intending to make his way toward Hercules’ guest
room. He dreaded this task, but it had to be accomplished, and quickly. But Hercules
was already up and about, he was on his way to find Iolaus.
Iolaus had risen before the dawn, unable to bear to share the same bed as Tatiana for
a moment longer. He was sitting in the Queen’s private gardens, staring unseeing at
the fountain and the faded autumnal flowers.
Hercules had to pass the entrance to the gardens to find the rooms Iolaus was
supposed to be staying in, and he glanced into them as he walked by. The still form of
Iolaus sitting beside the water caught his eye, and stopped him in his tracks. Taking a
deep breath he approached his friend, not quite knowing what he would say to him.
He sat beside Iolaus quietly, not saying anything. And they remained like that, sitting
silently, for some time. Both of them caught in their thoughts, both unsure of how to
break the silence.
"
How are you? How are you really Iolaus?"
Hercules voice was soft in the stillness.
Iolaus answer was so quiet Hercules could hardly hear him, "
I....I’m ... Oh, Hercules!
I’ve been better!"
He grinned with something of the old Iolaus still present. Hercules
patted his friends back with his large hand in a friendly gesture. Iolaus pulled back,
pain in his eyes.
Hercules studied his friends face for several moments, "
Iolaus. Do you trust me?"
Iolaus shuddered as he finally returned the demigods steady gaze. Quietly he
breathed, "
Yes."
"
Will you take off your vest for me? Please Iolaus, for me?"
Iolaus face was stricken. Hercules was asking too much of their friendship. But he
didn’t know why he should think that, Hercules had every right to know...everything.
Slowly, avoiding his companions eyes he shrugged the familiar purple vest off of his
shoulders. He let it slip to the ground. Hearing the gasped intake of breath behind
him, Iolaus let his shoulders fall, he was beaten. Finally. They could do what they
liked to him, he had no fight left.
Hercules tentatively put out a hand, it hovered over Iolaus’ shoulder. The sight he
beheld horrified him too much, he couldn’t move, couldn’t speak. Iolaus’ whole back
was covered with angry red marks, scabs healing over broken skin, it painted a picture
of pain and torment. And Hercules didn’t know what to say or do. He had let his best
friend down, he hadn’t been there for him. What could he do now?
"
Who did this to you?"
Hercules’ voice was full of the shock and anger.
Iolaus cringed away from the angry question, trembling he kept his head lowered, he
couldn’t speak. Hercules looked at him with horror in his heart, who could have
reduced Iolaus to this? It couldn’t have been Tatiana, not alone. So who? And then he
remembered the way Ffloyd had been hovering around Iolaus ever since his return. He
remembered the way Ffloyd had manipulated the demigod into leaving on a wild
goose chase over the whole of the kingdom. He spoke in a whisper,
"
Ffloyd?"
Iolaus sobbed, a heartbreaking sound, and for the moment the anger drained out of
Hercules. All he could feel was love for his best friend. All he could think of was how
he could help him now. Ffloyd could wait. Finally Hercules laid his hand gently on
Iolaus’ shoulder and quietly he said,
"
I’m sorry Iolaus. I’m so sorry."
Iolaus couldn’t answer, he could hardly breathe. Hercules hadn’t abandoned him,
Hercules had been tricked, just as he had been. And now? Now, they had each other
again. No matter what else, he had his family close by him. Iolaus felt the tears
threaten. He didn’t want Hercules to see them, so he stood, and, unsteadily, walked
further into the garden, his vest abandoned on the path, Hercules bent to pick it up.
Holding the purple leather by the shoulder he noticed the new stitch work, he noticed
how the shoulders had been mended, new seams stitched into them. Clutching the
material tight in his large fist for a moment and then letting it drop Hercules followed
Iolaus. His eyes full, he had difficulty in seeing the path clearly. The demigods heart
was breaking for his brother, for the family he held most dear. What could he do?
How could he help?
**********
Niobe was waiting for her son outside his door. When he opened it, and was
confronted with her waiting patiently in the corridor, he was taken aback for a
moment and then smiled,
"
Mother! You and I are too alike!"
They laughed briefly and, walking close to each
other for comfort, started for Hercules’ room. On the way there they had to pass the
Queen’s private gardens, Niobe looked into them wistfully, and stopped dead in her
tracks. "
Mother! What is it? Why did you stop?"
Orrant had almost mown his mother down in his haste to see Hercules and to get
things moving. She stared at something lying on the pathway in her secret sanctum. It
was a purple vest. It belonged to Iolaus. The two companions, mother and son,
moved as one into the garden. Protected in its depths from the outside world, Niobe
had always treasured the sanctuary, needing the peace it brought her. Orrant scooped
up the vest in his hand as they passed, and moved deeper into the natural sanctuary.
Ahead of them was an answer, ahead of them was Iolaus.
********
Hercules finally caught up to his friend, they were in a central part of the garden, open
to the sky it was full of rose bushes and other scented plants. Iolaus sat on a bench, his
head lowered, avoiding contact with Hercules’ eyes. Hercules sat close to his friend
not sure how to continue, what to say.
"
Iolaus? Look, Iolaus. I don’t know what he did to you. I’m not sure I want to know.
But...I care for you. You’re my best friend, I need you. Please..."
Iolaus head still lowered to his chest, his body shivering with the moment, he
struggled to speak, struggled to overcome the fear that was attacking him.
"
Herc... I’m sorry!"
Hercules straightened in shock. Iolaus had nothing to be sorry for. "
Iolaus! What are
you talking about? You don’t have to say that!"
He grabbed hold of Iolaus’ closest
arm, "
I should be the one that’s sorry Iolaus! Not you!"
Iolaus didn’t flinch from the touch, he had reconciled himself to it. He had fought a
hard fight and now he was lost. They could do their worst, it was of no matter to him
anymore. Hercules sensed the acquiescence and removed his hand. "
Gods Iolaus,
what did they do to you?"
Before Iolaus could respond, Niobe and Orrant entered the quiet glade. They took in
the scene, Hercules beside Iolaus, his body bent with confusion and pain. And Iolaus,
sitting compliant, his torso covered in the scars of his earlier nightmares. Nightmares
in which he had no chance of winning. Neither of the Ossianian royals knew what to
do, how to react, so both of them stood in place. Horror on their faces and in their
hearts. Finally Niobe broke the tableau, she moved toward Iolaus, kneeling on the
grass in front of him she held out her arms and wrapped him in their silent embrace.
At first his body was cold, compliant but not ‘there’. Then as she hugged him tight,
her arms encircling his abused body, he responded. A distant remembered dream of
kindness, of love, pushing at him, dragging him to the edge.
For the moment, the danger of Ffloyd and the reality of the outside world was
forgotten. All that mattered was the pain. The pain Iolaus held in his heart, and the
pain his companions felt at their helplessness. Iolaus slowly relaxed into Niobe’s
embrace, a mother’s comforting arms protecting her son. His body began to shake,
wracked with sobs from deep within. Hercules and Orrant helpless to do anything but
stand by and watch.
Slowly the sobs eased, slowly Iolaus became calm, and Niobe raised her head, tears
standing in her eyes. "
Whatever the reason, whatever the cause, Ffloyd must be made
to pay for this!"
Hercules couldn’t agree more, he had stood by helpless while the Queen comforted
his brother. His heart torn by what he saw, whoever was responsible would pay, there
was no doubt of that.
Orrant was of the same mind, but his thoughts were clearer, they had to have details,
they had to have the facts. They would help in their battle, having the facts, that was
always the final blow. The best secret weapon. He moved closer to his mother and
Iolaus, who was now holding on to the Queen tightly, not wanting to let her maternal
safety go.
"
Iolaus? I know this is difficult. But we need to know what they did to you. We need
to know what they have planned."
Iolaus cringed away from the words, but Niobe and Hercules were both making
supportive noises. Deep inside he knew that it was true, they needed to know who
they were up against. But his mind railed at exposing his weakness, at letting his
friends know how stupid he’d been. He raised his head slowly from the comfort of
Niobe’s breast. He could not remain there forever, he would have to return to Tatiana.
A shiver running through him, Iolaus took a deep breath, looking to Hercules for
support. He found it in the calm gaze of his friend’s eyes, and began to speak.
"
I fell into their trap. It was easy for them, a dancing girl, a picnic by the river, and
they had me."
Iolaus voice was full of bitterness as he spoke, "
I fought, but it was no
good. I wasn’t strong enough. They took me to the dungeons."
For a long moment Iolaus didn’t speak, his head hung low he closed his eyes, how
could he tell Hercules this? How could he bear to lose his friend over this betrayal.
But he had to, not telling the truth was a bigger betrayal. So Iolaus took a deep breath,
his naked skin shivering in the cold of the autumnal morning, and he continued.
Telling Hercules what had happened to him was hard for Iolaus. He felt that he had
let the demigod down, he had given in to the torture and had been willing to believe
that Hercules would turn away from him. At times he had to stop speaking, unable to
find words to describe what had happened, other times Hercules or Niobe had to
gently ask him to speak up, his voice lost on the breeze. Finally he took a deep breath
and looked up into Hercules’ eyes.
"
Ffloyd wants me to kill Orrant. He says that the Prince is responsible for what they
did to me. He...he said... if I killed Orrant you’d see that you were wrong."
Iolaus
lowered his head and sat, shoulders slumped, waiting.
The three companions had listened to Iolaus’ tale with horror in their hearts. Hercules
felt cold, so cold. He could not understand how a man could go to such evil lengths to
keep the ear of the King. And what had it done to Iolaus? He seemed beaten, his spirit
gone. The demigod placed an arm around Iolaus’ shoulder. He squeezed gently, again
frightened by the lack of response in his friend.
"
So what do we do now, Hercules?"
Orrant spoke quietly.
Hercules shook himself free of the shock that was seeping into him. He needed to be
alert now more than ever, for Iolaus. There were payments to be demanded, but first
they had to make sure Iolaus and Orrant were safe. Hercules kept his arm protectively
around Iolaus, taking comfort from his presence.
"
What were you supposed to do today Iolaus?"
"
Go to the main square with Tatiana, watch the speeches. I should go now, I’ll be
late."
The hunter made no move to get up or raise his head, the division of what he knew
and what he felt was filling his head with noise. All he could think of was that he
must return to Tatiana, but he knew that he was safe now, with Hercules. Hercules
wouldn’t let anyone hurt him. Ffloyd pulled at him though, Ffloyd whispered to him,
Orrant hurt you, Orrant must pay. Iolaus didn’t believe these words, but he still felt
their power over him. He still wanted to obey.
"
No!"
Hercules almost shouted his surprise, then with a warning glance from Niobe
he continued more quietly, "
No, Iolaus. You don’t need to go back to her now. You
don’t ever have to go back to her, or to Ffloyd. I won’t let them hurt you anymore. I
won’t let them touch you."
His hand unconsciously massaging Iolaus’ shoulder in an effort to comfort both men,
Hercules wondered if he would ever see his old friend again, or if perhaps Ffloyd had
killed the best part of him in that dungeon. The son of Zeus vowed on his fathers
name to make that man pay for what he had done.
The sun was rising higher now and its warmth was beginning to reach the garden, but
the four people didn’t notice. Orrant abruptly stood and began pacing, his thoughts
were confused, flying around in his head, he couldn’t think clearly,
"
What are we going to do? We can’t just barge in on Ffloyd and, and ....We have to be
careful, my father still trusts him. If we just blunder our way through this, he’ll take
Ffloyds’ side."
Niobe nodded her agreement, her husband loved his family, but he took his royal
responsibilities very seriously. If he thought anyone was acting against the Crown,
even his family, he would take immediate action.
"
Lemnos is a proud man, he has trusted his advisor for many years, he will not easily
be persuaded that Ffloyd was responsible for this."
She gestured towards Iolaus, who
remained slumped on the stone bench.
Hercules looked fondly down at the tousled blond head, he wanted to break heads and
rip bodies asunder, but his companions were right. That would solve nothing if it
meant Lemnos ended up executing them, and it wouldn’t restore Iolaus to him.
Perhaps nothing could, but Hercules would not allow himself to think like that. He
put all feeling to one side to deal with later when there was time. He would deal with
bringing Iolaus back to health, he would deal with his own pain, but not now. Now he
had to save a Kingdom.
"
Which of you is the King most likely to listen to?"
Niobe and her son exchanged glances,
"
Perhaps both of us together could persuade him."
Niobe frowned with concern, she
wasn’t convinced.
"
He might believe you Hercules. Especially if you were with Iolaus, he’d have to
believe Iolaus!"
Orrant was still pacing.
Hercules shook his head, "
I don’t want to put Iolaus through all that."
"
But what’s the alternative? Gods Hercules, if you don’t put him through that, you
could end up sending him back to the dancing girl. Won’t that be worse?"
Orrant
stopped his pacing and stood over the demigod angrily.
Hercules looked up at him calmly. "
I will do what has to be done, Orrant. It’s your
Kingdom that’s at stake here, as well as your life, and Iolaus’ life. I know what it is I
may be asking of Iolaus,"
his voice caught slightly, but he pushed the emotion that
was threatening to overwhelm him brutally aside.
"
Niobe, can you get the King to come here? I don’t think it’s safe for all of us to go
traipsing around the castle. We will all talk to him, and if that doesn’t work, then
we’ll just have to think of something else."
Niobe moved to leave the garden and summon her husband there, as she left she
looked back at Hercules for a moment, still sitting with a protective arm around
Iolaus’ shoulder.
"
Don’t ask too much of him, Hercules."
************
The King was not happy at being disturbed. He hated speech making, and the drivel
his speech writers had brought to him this morning was something he would not
present, under even the most dire of circumstances. He had a lot of work to do,
whoever dared to interrupt, did so with a great deal of trepidation. But when he heard
that it was his wife and son he decided not to behead the messenger, instead he chose
to take a break from his work and strolled to the Queen’s private gardens.
Normally Lemnos wasn’t allowed to enter so, his curiosity piqued, the King made his
way to the gardens. He was glad that he had gifted the large courtyard to his wife, he
had always known how she loved roses, and had thought, as a newly married, newly
crowned King, that a rose garden within the walls of her new home would be the
perfect gift. He was right, Niobe had adored her present, and had spent many hours
there over the years, enjoying the escape from the stresses and strains of everyday
court life, and from her often irritable husband. Lemnos allowed himself a smile as he
came to the garden as always marvelling at the size and magic of the place, and went
to find his family.
The King wasn’t surprised to see Hercules and Iolaus with his family. He wasn’t
surprised, but he was a little angry. They had been keeping things from him, they had
been meeting behind his back, he was King, they shouldn’t do that. Ffloyd would
never do that, his loyalty was complete. Lemnos narrowed his eyes slightly as he
approached the four people. Orrant still paced nervously, Hercules sat close to Iolaus
but stood as soon as he saw Lemnos approach. Niobe stood too, in respect of her
husband. Only Iolaus remained where he was, head down, hands clasped tightly
between his knees. Lemnos frowned at this lack of respect, it wasn’t like Iolaus. He
could be cheeky, but not even to acknowledge the King, that was very strange.
"
What is the meaning of dragging me down here now? You know how busy I am
Niobe."
Lemnos hadn’t meant to sound so angry, but he felt betrayed by his wife and
his son, betrayed and hurt.
Niobe ducked her head, this wasn’t starting well. Hercules stepped forward and spoke
quietly,
"
Forgive me your majesty. It was my fault. There is a matter of some delicacy we
needed to discuss with you urgently."
Hercules glanced at the still form of Iolaus, and then back at the King who was still
frowning, but said nothing.
"
We believe that there is a plot against your son, majesty. Evidence has only come to
light this morning and we wanted you to be informed immediately.
"
What kind of evidence?"
Lemnos was curious, but he still felt anger.
Hercules guided Iolaus to his feet, and stood beside him. Iolaus kept his head
lowered.
"
You know Iolaus. You know him to be a true, honest, brave man."
The King nodded, he had always had a soft spot for the little man with the big heart.
Iolaus had been a good friend to his son and to their kingdom, as had Hercules. He
looked hard at the blond. He stood in a slump, shoulders rounded, head hanging. He
still held his hands tightly together in front of him, and Lemnos thought that his
purple vest looked even more threadbare than it had before.
He spoke gently to the man standing in front of him recognising the pain he was
bearing.
"
What happened to you Iolaus? What evidence do you have that my son is in danger?"
Iolaus slowly raised his head, he glanced to Hercules for support and then found the
King’s clear dark eyes.
"
I am supposed to kill Orrant later today. When the speeches are ending. I’m
supposed to...to...stab him."
Iolaus wrapped his arms around himself, pulling his vest closer. He couldn’t
remember when he’d put it back on, but he was thankful for the small measure of
comfort it brought him.
"
Why would you want to kill my son?! Who would want such thing?!"
Iolaus’ eyes darted between all his companions, looking for an escape, not knowing
how to answer the question. Finally they rested on the calm steady gaze of his friend
and he knew what he had to do.
"
I don’t want to kill Orrant, but....he told me..."
Iolaus took a deep shuddering breath, this was so hard, but it had to be done.
"
He said that Hercules had abandoned me for Orrant, he told me that all the torture,
all the pain came from Orrant. He tried to make me believe, but I don’t. I don’t!"
Hercules knew that his friend was desperately trying to believe his own words, the
demigod knew that in his heart Iolaus knew the truth, but his mind was confused. It
would pay to watch Iolaus carefully, ensure that the confusion didn’t lead to anything
they would all regret.
Iolaus looked into Lemnos’ face, searching for something there, not finding it he
continued.
"
I wasn’t sick, I was in your dungeons."
Quickly, he shrugged the leather vest off his shoulders again, and turned his back on
the King. Hearing the horrified gasp he turned again, pulling the vest back on.
"
You see part of it your majesty. Only part. You don’t speak, you don’t ask the
question. Can you guess the answer, maybe you don’t want to hear it? It was Ffloyd
that did this to me. It was your Royal Advisor!"
Iolaus turned away, tears in his eyes, and blundered down the path further into the
gardens. Nobody made a move to follow, nobody moved at all for a long moment.
The King began to walk away from the group, he was almost out of sight before he
turned to face them.
"
I have heard Iolaus’ words. I know him to be an honourable man, but he is confused,
he doesn’t know what to believe. I don’t think that I can believe this of Ffloyd on
only his word. Orrant, you are my son, once I trusted you, now I don’t know what to
think."
Without any further words the King left the gardens, his son and wife standing
watching him, unsure what to do now. Orrant was horrified, his beloved father no
longer felt he could trust his son, couldn’t trust his own wife. King Lemnos would
rather trust the Kings Advisor than the word of Iolaus and Hercules, he shuddered,
suddenly feeling very cold.
Hercules was torn between going after the King to try and make him see the truth, and
going after Iolaus. In the end he did neither, the King was not going to listen to him
now, his head had been filled too full of Ffloyd’s words, and Iolaus needed some time
alone. It was hard to leave him, it made Hercules feel helpless, but he had to keep
focused on the current situation, everything else would have to wait. The demigod
guided the two royals to the bench, where they all sat.
"
Look after Iolaus for me. Please."
Niobe nodded her head, "
But where will you be?"
"
I’m going to see Tatiana and Ffloyd."
"
Please be careful, Hercules. They are both very dangerous, don’t let your guard
down."
Hercules thought of Iolaus, and the way he had sat, resigned to his fate, "
I know,
Niobe. I will be careful."
***********
Lemnos strode down the long corridors of his castle angrily. The more he thought
about what had just happened the angrier he got. How could his son do this to him?
How could he use Iolaus so cruelly? The King could hardly believe it of the Orrant he
remembered, but as Ffloyd had said, war changes a man.
His breath ragged the King finally reached Ffloyd’s chambers and knocked on the
doors, "
Ffloyd! Let me in! Now!"
The doors opened and Lemnos slipped inside. He was amazed as always by the room
he had entered. Its decor was unusual to say the least, everything was red, a deep
blood red. The wall hangings were draped extravagantly in great swathes, and there
were intricately carved totems scattered about the room. In the gloom he couldn’t
make out their design. The shutters were closed and the only light came from several
flickering candles. Lemnos shivered, he didn’t understand how Ffloyd could like to
live in this.
Ffloyd was standing by his desk, a huge slab of oak, carved with the intricate designs
of intertwined snakes and dragons. Ffloyd always managed to put Lemnos at his ease
when he was with him, it was as if his mere presence was enough to right all the
wrongs in the kingdom.
"
What ever is wrong your majesty?"
Lemnos relaxed into a chair and told Ffloyd of his meeting in the Queen’s Gardens.
His advisor listened to the King, nodding and making sympathetic noises. When
Lemnos had finished he sat and thought for several moments,
"
I was afraid of something like this your majesty, we will have to discuss what is to
be done. But first, is your speech ready? The Anniversary speech is an important one,
you must be seen to be the strong and good King of Ossian, your people must not
know of this upset. Not yet, not until we are sure."
The King had completely forgotten the speech he was supposed to make in just a few
hours. He regretted for the first time beginning the tradition of speaking to his people
on the anniversary of his coming to the throne, thirty four years ago now. The public
loved him for it, and he had always prided himself on keeping a finger on the pulse of
his kingdom. With his speech he clarified all his hopes for the next year and
underlined what had been achieved in the last, he made everyone feel a part of the
process. It was important to Lemnos but suddenly, today, it didn’t seem to matter very
much. He sighed and shook his head,
"
The speech isn’t ready, it needs so much work. But should I really be making a
speech about the successes of Ossian when my own son could be turning traitor?"
"
Yes! It’s very important that there is continuity, it’s important that Orrant cannot
show you to be weak in any way. If you do not make your speech, do you think he’ll
refrain from his? No, and what will he say? No. You must make the speech as normal,
after that we shall talk."
"
But, Ffloyd! They accused you! They said it was you that did those dreadful things to
Iolaus!"
Ffloyd sighed, "
I know, I know. There’s something I need to tell you about your son, I
just don’t want to do it now, not just before the speeches. Look; Iolaus is a good man
isn’t he?"
The King nodded silently.
"
Yes. Well, why would I want to torture such a man? What would I gain from hurting
a friend of this Kingdom, and what kind of fool would I have to be to torture the best
friend of Hercules? You see, Lemnos? You understand? They are twisting his mind
into believing this. The poor man, he probably doesn’t know what to believe, but he’ll
follow Hercules to the ends of the earth. He’ll believe anything he says."
"
Surely, you’re not saying that Hercules was involved!"
"
No. No, of course not, but he could just as easily have been duped by Orrant, he’s
managed to do it to you. After all neither of you would want to believe such a thing of
the Prince, would you?"
The King shook his head, his thoughts whirling. It was so plausible. Orrant had been
away at war so long, he could have changed. And Ffloyd did get to hear and see things
that the King never would,
"
This is all so difficult to take in. We’ll talk properly later, after the speeches."
Ffloyd nodded his agreement, "
Yes. I’ll tell you everything then. Don’t worry
Lemnos, you know that you will do what is best for your kingdom. Everything will be
all right."
Ffloyd smiled at his companion and the King went to find his speech writers, and see
if they had come up with anything satisfactory, he felt much better, cheerful almost.
Ffloyd would have a plan, everything would turn out for the best. Deep in his heart he
was sure that it was all a misunderstanding, Ffloyd could not possibly have tortured
Iolaus, but neither could his son, there must be another explanation.
**********
Iolaus ran blindly through the paths of the garden, stray branches of rose bushes that
had not yet been pruned scratched his arms. He did not notice, his mind was full of
noise, nothing made sense, everywhere was pain. All he wanted was to curl up
somewhere and sleep, sleep quietly, without dreaming. But the noise would not leave
him, the confusion raged on. And all the time Tatiana was there, her eyes watching
him, her voice calling him, they should be together now. But he didn’t want to go
back to her, he never wanted to go back to her. Iolaus kept running, the tears in his
eyes turning the world into crystal reflections, he tripped over a lavender bush and fell
sprawling to the ground.
Iolaus lay on the cool grass for a long time, not moving, not wanting to move. But the
noise wouldn’t go away, it buzzed and shouted its way around his head, he was so
tired. He thought of Ffloyd, he thought of his kind touch, soothing away the pain and
the fear. How could he let Ffloyd down? After everything he had done for Iolaus, after
all they had been through. And then he thought of Tatiana, she could make the noise
go away, Hercules couldn’t, but she’d be able to. He knew she would. Iolaus carefully
got to his feet and looked around him, Hercules would probably send someone after
him, they mustn’t stop him from going to her. The hunter turned and moved silently
into the flowers, pushing himself between the roses and larger bushes, this part of the
garden was little used and had the air of a forgotten place. Behind these bushes were
the walls of the castle, perhaps there was some way to get back in.
************
Orrant and Niobe couldn’t find Iolaus. They had looked everywhere in the gardens,
they had even asked the Royal guard to help. He wasn’t there, and they had no idea
where he could be.
"
I don’t believe this! Hercules is going to kill me! We can’t have lost Iolaus, we just
can’t have."
As Orrant was frantically pacing a guard came up to the Prince and Queen who were
now back at the entrance to the gardens.
"
Excuse me highnesses, but it is almost time for the speeches to begin. The King
requests your immediate presence at the castle steps."
He respectfully bowed and
backed from the garden.
Orrant and his mother exchanged a glance, they would have to comply. Where was
Hercules though? And what had happened to Iolaus?
********
After leaving the garden Hercules had intended to find Ffloyd, but as he strode toward
the Royal Advisors quarters, he saw Tatiana, walking ahead of him. She was wearing
her blue dancing dress, but the troupe was long gone from the castle with no
explanation of why she had not followed.
Hercules hailed the woman, and she turned to wait for him, her violet eyes large in
her face.
"
Hello, Hercules. What a beautiful morning it is. I was just looking for Iolaus, he left
so early, have you seen him?"
Hercules found it hard to resist the sweet smile and innocent looking eyes, he could
understand how Iolaus had fallen under her spell. If the demigod didn’t know what
lay behind the sweetness he would have found her difficult to resist himself.
"
No. No, I haven’t seen him. Sorry."
Tatiana shrugged, "
Never mind then. Why don’t we go for a little walk? Shall we go
up to the roof , the view is magnificent?"
Hercules nodded and followed as the dancing girl led the way. He watched her back
as she moved, trying to understand her. Trying to understand what was really going
on. He still felt as if he didn’t know everything, he still felt as if he were ignoring
something important, and if he couldn’t see it, what then? What would that mean for
Orrant and Ossian, and for Iolaus? Hercules felt a stabbing pain every time he thought
of his friend, and he narrowed his eyes as he watched Tatiana. She had hurt Iolaus,
she had changed him, and she would pay.
Tatiana had been right, the view from the roof of the castle was breathtaking. It was
late morning now, and the clear blue autumnal skies spread out over the patchwork of
farms and woodland that was Ossian. Hercules looked out over the parapets for a long
time in silence, drinking in the clear golden air, finding peace in the pastoral view.
Finally he turned to Tatiana,
"
What have you done to him? What kind of hold do you think you have?"
Tatiana laughed, "
What do you mean Hercules? I have done nothing to him. I’ve just
been there for him when he needed someone the most."
Hercules felt the barb of the comment, it dug deep into his heart. He knew that he had
let his best friend down, but he would make up for that now.
"
And that’s all? You know nothing about the torture? I find that hard to believe, after
all the ‘intimate’ moments you’ve shared."
Tatiana raised one dark eyebrow, "
Torture? What do you know of that? Unless, of
course you have seen Iolaus this morning. Ahh, how sweet, he came running to his
old buddy Hercules. Did he tell you everything then? Did he tell you what an evil
woman I am? Did he tell you how I held his naked body while it was wracked with
pain, how I quieted him when he cried out for you and you didn’t answer? Did he tell
you how he turned to me for comfort, how he needs me now?"
Hercules stared at Tatiana horrified at the sight of her true character finally showing
through. There was no innocence in those eyes now, no compassion. The violet held
only lust and cruel pleasure at the pain she was causing. Tatiana saw the demigods
shock and giggled,
"
Oh, you poor dear, Hercules. In a moment you’re going to want to throw me off of
this parapet aren’t you baby. But you won’t. You won’t do anything, you daren’t, do
you."
Still giggling Tatiana turned and left Hercules standing on the castle roof. He didn’t
move, felt as if he couldn’t move. Was it true, had Iolaus finally turned to Tatiana
because she had been there? And Hercules hadn’t, he’d been off running fools
errands, playing Ffloyds game and losing. She had been right, he couldn’t touch her
now. Ffloyd still had the King’s ear, Hercules didn’t want the whole of the Royal
Guard after him, it would leave Ffloyd free to do whatever he wished. This time
Hercules knew that his strength would not get them out. He couldn’t defeat this evil
by brute force, it had taken the ear of a good King and bent him to its will, using his
weaknesses and fears as its tools. He couldn’t risk destroying the King, it would throw
the kingdom into confusion and war.
Hercules would have to see Ffloyd with all artifice and pretence gone, he needed to
know exactly what it was he was fighting. He would have to resist the urge to tear the
man limb from limb, to throttle the life out of him. That satisfaction would have to
wait until Iolaus was safe. Hercules smiled a narrow hard smile, so unlike his usual
grin that his friends would have been very frightened by it, very frightened indeed.
The pleasure he would get from killing Ffloyd was something the demigod could look
forward to, it would not make up for what had happened to his friend, but it was a
place to start.
**********
Iolaus had found an old forgotten door hidden behind the green wall of overgrown
brambles. Not feeling the thorns as they drew blood from his hands, he pulled them
away from the faint outline he had spotted. The door must have been hidden for the
last thirty years and it would not open easily, but the hinges and lock were rusty and
finally they gave enough to allow Iolaus to slip through. He ran down the corridors to
Tatiana, his only thought to find her so that she could stop the noise in his head. The
corridors he found himself in were little used and he met no one as he ran.
He found Tatiana in their room, she was sitting on the rumpled bed, waiting for his
return.
"
I was worried about you Iolaus, I even went looking for you. But I knew you’d come
back to me. Here, come here my sweet."
Iolaus fell to his knees at Tatiana’s feet, sobbing,
"
Please make the noise go away! Please make it stop! I don’t understand anything
anymore. What should I do?"
Tatiana smiled down at Iolaus, this was proving to be such fun. Ffloyd had been right,
the little man was a lot more entertaining that she’d expected, a lot more entertaining.
"
It’s all right Iolaus, everything’s all right now. Shhh."
She stroked his head soothingly and slowly the hunter calmed until he was sitting
quietly at her feet. The image of a dog sitting by its mistress flickered into Iolaus’
mind briefly, but there was so much in his mind and so little made any sense to him.
He gave himself up to Tatiana, he would let her decide what was to happen, he
wouldn’t try to think anymore, it hurt too much, it was too difficult.
They sat there for some time, Tatiana enjoying this new humiliation in the long list of
humiliations for the little blond, and he was too lost to even know it. Delicious, she
was so looking forward to having him to herself to play with when all this was over.
Tatiana wasn’t really bothered about Ffloyd’s master plan. He wanted to get rid of
Orrant and seal his influence on the King, Tatiana just wanted to have fun.
Ffloyd had approached her soon after the dancers had arrived at Ossian, with an offer
of a partnership He had told her that he was trying to consolidate his position as the
Royal Advisor and he would be using the friend of Hercules that travelled with the
demigod. She was to be the bait. She was flattered, her reputation had obviously
preceded her. This group like the last one, were toying with the idea of letting her go,
she was a wonderful dancer, but she was too much trouble.
So, the timing had been perfect, and when Ffloyd had given her the nod that yes the
cute little man in the purple vest was Iolaus, she had been very pleased. He had
exceeded all her expectations, with his beautiful body and talent for passion, and most
of all with his stamina. He had survived all the torture that either Ffloyd or Tatiana
could throw at him, and he had screamed so beautifully. The woman sitting on the
bed shivered at the thought of hearing Iolaus scream, she so wanted to hear the sound
of his agony again, and she intended to before the day was out.
"
Now then Iolaus, you want to know what you should do?"
Iolaus nodded, his heart full, but he could not see into it anymore, he did not know his
own mind, or his own heart. He only knew that his body was happy to be here. It was
calm and not feeling any pain for the first time today, he followed its lead, and it led
him to Tatiana.
"
We must follow the plan. The speeches will be made later on the castle steps, the
King first and then Orrant, in honour of his return. There will be a large crowd, it’ll
be easy for you to sneak up to them. When Orrant begins his speech you must kill
him. Kill him Iolaus! With this."
She handed him a dagger, the handle with a snake curled around it, its blade long and
sharp. Iolaus took it silently, sliding it carefully into his waistband at the small of his
back. They looked into each others eyes for a long moment, she knew that he would
do her bidding, he knew that he would do her bidding, but he didn’t know why.
"
Now then, sweet Iolaus, we have a little time. What shall we do with ourselves I
wonder?"
The tinkling giggle made Iolaus shudder even as he cupped her face in his
hands and leaned forward to kiss her.
************
Ffloyd was just leaving his rooms as Hercules came round the corner, he looked at the
demigod with a quizzical smile on his face.
"
Hercules! Is there something I can help you with?"
Hercules resisted the urge to punch Ffloyd into the next millennium, "
Yes, Ffloyd.
There is. I think we should talk privately."
Ffloyd smiled, oh how beautifully things were coming together, "
Yes? Well I suppose
I can spare a moment, but the speeches will be starting soon, and there is much to
prepare."
Ffloyd opened the doors to his room and gestured for Hercules to enter. As he entered
the darkened room Hercules felt as if he were entering a great beast. The deep reds of
the walls and ceiling and even the floor reminded him of the Sea Monster that had
swallowed him. There was something very intimidating about this room, something
very threatening.
The Kings Advisor noticed the way Hercules was looking at the decor,
"
Do you approve? I’ve modelled it on the womb, warm and dark and nourishing. I
always feel that nothing can harm me whilst I’m hidden away in here. It’s not to
everyone’s taste of course."
Hercules felt a cold chill in his bones, this room was not the comfort and safety of a
womb, it was the dark and despair of a trap. Anyone who was caught in here would be
lost forever. He struggled to control his thoughts, he had to concentrate on Ffloyd, he
had to know what the man was planning.
"
I had an interesting conversation with Tatiana just now. She seemed very confident."
"
Really? Well she has no reason not to be. She does, after all, seem to have caught the
eye of that diminutive friend of yours. It appears that he would do anything for her."
"
Stop the pretence, Ffloyd. I know what you did to Iolaus, I know what you are
planning. And you won’t get away with it!"
Ffloyd smiled, "
Indeed? A nice speech Hercules, perhaps you should be standing on
the castle steps this afternoon instead of our dear King and his beloved son. Iolaus is a
grown man, surely he can make his own decisions. Nobody is forcing him to stay with
the dancing girl, he could leave her."
"
Perhaps he already has."
"
Perhaps, but I think not. He is a credit to you Hercules. I congratulate you on finding
such a loyal companion. He’s everything a man like you could desire. Steadfast, loyal,
a good warrior, and like a little puppy dog, he’ll always come back for more, won’t
he?"
Hercules frowned, he didn’t like the way this conversation was going, but he didn’t
seem to have any control over it. This man’s personality was so strong, that even
Hercules felt its power, even he began to feel persuaded by the soft words.
"
I don’t know what you mean."
"
I think that you do Hercules, son of Zeus. The little man has a big heart doesn’t he?
He suffers for you, doesn’t he? He suffers and you pat him on the head like the good
little puppy dog that he is. He runs in circles chasing his tail, and you laugh, it makes
him happy. And you’re used to his being around, wouldn’t be the same without him
would it Hercules? Where would all the laughs come from then? Who would be able
to take the wrath of your family for you, if he wasn’t there? Orrant perhaps, have you
been grooming him for the role?"
Hercules found himself to be speechless. He could think of nothing to say, he knew
that what Ffloyd said was a lie, he didn’t feel that way. Iolaus wasn’t his puppy dog,
he was his brother, his equal. But he could say nothing to stop the words coming from
behind the thin lips opposite him. Thin lips, sharp teeth, Hercules had been invited
into the vipers den and now he could not escape. And the weapons that had him so
helpless, words, simple words. All these years, all the demons and warriors defeated,
always by the mighty muscle of the demigod. Always with his fist or his club or his
sword. And now, all he could do was stand, wishing Iolaus was there to protect him,
Iolaus who could deflect the cruel words with a grin and a throw away comment. But
he wasn’t here and the words flew home, each one a dagger biting into his heart.
Ffloyd could see the results of his work, and exulted in it. He felt the power flowing
through him, this was almost as good as the time he had spent in the dungeons with
the little man. That had been better though, he’d had more time to savour it, to make
the work complete. Here he was just having a little fun, the main work of the day was
elsewhere, and if he could enjoy keeping Hercules away from it, well all the better.
"
What’s the matter Hercules? No riposte? No quick and biting remark? No, I suppose
you need the wit of Iolaus for that too, don’t you. So, your little pet is very useful to
you, isn’t he. No wonder you keep him such a secret. Let people think that it is you
that’s the hero, taking all the credit for your feats. Whilst Iolaus runs after his tail,
yapping happily. He’s a sweet man that Iolaus, most would never put up with you.
Mayhap your Daddy moulded your sidekick into the loyal fool he is, or maybe you
did."
Ffloyds words turned hard with the accusation, and his eyes of flint sparked with
anger,
"
Away with the pretence, shall we. I’ve spent a lot of time with your friend, I’ve got
to know him very well. I understand his needs, his fears. Do you? Do you really
appreciate what you have there? I don’t believe that you can. Or you would have
fought harder for him, you would have killed me before now. He changed me, you
know Hercules. I’m a hard man. I feel nothing but disdain for humanity, I have lived a
long time in many places, and none of the people I have come across have touched
me like your little buddy. His courage in the face of my cruelty, and believe me
Hercules I am a very, very cruel man. His love for you, his loyal undying belief in you
and your essential goodness, sickened me at first. But then I began to wish he could
feel that way about me. Now there’s a power I’ve never felt.
"
I don’t think you deserve his love, I don’t think so at all. So, when this is over, I will
reward him, he deserves a quick and dignified end, and he will get it. He will be
remembered as a hero who was sent to madness by an evil man. Which is true I
suppose, isn’t it? Only the people of Ossian will be hailing me a hero and Orrant an
evil cruel man.
"
Iolaus will be thought of by every man woman and child in my kingdom as a brave
and true man who died well. I will do that for him, and that is something I have never
done before, and will probably never do again. Don’t think you can bring me to
justice Hercules, you are but a minnow in the sea to me. Go and play with the other
fish."
Ffloyd sat in the chair at his desk and turned his back on the demigod, who stood
unmoving behind him. Hercules could not see the smile on Ffloyd’s face and he
turned and left the room. It was difficult for him to walk, difficult to breathe, and he
didn’t dare think. That frightened him too much. Hercules walked away from Ffloyd
not knowing where he was going, not caring. The speeches were forgotten, the threat
to Ossian unimportant. Iolaus, Iolaus was everything. Was even a word of what Ffloyd
had whispered to him true? Was he so unfeeling, so unseeing? Hercules kept walking
blindly, his breath shuddering through his frame, his eyes full. Walking from the
vipers nest to nowhere, away from the snake to the chasm.
Ffloyd kept the smile on his face, it felt good, it felt really good. Not for a very long
time had he felt so alive, so full of power. And to what did he owe the feeling, to
words, merely words. All others had failed when dealing with the threat of Hercules,
some had known to strike at his heart by hurting Iolaus, but they had not gone far
enough, they had not given voice to Hercules fears. Ffloyd laughed out loud, poor
dear Hercules, so confused now. It hadn’t been difficult, after all there was a lot of
truth in what Ffloyd had said. And he was a little angry at the demigod himself.
Everything he had said about his regard for Iolaus was true, and he did feel that the
little man deserved a better friend. For a moment the Kings Advisor almost regretted
having had to hurt the blond so badly, but his pain would soon be over. He would find
peace later today.
**********
Lemnos looked splendid in his finery, he always wore his best outfit for the
Anniversary speech. Today could be no different. The purple of his robes shone in the
afternoon sun, the gold embroidered flowers and birds sparkling. Straightening his
crown the King looked around again for Ffloyd, he didn’t want to begin without his
Advisor, where had the man got to?
Orrant pulled at his collar, he hated these regal robes, kept for special occasions.
Trimmed with fur the blue robes were beautiful, but the neck was tight and he was
unaccustomed to so much flowing material. He fidgeted with it again, as Niobe tried
to straighten the back of the long robes. It was time to go to the steps at the front of
the castle, they could hear the noise of the gathered crowds who were waiting
expectantly for their King and Prince. Orrant sighed deeply,
"
I wish we could have spoken to Hercules before this starts. Or found Iolaus. What’ll
we do mother?"
Niobe was silent, she was as worried as her son, frightened that Iolaus would try to
kill Orrant. If only he hadn’t disappeared, if only they had kept a closer eye on him.
She smiled up at her son, who looked so handsome in those robes, and shrugged,
"
I am sure that we will know when the time comes, my son. Now, come, the King is
waiting for us."
Niobe and Orrant arrived at the top of the stairway at the same time as Ffloyd, he
moved protectively close to the right side of the King. Orrant took his place at the
Kings left, and Niobe had to step in behind them. Orrant bristled at Ffloyd, he had
without a word taken the Princes rightful position. The son and heir should always be
at his father’s right hand side, the Queen his left, and the Advisor, if he were to attend
at all, should walk two steps behind. Niobe shushed her son with a look, now was not
a good time to make a scene.
The group stepped forward into the sunlight, they stood at the top of the broad long
staircase that led to the main entrance to the castle. The crowd cheered happily, they
were always pleased to see the royals. For the last generation and more there had been
relative peace and prosperity in Ossian, whilst neighbouring kingdoms were
struggling with civil wars and invasions. They had even been strong enough to lend
their support to their neighbours in the border wars, and now they were won and their
Prince safely returned. The people were grateful to their King for the good lives that
they led, and they were loyal to him.
No one on the steps noticed the blond head that moved forward through the people
crowded round the steps. They didn’t notice when he reached the bottom stair and
started edging his way up through the crowds that had begun to encroach on the
staircase. The King had no fear of his people turning on him, they were allowed to get
close. The front line of the crowd had managed to edge within four steps of Lemnos,
beyond that the Royal Guard would not let them go. But it would be close enough for
Iolaus, while the King was speaking his companions stood below him at the edge of
the crowd. When Orrant was announced to speak it would be easy to stab him just as
he stepped forward. Stab him in the back, and melt into the crowd.
Iolaus positioned himself near the front of the crowd, being careful not to let Orrant
or Niobe see him, but ensuring that he would be ready to move when the time came.
He felt for the dagger in the back of his waistband, it was comfortably placed and
secure, all was ready so he settled back to wait.
**********
Hercules was on the roof of the castle looking out over the wide views of fields and
trees, little buildings scattered over the patchwork. He sighed, it was so beautiful, so
peaceful. It was hard to believe that an evil creature like Ffloyd had settled here in
this idyllic place. Hercules mind was full of the words Ffloyd had spoken, they beat
large in his head like eagles wings. Were they true? Had Hercules failed his brother?
And Iolaus, it always came back to Iolaus didn’t it, Ffloyd had said he knew him
better than Hercules did. That couldn’t be true, could it?
He had come to the roof in a daze, not knowing what he was doing. He couldn’t think,
his mind reeling from the beating it had received. Punch drunk from the words Ffloyd
had thrown at him. The demigod felt so alone. How could he fight Ffloyd, he didn’t
know what he was. Was he human, was he demon? Did he have the guidance of a
god, or was he working alone? Hercules thought that he was alone, too greedy for
power to want to answer to any other being, mortal or god. But that didn’t answer the
question, was he human? Hercules didn’t know, there were no clues.
Nobody knew where Ffloyd came from originally, he had arrived suddenly in the city
after supposedly having travelled a great distance. But he never spoke of his past life,
he never said where he had travelled from. His life before had always been a mystery,
even to the King, it had helped his reputation in Ossian. It gave him an air of mystery
and vast knowledge, he was quick to use that to his own advantage.
And when Hercules had asked people, how had Ffloyd, a foreigner, managed to get to
such a powerful position in so short a period of time, no one had known. Nobody had
been able to say how he had been chosen, or why, all they would say was that they
had a wise and noble King to chose such a clever Advisor for himself.
Hercules was torn from his reverie by the sound of screams and shouting. He leaned
over the edge and saw the steps below. The crowd was milling about, unsure of what
to do, and at the top of the staircase he could see small figures, the guard holding on
to an even smaller figure. A familiar figure with the blond head and purple vest,
Iolaus! He was not struggling, just standing held tightly by the guards. The King and
Queen and their son stood nearby looking toward Iolaus.
"
Iolaus!"
Hercules roared,
"
No!"
And he ran to his buddy. He ran with all of his speed and love, and as he ran he
prayed he wasn’t too late, knowing that he was. Knowing that yet again Ffloyd was
two steps ahead, Ffloyd was manipulating them all.
**********
Iolaus had waited patiently through the Kings’ speech, it had been long, and Iolaus
had let the words drone on not listening. He had stood and wondered why he was
here, why he was about to try to kill his old friend in cold blood. He was about to
commit a murder and he didn’t know why. All he knew was that Tatiana and Ffloyd
wanted him to do it, and somehow that was enough.
Lemnos finally ended his speech to a great roar of approval from the crowd, Iolaus
joined them, it wouldn’t do to attract any attention yet. And then as Lemnos turned
toward his son, beckoned him forward to speak, Iolaus reached out, taking the dagger
from its hiding place. He pushed between the people in front of him and toward
Orrant’s back, his body moved to commit murder but his mind screamed in horror
and he shouted a warning.
"
Orrant! No!"
Orrant turned and as he turned he saw Iolaus coming at him with a dagger raised in
his fist. Suddenly Ffloyd was there, grabbing Iolaus, taking the dagger from him,
gently handing him over to the Royal Guard who stood at their prisoners sides, each
holding tightly onto an arm. The people were screaming and shouting, panic had
erupted in the crowd, but Lemnos and his family were too shocked, too shaken to act.
Instead it was Ffloyd who raised his voice so that it could be heard over the
pandemonium, Ffloyd who used the power of words yet again to calm the people.
Slowly quiet returned, and every face looked up expectantly at the Royal Advisor,
now was the moment he had worked so hard for. This was his glory.
"
Everybody! There is nothing to fear now. I regret that this attempt on the Prince’s
life took place today, but I am sorry to say it does not come as a surprise to me."
There was a murmuring in the crowd, surprise and confusion setting their tongues to
work. Ffloyd raised a hand to quiet them and to his own amusement it worked, a
silence fell on the city square as all waited for his next words.
"
I was aware that a terrible crime was being committed in this city, but I did not act.
For that I will be eternally sorry, and you will have to judge me as you will. You
remember Iolaus here, as friend to Hercules and friend to our kingdom."
Ffloyd gently took Iolaus from the guards and put an arm around his shoulders. The
guards looked at each other with worry, and stood close by ready for trouble. But
Iolaus did not move, he just looked straight ahead of him.
"
Iolaus has been tortured! In these very walls, under our feet as we walked through
the castle’s corridors."
Ffloyd was in his element, his gestures growing grander by the moment. The crowd
were restless again, with all this talk of torture, surely not. Not in Ossian.
Ffloyd could sense the crowds doubts,
"
You cannot believe this? I know. It is difficult, and if I hadn’t seen for myself I
would not believe. Let me show you proof."
Ffloyd lovingly turned Iolaus so that his back was to the people below, and then for
the third time that day Iolaus had to show the scars of his torment. Ffloyd pushed the
worn vest over the hunters shoulders and down to his waist. Iolaus stood silent and
still, compliant. There was an intake of breath from the square, even those at the very
back could see the red marks on Iolaus’ bare back. Ffloyd let go of the vest and it fell
to the ground, unheeded by its owner.
"
Do you need more proof? I think you do. Ffloyd turned Iolaus to face the crowd
again and then untied one of his gauntlets, gesturing to a guard to do the same with its
partner. Ffloyd held Iolaus’ arm aloft, showing the sore red circles around his wrist
and lower arms. Iolaus made no move through all of this, there was no light in his
eye, and no thought in his head. He had been taken beyond endurance and he could
cope no more. Not for now, for now there was nobody at home.
Ffloyd let Iolaus’ arm drop and continued with his story,
"
I came across this poor man in a terrible state, he told me a dreadful tale of having
been tortured in the dungeons of our own castle. I, of course, checked his story, the
dungeons here show signs of recent use. He was right, he did not lie, and he could not
have been lying about his horrifying injuries. I am loath to tell you this, it is very
difficult for me, as an outsider who was welcomed into this city by your fair King,
befriended by him and cared for by him. It is very difficult to have to tell you now that
this atrocity, this evil was done by the son of our own King, Orrant.
"
Today is a sad day indeed, people of Ossian. Your Prince has betrayed you, he has
acted against his own father by torturing his friend. What kind of man can cause such
pain to his friends? What kind of man can commit such a heinous crime against his
fathers kingdom? I fear it was the war that changed the Prince so, changed him to
gather enjoyment from the pain and suffering of another. His fate is in the hands of
King Lemnos. Please be kind to your King, the Prince is his only son, his heir."
Ffloyds voice seemed to be breaking, his eyes glistening,
"
Forgive me, this is all too much to bear. Please disperse now, let the King make his
decision."
Inside Ffloyd was grinning, but on his face was a solemn sad expression, he slung his
arm around Iolaus’ shoulder and guided him into the castle. The purple vest forgotten
in the dust of the staircase, his gauntlets left where they had fallen by its side.
**********
Hercules ran. He ran down the steep spiral stairs that led from the roof, he ran along
empty corridors and down more stairs. He kept running to Iolaus, berating himself for
the fool he had been, cursing the gods for letting this happen. He turned a corner and
was met by a group of the royal guard, one of the men was the same that had been so
diligent in his work in the dungeon, but Hercules didn’t know that. All he saw were
men with weapons at the ready, another obstacle put in his path by Ffloyd.
The time for words was past, Hercules didn’t bother to ask nicely if the men could
please get out of his way. He just charged into them, sending guards flying into the
stone walls, but these were well trained soldiers and they would not give up easily.
The demigod had no trouble in removing them, but they still delayed him, they still
did all that Ffloyd had wanted of them. Just as Ffloyd had delayed him with his words,
and in his heart Hercules knew this. He knew that this delay was all that Ffloyd
wanted, all that he needed. He threw the final man aside and ran on towards Iolaus.
But he was too late to witness Ffloyd’s glorious moment at the top of the steps, he
missed the words that pushed the kingdom closer to the King’s Advisor’s hands. He
missed seeing the light fade from his friend’s eyes as he stood looking out at nothing,
he missed seeing his brother allowing himself to be guided by Ffloyd while the Queen
and her son looked on helpless. Hercules arrived breathless in the entrance hall just as
the ensemble were making their way to the throne room. Deliberations and
judgements had to be made without delay, and Ffloyd was making sure that everyone
was following his plan.
The Kings Advisor still kept his arm protectively around Iolaus’ shoulder, guiding
him gently through the hallway. Hercules pushed his way to them, pulling Ffloyd
away from Iolaus with one hand, his face a mask of anger and hatred.
"
You won’t get away with this Ffloyd!"
"
Hercules, you’re distraught, you don’t know what you’re saying."
Ffloyd gestured to
the guards who had closed in on the men, "
It’s all right. He’s just a little upset. We all
are. Now then, we should get to the throne room, get this all sorted out. Calmly and
sensibly."
Hercules looked around him for support, Iolaus didn’t meet his gaze, Niobe and
Orrant looked sympathetic but helpless, and the King frowned at him in disapproval.
This was ridiculous, how could he be so blind? Hercules took a deep breath to calm
himself. Killing Ffloyd now would feel very good for a second, but then the King
would want his head, and Orrant’s, and everything would be lost, including Iolaus.
Hercules looked at his friend again, there was still nothing in his face, no animation,
no life. It frightened Hercules, so for the moment he went along with the charade.
Perhaps he could fight Ffloyd with words, he’d made them work well for him in the
past, perhaps he could do it again.
The throne room was huge, the two elaborately decorated thrones stood on a raised
platform at one end. The King sat in his large carved seat and gestured to Niobe to
take her seat in the slightly smaller throne that was the Queen’s. He looked at all the
gathered faces below him, Ffloyd stood directly in front of the King, still holding on
to Iolaus, Hercules hovering close to them, hating the possessive way Ffloyd’s arm
encircled his friend. Orrant stood to one side, Guards either side of him, a respectful
step back but ready for him to try something. There were others there too, people who
had a role in helping to run the kingdom, advisors on lesser matters, and legal experts
and judges. The room had a guard posted every few feet around its perimeter. No one
was to leave until this was resolved.
Lemnos leaned forward in his throne, "
Ffloyd, why don’t you tell us what you know."
Ffloyd squeezed Iolaus’ shoulders as if to comfort him, "
Very well your majesty. As I
said outside, I discovered Iolaus here had been tortured. We can all see the truth of
that on his back and arms. I managed to win his trust enough to get him to tell me
who had done this to him, he told me it was Orrant."
"
And why didn’t you tell me? Why did you keep this information to yourself?"
Ffloyd paused to gather himself, this was the vital moment, everything hinged on
what he said now. "
I was afraid that you would not believe me. Your son had only
just returned to you, triumphant. You were so happy to see him, so proud of him. I did
not know what to do, this knowledge would break your heart if you believed me. But
to believe me over your own flesh and blood. I felt that I should get proof before I
brought this to you."
"
Why did Iolaus himself tell me that it was you that had tortured him?"
Ffloyd looked fondly down at the man held in his arms, "
Poor Iolaus. Look at him,
he’s been driven beyond mortal endurance. Sent to the edge of madness and beyond,
how can we know what he believes, we can’t see inside his head. This man is too
confused to be a valid witness your majesty. It is sad, but we cannot believe what he
says."
"
If that’s so, why should we believe him when he says Orrant tortured him? And what
explanation do you have for the fact that Orrant was away from the city with Hercules
during the time Iolaus was missing?"
The Kings Advisor lowered his head to hide the smirk on his face as he replied,
"
I fear that Orrant deceived us, I fear that he deceived Hercules. I believe that he
returned to the city by himself, letting Hercules hunt for his little friend alone. He
probably got some kind of sick satisfaction from the thought that Hercules was off
chasing phantoms whilst Iolaus was being made to suffer right here. And as to
believing Iolaus, he was so frightened of Orrant when he spoke to me. And isn’t the
fact that he tried to kill the Prince, his old friend, evidence enough?"
Ffloyd stroked Iolaus’ arm gently with his fingertips, this was too much for Hercules.
He could still his anger no more,
"
Get away from him! Get your filthy hands off of him!"
Hercules yelled, pulling even more violently at Ffloyd than before, he held him by his
shoulder and sneered into his face,
"
Sometimes words are not enough."
And punched the Kings Advisor so hard that he flew through the air and landed hard
on the ground several feet away, something flew from the folds of Ffloyds robes
skittering across the marble floor. Hercules bent to pick it up as it stopped near his
feet. Holding the object tightly in his large fist Hercules looked with concern at
Iolaus, who had not moved or taken any interest in what was happening.
Hercules held his closed fist up to the King, opening his hand to reveal the talisman
that Iolaus always wore around his neck lying on his palm,
"
I expect that Ffloyd will have some convenient explanation for why he has this. You
recognise it Lemnos, don’t you. It belongs to Iolaus, he goes nowhere without it. It
must have been removed by the man that tortured him, and yet Ffloyd has it. Why, if
he had found it somewhere, didn’t he give it back to Iolaus? I think you know why, I
think you know that you have been wrong to believe in Ffloyd. You know your son
would never hurt another human, he’d never inflict pain for his own pleasure. Please
your majesty, Orrant loves you, he would never do anything disrespectful to you, and
he would never hurt Iolaus."
The King frowned down at the people gathered below him, he didn’t know what to
think. Ffloyd had been his trusted advisor and friend for a long time now, but Orrant
was his own flesh and blood, and Hercules was an honourable man. He sat back not
knowing what to do.
Hercules looked up at Lemnos in desperation, what else did he need? He tightened his
hand over the talisman again for a moment and then moved to stand in front of Iolaus,
he put the stone in Iolaus’ hand and wrapped his fingers around it.
"
Iolaus? Iolaus! Look, here’s your talisman back. Why don’t you put it on, you never
did like being without it."
Iolaus did not respond, he just stared ahead of him.
"
Please Iolaus, I need you now. We all need you. I let you down my friend, I’m sorry.
I’m so very sorry. I wasn’t there when you needed me, and I should have been. You’re
my family Iolaus, please come back to me."
There was the slightest flicker in the blue of Iolaus’ eyes, but he said nothing. Ffloyd
had managed to get to his feet and, wiping blood from his mouth, he approached the
two heroes.
"
Aww, how sweet. Hercules vows his undying love for his little friend."
Blue eyes blazed, "
Will you stop calling me little! I am not little!"
Iolaus noticed the talisman in his hand and tied it round his neck smiling his thanks
up at Hercules, then he turned to Ffloyd and did what he had needed to do for a very
long time, he pulled his fist back and smashed it into Ffloyds face, he felt the
satisfying crunch of a nose breaking. And then chaos reigned. Many of the Guard
were loyal to Ffloyd rather than the King, he paid better, and so they ran to his
defence. A few of the Guard valued Ossian more than dinars and ran to defend the
King. Hercules stayed by his friend, fighting back to back with him again.
Iolaus threw him a quick grin, the old Iolaus sparkle in his eyes. Something had
happened to him in this room, something that had brought the hunter back, Hercules
didn’t know what it was but he was grateful. He noticed that Iolaus was weakened
though, and not as quick or strong as usual, but Hercules was there, to keep him safe,
to make sure he came to no harm.
Iolaus found himself fighting two of the Guard, he didn’t know where Ffloyd had got
to, right now he didn’t care. He felt good again, for the first time in so long. Finally
the anger he had nurtured had somewhere to go. As he felled one Guard with a kick to
the stomach and Hercules dealt a decisive blow to the other, Iolaus spotted a familiar
face. A face from his nightmares, one of the two men that had taken such a great deal
of pleasure in his pain. Iolaus lost all reason, he saw red and no one could have held
him back in that moment. This was personal, this was something he needed to do, and
Zeus help anyone who got in his way.
Hercules was busy with more of the Guard, there seemed to be a never ending supply
of them, and he was grateful when he found Orrant at his side, "
Just like the old days
Hercules!"
Orrant laughed as he swiped at a man with his sword.
Hercules laughed, "
Not quite. Where’s Iolaus gone? He was just here a second ago."
Orrant risked taking a quick look about him, "
Over there. He seems to have a thing
about that guy, he looks like he’s going to kill him."
Hercules glanced towards Iolaus, and swinging the nearest Guard around by his head
he despatched the remaining three standing. Dropping the man he ran over to Iolaus,
who had the Guard pinned to the ground and was punching him over and over.
Hercules laid a gentle hand on Iolaus’ shoulder,
"
You can stop now Iolaus. It’s finished."
Iolaus lowered his arm slowly, he was breathing hard and tears were streaming down
his face. He looked at the man underneath him and shuddered, the guards face was a
bloody mess and he had thankfully lost consciousness at some point. Iolaus took the
proffered hand from Hercules and pulled himself up. Without a word Hercules
gathered Iolaus into a bear hug, and held him like that for a long minute.
Iolaus finally pulled himself away, "
I’m sorry Herc. He... Gods! Look what I did to
him."
"
He was there wasn’t he."
It wasn’t a question.
"
Yes. He...he took a pride in his work."
Iolaus turned away from the unconscious
form on the floor and looked around him.
"
Herc?"
"
Yes Iolaus."
"
Where’s Ffloyd?"
Hercules sighed, the snake must have escaped while they had been busy fighting. He
saw the King still sitting on his throne, a dazed expression on his face, Orrant and
Niobe speaking to him.
"
Iolaus, I think you’d better go talk to Lemnos, he still doesn’t entirely believe. I’m
going to find Ffloyd."
Iolaus looked at the expression on Hercules’ face, recognising it,
"
Take care Herc. Don’t let him rile you up too much. All those words are only so
much hot air, remember that!"
The best friend Hercules had ever known smiled at him and walked over to the
throne, skirting round the bodies littering the floor. Hercules smiled, Iolaus would be
all right, he didn’t know how he could ever have doubted that.
Iolaus stood below the throne and looked up at the King, "
He fools the best of men,
Lemnos. He fooled me in a way, I think he fooled Hercules for a while there too.
Even knowing what he is, it’s hard to resist his words. Your majesty, I didn’t try to
kill Orrant because he had tortured me, I did it out of some false sense of loyalty to
Ffloyd and to Tatiana."
Iolaus gaze was fixed on the King, it was steady and strong, but his body betrayed
him. His whole frame shaking with the magnitude of the emotions he was battling,
and with exhaustion. Niobe stood up from her throne and came down to stand beside
Iolaus.
"
Here, Iolaus. You shouldn’t be standing, sit down in my chair."
Iolaus concentration faltered, his eyes wandered away from the King to the Queen,
"
But it’s your throne. I shouldn’t..."
"
Nonsense! Now, Orrant help me get him up to my throne."
Iolaus felt faintly ridiculous being manhandled into a throne by the Queen and Prince
and he giggled, but it felt very good to sit. Very good indeed.
Lemnos watched the way the his family treated Iolaus, he noticed the care they took,
when they touched him, not to hurt him, and he finally saw the truth.
"
Orrant. My son. I’m so sorry, I should never have doubted you. I see the tenderness
you show to Iolaus, you would never have been able to torture him. Please forgive
me."
Orrant couldn’t speak, his throat was too full of the lump that threatened tears, so he
just nodded and reached out to his father, they hugged each other tightly and then the
King had a thought,
"
What happened to Ffloyd?"
Iolaus roused himself from his drowsy state for long enough to mumble,
"
He ran off during the fighting. Herc went after him. Herc’ll sort him out."
His head
lolled, and he flopped back in the chair, which for a throne he decided was very
comfortable.
**********
Ffloyd strode along a little used passageway, his robes flying out behind him. Ignoring
the blood as it still flowed from his injured nose, he was muttering to himself,
"
Damn that little blond, damn him to Tartarus! Damn him for being so...so..., damn
him!"
Ffloyd strode on damning Iolaus with every breath he took, dripping blood onto
the stone floor with every step.
His mind was reeling, he had never taken a moment to doubt his success. He had
known the risks, he had relished them, but to actually fail! It beggared belief, and to
fail because of such a one as Iolaus. A mere mortal man, no royal blood in him, no
special blood of any kind. Just a little man who didn’t know how to break. DAMN
HIM!! Tartarus was too good for him. How could he have come back like that?
Where did he find the strength? And to have the audacity, the nerve, to be angry about
being called little! He ‘was’ little, he was short, and tiny, and all things small! Ffloyds
anger grew as he walked, his every thought feeding the flame of hatred aimed at
Iolaus. His admiration for the hunter was forgotten, his grudging respect gone. All
that was left was anger, an anger that Ffloyd had never felt before.
No one, in all his long years, no one, had got the better of Ffloyd. His plans had never
been foiled, he had never failed to turn a victim into something malleable. He had
never failed to own their soul, until now. Until Iolaus had turned on him; and hit him!
Ffloyds anger hid his fear and confusion, Iolaus had broken his nose! Ffloyd had been
so totally surprised by the turn of events that he had not reacted to the threat. His
shock at the pain and surprise was crashing over him in waves, he could feel his body
shaking with it. And he denied the shock, denied the fear, let his anger consume them
with its fire. The anger could take him over, and Ffloyd, for the first time in his long
and successful career lost control.
******
It wasn’t difficult for Hercules to follow Ffloyd, there were bright splashes of blood
on the flagstones under his feet. The part of the Castle that Ffloyd was leading the
demigod into was one he didn’t know at all, but his face was set with determination.
This time Ffloyd was not going to wiggle away with clever words and the force of his
personality. Hercules had seen the surprise on the man’s face when Iolaus had
punched him, Ffloyd must be reeling with the shock that his plan wasn’t working out.
Hercules was so proud of Iolaus, so relieved that his old buddy was still there, that
Ffloyd hadn’t bested him. Lengthening his stride but moving quietly Hercules
continued to follow the bloody trail leading him to his prey.
Some time later Hercules stopped in the passageway, it was narrow now, barely wide
enough for him to pass through comfortably. And it was very gloomy, there was only
a little light filtering in from small barred windows high in one wall. At some point in
the chase the trail had led downwards, and Hercules thought that he must be under the
Castle now, somewhere near the dungeons. Just ahead of him there was a wider
corridor and in it there was a bigger puddle of blood, Ffloyd had stood in that spot for
some time. Beside the blood was a door, a large oak door banded with iron, it was the
same door Niobe had struggled with and Hercules moved forward carefully reaching
for the huge ring handle.
The door groaned as he opened it, but he did not have the same difficulty as Niobe
had, it swung wide smoothly. He peered inside, seeing nothing he ventured through
the door carefully. Still nothing, slowly he moved forward, leaving the door open
behind him. A few dirty skylights high in the walls gave the only light. The demigod
stood for a minute allowing his eyes to acclimatise to the even deeper gloom and then
he looked around him.
He was in the dungeon, it was large with stone flags on the floor. Thick beams
crossed the ceiling and in one he could see the metal rings that had been screwed into
the wood, corresponding rings were driven into the stone underneath. Hercules
shivered, his imagination completing the picture for him. In one corner he noticed the
blanket, and he went to it. Squatting down beside the blanket he picked it up and
putting it to his face inhaled deeply. Iolaus, it smelled of Iolaus. Beside the blanket
the manacles Niobe had looked at, still lay, and Hercules gently touched them, his
eyes filling with tears. How could Iolaus have suffered so much here, with Hercules
all the while sitting just over his head, only metres away.
There was no sign of fresh blood on the dungeon floor, although Hercules noticed the
brown stains of old spilled blood, Iolaus’ blood. It was time for Hercules to reward
Iolaus’ trust in him, it was time for him to make Ffloyd pay. Throwing all his caution
aside the demigod left the dungeon behind and ran down the corridor toward the man
who had been the King’s Advisor.
*********
After Iolaus had been captured and Ffloyd had made his stirring speech at the Castle
steps Tatiana had left the square, she had seen all she needed to, the plan was moving
along sweetly. She returned to the rooms she had been sharing with Iolaus and lay
down on the freshly made bed to wait for him to be brought back to her. She didn’t
know exactly how Ffloyd was proposing to fiddle it so that she would get her little
plaything back, but he’d think up something brilliant, he always did. She lay on her
back staring unseeing at the ceiling, planning all the delicious things she would do to
Iolaus when she had him. All the things that would make him scream for her.
But it wasn’t very long before she heard shouting and running feet outside her door.
Puzzled she opened it and grabbed hold of a serving girl as she ran past.
"
What’s all the commotion?"
The flustered girl caught her breath and gave a little curtsey,
"
Begging your pardon, Ma’am, but there’s such a carry on. They’re saying that Ffloyd
tortured a man. That nice man, you know..."
The young girl stared horrified up into Tatiana’s face Realising just who had been
spending so much time with Iolaus, she stammered an apology and fled.
Tatiana did not move, she was thinking. If this was true, then she should be leaving.
But, what about Iolaus? Where was he now? She hated to give him up so easily, he
had been everything she had ever dreamed of, her darkest fantasies come true. It
would be criminal to give up on all of that without a fight. The violet eyes sparkled
and she smiled, there was nothing like a little excitement in life!
**********
Niobe had arranged to move the sleeping Iolaus into her sons private rooms. He had
stirred as he was lifted gently from the throne by two loyal members of the Kings
Guard, but he did not wake. He was carefully taken to the Princes rooms, and Niobe
herself removed his remaining clothing and tenderly pulled the covers round him. She
had called the Royal Healer, Asinnia, who looked on approvingly at the Queen’s
ministrations and after being told all that was known and examining the still sleeping
man, decided that sleep was the best cure for him, and ordered that he should not be
disturbed. The elderly woman then hurried off to tend the many guards who had
sustained injuries in the fighting.
***********
Orrant stood with his father on the steps of the Castle, where a short time ago Iolaus
had tried to kill him. Lemnos picked up the leather gauntlets and purple vest, which
were still lying in the dust and held them in his hands, moving close to his son he
stared out over the city.
"
I’ve been such an old fool, Orrant. How can you forgive me? How can Iolaus and
Hercules ever forgive me?"
The King unconsciously kneaded the material in his
hands as he spoke.
Orrant’s eyes were bright with tears, he loved his father dearly and to see him so sad,
so lost, broke his heart.
"
Father. Please don’t blame yourself. You did what you thought was right, you did
your best by the Kingdom. If you need my forgiveness, you have it. And I know that’s
true of both Hercules and Iolaus. They won’t blame you for what’s happened, they’ve
both seen the power Ffloyd can hold over men. Please, father. Let’s start fresh."
Lemnos nodded, but it would be so hard. The pain and torment he had seen in the
eyes of the people close to him, how could he live with what had happened in his
castle, under his nose? How could he live with the thought of what had happened in
the dungeons of his own home?
"
Do you think Iolaus will recover Orrant? I know I didn’t raise a hand against him
myself, but I feel responsible all the same. Ffloyd is my responsibility. I should have
been controlling him, instead he was controlling me."
"
I don’t know sir. He’s a strong man, there’s none finer. If anyone can recover it’s
him."
Orrant paused as he saw his mother leaving the Castle to join them,
"
Mother! How is he?"
Niobe smiled at her family, she was so happy that they were together again. "
He’s
sleeping, Asinnia says that he should be allowed to sleep as long as he needs. She
seems to think that he will recover from his injuries."
Lemnos kissed his wife on the cheek and pushing Iolaus’ things under his arm, pulled
her into a gentle hug. "
But will he recover from the memories? Will he ever again be
the irrepressible Iolaus that we all know and love?"
Niobe looked up at her husband, feeling safe for the first time in a long time,
encircled by his arms. "
He’s Iolaus, Lemnos. I think he’ll be fine. We just need to
give him time, and our support. And Hercules will need that too, once he’s sorted
Ffloyd out, he will have nothing to occupy him, except worrying about his friend. We
must see that he is all right."
************
Tatiana couldn’t believe how easy it had been to slip unobserved through the castle,
she had been able to overhear enough excited conversations to piece together what
had happened. And she had been lucky enough to see the guards that had carried
Iolaus to the Prince’s rooms, before they saw her. Hiding behind a pillar she had
listened as they spoke of the sleeping man and the Queen’s obvious concern. The
dancing girl had smiled as she headed for the rooms to wait until she could slip
inside.
The Queen had left Iolaus alone to sleep, she planned to look in on him frequently
and there were guards posted at either end of the corridor. She had forgotten Tatiana,
everyone had forgotten Tatiana.
They had also forgotten the narrow unused passage that opened out into the corridor
almost opposite the door to Orrant’s rooms. The Queen had sat on a bench beside the
door only that morning. But the door had been there unopened for so many years, she
no longer even saw that it was there. Tatiana was grateful for the memory lapse and
for the laziness of the guards, they did not patrol, they just stood talking to each other.
None of them noticed as she slipped into the door, it wasn’t even locked. Who needed
a lock with all those guards about?
Iolaus was still asleep He had turned onto his side and was curled up, pulling the
blanket tightly about him. Tatiana sat on the side of the bed and watched him for
some time, she gently brushed a lock of hair from his forehead with a finger. He
looked so peaceful now, so calm. The lines of stress and weariness had smoothed
away from his face, he was pale though, too pale. Slowly Tatiana stroked his cheek,
slowly she ran her hand down his neck and to his shoulder at the edge of the blanket.
Iolaus slept on, still peaceful, too far away to feel her touch, too deeply asleep to be
troubled by dreams.
Tatiana experimentally tugged at the blanket to see how tight Iolaus’ grip was, how
deeply asleep he was. He groaned a little but he didn’t let go, so she pulled a little
harder pushing him onto his back on the bed. The reaction was stronger this time,
Iolaus was being pulled away from the safety of the dreamless world he had found
himself in, and he fought it, but the tug was determined and he groaned as he opened
his eyes. Looking into them were large violet eyes. Iolaus jumped in surprise and sat
up in the bed. He pushed himself backward with his feet, backing into the corner,
trying to get some distance between them. His movements had twisted the blanket and
he clutched it to him.
Tatiana smiled sweetly, "
Hello, my dear Iolaus. Did you have a nice sleep? You’re
not getting shy around me are you?"
Horror was on Iolaus’ face, his mind had frozen, he couldn’t think or speak. He just
continued to stare at her. Tatiana reached out and stroked his face again,
"
Shall we go for a little walk my love? You shouldn’t stay cooped up in here, it’s not
healthy."
Iolaus made a little noise that could have been an attempt at a laugh. She couldn’t be
serious.
"
I think I’ll just stay here if it’s all the same to you. It’s cold out there."
He tried to
straighten the blanket, to cover himself up more completely, but only managed to get
it even more tangled.
"
It’s a beautiful day out there Iolaus. And I know a spot, even Hercules loves it there.
Come on, you must see it."
"
Hercules?"
"
Yes, my dear. He’ll be up there now I’ll bet, now that he’s done with Ffloyd, waiting
for you to wake. Why don’t you go and meet him?"
"
Hercules?"
Iolaus wanted to see Hercules. He wanted to know how he was, he had
something to tell his buddy, something important. But this was Tatiana, she couldn’t
be trusted, she had hurt him. Iolaus struggled with the dilemma, his exhausted brain
unable to cope with thinking clearly. Uncertainly, he nodded.
Tatiana smiled in triumph, putty in her hands! And she handed Iolaus his trousers and
boots. He refused to put them on until she turned away, he couldn’t bear the though of
her watching him, not any more. They didn’t know where his vest was so Iolaus
pulled the blanket round his shoulders, and he followed her from the room.
**********
Ffloyd stood by the door to the dungeon, head bowed, blood still dripping from his
broken nose. He laid a hand gently on the oak door. It would be good to be in that
room again, where he had known peace, the room of his greatest joys. But he had no
time now, he could hear Hercules stumbling about in the dark of the secret
passageway, he would be here any moment, and he would be angry too. Ffloyd smiled
at the irony, such a ‘small’ man eliciting such a ‘big’ response in them both. Ffloyd
did not know anything of failure, but he did know that he had pushed Hercules
beyond safe limits and he did not want to meet him here. It would have to be on
Ffloyds’ terms, in his territory. A smile appeared on his thin bloody lips, revenge on
the little man would be his.
***********
Hercules slowly realised as he ran that Ffloyd’s trail was leading back up into the
main part of the castle. He saw nobody, he supposed that the King had cleared this
part of the castle, he was grateful. Recognising the corridor he had just turned into,
the demigod skidded to a halt. He was standing outside of Ffloyd’s rooms and the
doors were ajar. Taking a deep steadying breath Hercules pushed the doors open and
entered the mouth of the viper.
Inside, it was dark, there was light from only one candle, flickering wildly as Ffloyd
carried it with him across the room. Hercules slowly approached him, hands out in a
gesture of peace,
"
There’s nowhere to go, Ffloyd. Why don’t you give up? You’ve lost, it’s over."
Ffloyds eyes were wild over the candle flame as he stared at Hercules, his face
covered in blood. He laughed,
"
Give up! To you? Don’t be ridiculous. You and your ‘little’ buddy! I’ll get him. I’ll
make him pay!"
Hercules edged even closer to the Kings Advisor, hands still out. The man seemed to
have gone mad and there was no telling what he might try to do. The demigod
realised that he didn’t want to kill Ffloyd anymore, he just wanted it to be over,
"
Haven’t you made him suffer enough already Ffloyd? Look, there’s nowhere to go,
why don’t you just put the candle down and come with me?"
Ffloyd laughed again, madness big in the sound of it,
"
Suffer? He hasn’t even begun to suffer! I’ve hardly started with him. You have no
idea Hercules, no idea."
Ffloyd’s voice went quiet and he smiled, the drying blood on
his lips cracking.
Hercules felt a shiver run through him at the sound of Ffloyds words, his heart full of
love for Iolaus and pain at what he must have suffered at the hands of this monster, he
reached out toward the candle, but as he did, Ffloyd threw it toward him, Hercules
batted the candle’s holder away with his hand and watched in horror as it crashed into
the huge swathes of cloth on the walls. The flame caught in the material and began to
consume it.
Ffloyd started laughing, hysteria lying only just under the surface. The wall just
behind him an inferno, he moved backwards into the flames and his voice rose into a
scream. Horrified Hercules could do nothing to save him. The flames had grown so
big so quickly, the heat they gave off was already beginning to singe his hair, he
couldn’t get any closer. Defeated by the flames, Hercules backed away from them and
left the room. He closed the doors on the fire, hoping to stop it from spreading and
then ran to find help in putting it out, coughing as he ran.
*********
Dusk was fast approaching, the first star just peering out from the deepening blue of
the sky. It was hard to believe that this was still the same day that he had started in the
Queen’s garden. Iolaus pulled the blanket tightly around his shoulders, it was getting
cold and his breath was steaming. Hercules wasn’t here, but that wasn’t exactly a
surprise, he hadn’t really expected him to be. Tatiana stood looking out across the
countryside, lights were just beginning to show in the distant farmhouses. It was
beautiful, Iolaus couldn’t deny that, but what was he going to do now? He could guess
what she had planned, what delights there were in store for him if he didn’t do
something. But he felt so tired, he had no energy, no desire to run or to fight. All the
anger that had sustained him earlier in the throne room had gone, extinguished by his
exhaustion. He shivered again and stood watching the girl, waiting for her to take the
lead, again.
Tatiana felt so good, nobody knew they were up here, the Queen thought Iolaus was
tucked up in bed asleep. Hercules was chasing after Ffloyd somewhere in the castle
below, and the King had kindly emptied half of it out for him, allowing him the
pleasure of bringing his man in alone, as if it were his right. It was Iolaus’ right really,
but she supposed that Hercules felt he was family. Oh dear! Poor Hercules, what
would he want to do to her when he found his Iolaus after she’d finished with him?
She giggled, this was so much fun. And why not start now? They would have to stay
up here awhile, until the rest of the castle had gone to bed, then they could sneak out
through the secret passages Ffloyd had showed her.
She turned to Iolaus who hadn’t moved, and walked over to him,
"
We’ll have to be up here for a while Iolaus, while we wait for Hercules to come. We
should find something fun to do to pass the time, don’t you think?"
Tatiana pulled Iolaus to face her, and rubbed her hands down his arms, enjoying the
feel of the rough surface of the blanket. He tightened his grip on the blanket and
stared up at her in silence.
"
Come on now, Iolaus. Let go of the blanket, you don’t need that. I can keep you
warm. Come on sweetie, it’s all right. You know how much you want me, yes you
do. Come on my darling, let me touch you."
All the time she was talking Tatiana was touching Iolaus, trying to get inside the
blanket, trying to make him drop it. Iolaus backed away from her his breath coming
fast, but in panic now. Tatiana misreading the sign, thinking that she still had him in
her power, moved ever closer, reaching under the blanket to find the fastening at his
waist. Horrified, Iolaus let go of the blanket and pushed her away, he pushed hard and
she tripped and fell to the ground. Without looking back Iolaus ran, but in his horror
he didn’t notice where he was going and he ran away from the door to the roof, and
toward the parapet.
Tatiana got to her feet and followed him, her slippers silent on the stone. Iolaus ran
into the wall that edged the castle roof, its height only reached his waist and he
sprawled onto it. The thickness of the castle walls the only thing saving him from
falling. Iolaus didn’t move, he lay on the stone, his face buried into it, it’s rough
coldness seeping into his skin. When Tatiana stood behind him, close behind him, he
didn’t hear her. He didn’t know she was there until she touched him, running her
fingers down the healing wounds on his back. He screamed and turned, struggling
with her at the edge of the walls. Finally he pushed her away from him again, this
time using all the strength he had left. All the strength that his pain and loathing could
muster. The parapet was not high, and he had pushed her towards it. Tatiana grabbed
for Iolaus as she rolled over the thickness of the walls, wanting to take him with her,
not wanting to let her prize go. But she caught only air, and as she fell from the castle
roof her scream shattered the quiet of the evening.
Iolaus stood looking at the spot she had been filling, his hands were shaking, his
whole body was shaking. All his mind could fill his head with was the thought that he
would never have to hear her grating giggle again. Slowly the hunter sank to his knees
and sat huddled under the wall where she had fallen, rocking himself, hugging
himself with his arms. Not remembering the blanket, not thinking to leave that place,
and get warm inside, his eyes empty again Iolaus leaned against the cold stone wall
and stared at nothing.
**********
The fire had been easy to put out, with the help of several willing guards, and now a
weary Hercules was trying to get Niobe to understand.
"
Please, I just need to see him, Niobe. I won’t wake him, I promise. But I have to see
him, before I can rest. Please!"
Niobe was exasperated, no matter what she had said Hercules had stuck doggedly to
his argument, even though he was almost asleep on his feet. He would not go to bed
until he had seen Iolaus. They had reached a stand-off and neither would give way,
they may have remained like that all night if Asinnia hadn’t entered the room. She
took in the situation at a glance, and smiled at the obstinacy she saw in both Queen
and demigod, sighing she intervened,
"
Your Majesty, I’m sure that Iolaus won’t be disturbed if Hercules looks in on him for
a moment."
The Queen frowned at the healer in disapproval but wasn’t given a chance to reply.
"
Hercules. You have to promise that you won’t speak, or stay for more than a
moment. Iolaus needs his sleep, and must not be disturbed. And then, when you have
seen him, you must promise to get some sleep yourself."
Her voice softened and she
lay a hand on Hercules’ arm,
"
He’s going to need his family Hercules. You have to be there for him when he
wakes, and an exhausted demigod will be no help to him at all."
She squeezed his arm
before letting go.
Hercules and Niobe accepted Asinnia’s words and the three went to Iolaus room,
Asinnia opened the door reminding Hercules to only put his head round and have a
quick look. Hercules nodded and did as he’d been told, his shout bringing the two
women to his side in an instant, and they all looked in fear at the empty room.
They were still standing in the doorway as Orrant ran up to them,
"
It’s Tatiana! She’s fallen from the castle roof, she’s dead!"
Tatiana? Hercules looked in horror at Niobe, they had all forgotten the woman.
They’d forgotten her but she would not have forgotten Iolaus. Hercules called out his
friends name as he led the chase for the castle roof. He arrived there before the others,
and he searched it frantically for Iolaus. Finally his eyes caught a small movement in
the shadows under the parapet.
"
Iolaus!"
Hercules ran to his friend and dropped to the ground to sit beside him.
Iolaus looked up at his buddy with large eyes,
"
She’s dead Herc."
"
Yes, I know. She fell."
Hercules sat beside the shivering Iolaus and pulled him close,
holding him tightly, trying to put some warmth back into his icy skin.
Iolaus shook his head in denial,
"
No, no. I pushed her. She...she wanted to... and I pushed her away, and she’s dead."
Hercules shushed him, and held him close,
"
It doesn’t matter Iolaus. They’re both dead now, it’s over. You’re safe now."
They stayed like that rocking silently until the others found them a few minutes later.
Asinnia brought the blanket and put it round the two men, looking at them she
gestured for the Queen and Orrant to back away. Hercules and Iolaus needed a few
moments alone. Quietly she spoke to Niobe, who nodded and whispered instructions
to her son. He left the roof to do her bidding.
After a while, the Queen caught Asinnia’s eye, she was freezing, and the women
gently persuaded Hercules and Iolaus that it would be a good idea to go inside now.
They led the two men to Orrant’s rooms, where a new bed had been placed next to the
first one. Iolaus and Hercules didn’t complain as they were undressed and put to bed,
both were asleep the moment their heads hit their pillows.
"
They will wake next to each other now. And if either has a bad dream then the other
will be a comfort even in sleep."
Asinnia smiled as she looked down on the two
sleeping faces,
"
The love they have for each other is a rare thing, it will see them through."
**********
Iolaus slept for much of the next several days, while he was resting Hercules was
taking long walks around the castle. He spent a lot of time in the dungeons, just
looking at the chains and blood stains, wondering what would have happened if he
had followed the signs in his dreams. But thinking that way was a fools game, and
Hercules was done with games. He walked the length and breadth of the castle, and
the guards got used to seeing him striding along a corridor. The demigod was always
polite but he didn’t encourage a conversation and they mostly left him alone. Then,
about three days after Ffloyd had died, Iolaus was asleep and Hercules was restless.
He walked for a long time, his head empty of thought, his legs taking him where they
would. When he did notice his surroundings it was to discover that he was near
Ffloyds rooms. Hercules decided to see how much damage there had been to the
castle, and went to take a look.
He could hear voices from inside the rooms, one of them belonged to Orrant, and he
sounded agitated. Hercules entered through the open door,
"
Knock knock! Hello, sorry to disturb you, but the door was open, and..."
In the room Orrant and his father stopped their conversation to greet Hercules, Orrant
looked at his father,
"
We should tell him."
The King sighed, "
Yes, my son. I know."
Hercules looked from father to son and back again, trying to see a clue in their eyes,
"
Well? Will somebody please tell me what’s going on!"
The King cleared his throat, "
The thing is Hercules, when my men came up here after
the fire to start clearing up, and get rid of all of ‘his’ things. Well, you see, there was
nothing here, I mean no body."
"
Nobody?"
"
No, Hercules. No body. There were no remains, Ffloyd wasn’t here."
Hercules gave a little incredulous laugh, "
But that’s ridiculous, I saw him go up in
flames. He was standing right there. Nothing at all? Not even his rings?"
Orrant and the King both shook their heads, nothing. Hercules looked around the
room, he found it was difficult to breath, this could not be happening.
"
OK, OK, we have to be sensible about this. The fire was very hot, it could have
destroyed the body...but not his jewellery, not those rings and the thing he wore
around his waist. But was he still wearing them?"
Hercules thought back to the flickering candle-light, and remembered the flash of
light reflecting off of a ruby on Ffloyds finger. So, that wasn’t the answer, all right
then, what was? The demigod looked closely at the floor where Ffloyd had stood, he
looked at the wall behind.
"
Could there be any secret passages in here, Lemnos?"
The King shrugged his shoulders, "
Possibly, we have certainly found a number over
the years. And if there were Ffloyd would have discovered them. But I thought you
saw him go up in flames, how could he escape that?"
Hercules thought carefully, he pictured the scene. It was not something he wanted to
dwell on, the picture wasn’t a pretty one.
"
When the fire took hold of the curtains, he stood here, then he moved backward into
the flames. He was laughing, and then he started to scream. It was an awful sound,
inhuman."
Hercules paused hearing the scream in his mind again,
"
There was something about it though... I don’t know. Anyway, the heat was already
too much, I could feel my clothes were about to catch light so I had to leave. The last
image I had of him was his outline against the flames, I could only just see him with
all the smoke."
Hercules stopped for a moment and then looked at his companions startled,
"
The scream, that’s what was wrong about it. It wasn’t in horror or pain, it was
triumph. Oh, by the gods let me be wrong!"
He began examining the stone work of
the wall, the others joining him, before long Hercules had found what he was looking
for, and a passageway opened up in front of him. His head dropping, Hercules turned
away,
"
It can’t be. This can’t be. How can I tell Iolaus? How can I possibly tell him that
monster is still alive, out there somewhere?"
Lemnos put a hand on Hercules’ shoulder, the shock evident on his face too,
"
Perhaps you shouldn’t tell him Hercules. He may never turn up again, we may find
him before he can find Iolaus. If I were you I would wait, don’t tell him yet, let him
recover his strength. This knowledge could crush him. I know that I won’t be telling
Niobe, she’s suffered enough."
Lemnos looked long and hard at his son, willing him to agree. Orrant slowly nodded,
he agreed that neither Iolaus nor Niobe should be told that Ffloyd was still alive. It
was decided that a search party would go after Ffloyd, to see if they could pick up his
trail. But Hercules and Orrant must stay at the castle for Iolaus’ sake.
Hercules wasn’t entirely comfortable with the plan, he wanted to be out there hunting
that demon down, but Iolaus needed him. A part of Hercules told him that Iolaus
didn’t need his lies, he needed to know the truth, but he paled at the thought of
breaking the news. Iolaus, when he was awake, was full of good cheer. But he still
needed Hercules to confirm every day that Tatiana and Ffloyd were really gone. With
Tatiana it was easy, Iolaus had seen her fall, but with Ffloyd he was trusting Hercules’
word. He had laid his faith back in his friends hands, Hercules felt like he was letting
Iolaus down again.
********
Over the next couple of weeks Iolaus became more and more restless to leave the
castle, to get back to his life. There had been no news of Ffloyd and Hercules didn’t
like to leave the safety of the castle without some kind of word, but he was running
out of excuses.
They stood on the castle steps one evening as dark was fast approaching, Iolaus,
looking out over the square, could still see the crowds and feel the knife in his hand,
Hercules could only see Ffloyd’s face, covered in blood, spitting out the words,
"
Suffer! He’s hardly begun to suffer, I’ve hardly started with him."
He shivered.
Iolaus looked up at his friend, concern in his eyes. He was worried about Hercules,
there was something bothering him, something he wouldn’t talk about. Iolaus knew
that he wasn’t exactly being talkative about his worries and fears, but, well, he was
dealing with it in his own way. This was different.
"
Herc?"
"
Hmmm?"
"
I could really do with a change of scene buddy. This place is getting real tired."
Iolaus tried to make a joke out of his words, but they came out wrong and Hercules as
always noticed.
"
Iolaus? What’s wrong?"
Iolaus laughed, "
You want the short story or the long one? OK, OK, never mind.
What is wrong is that I’m here. Everywhere I go I get sympathetic glances, people
shaking their heads and tutting at the cruelty of the world. Herc, I’m suffocating
here!"
Hercules looked at the shorter man for a long moment, "
What’s the real story Iolaus?
That's some of it, but it’s not the main thing is it?"
"
No Hercules. I guess not. It’s just...everywhere I go I seem to end up here, or on the
ramparts, or.."
his voice dropped to a whisper,
"
in the dungeons. I can’t seem to help it, and it just, well, it’s like I’m drowning in it
all. I need to get a fresh start, away from all the ghosts. Please Herc, can we leave?"
Hercules hadn’t realised, he hadn’t thought. Again, he thought to himself grimly,
again you didn’t think about his needs, you didn’t think about what being here all the
time must be like for him. Forcing a grin on his face, Hercules clapped Iolaus on his
much improved back,
"
Any time you say buddy. Any time you say!"
"
Thanks Herc. Now would be good."
"
Can you stand one more night here, then we can get one of Niobes’ extra special
breakfasts before we go?"
Iolaus nodded, and laughed, "
Those were the magic words, breakfast, mmm!"
Late the next morning the two men again stood on the castle steps but this time, the
Royal family had joined them, it was time to say goodbye. Hercules stood off to one
side with the King, they lowered their voices so that the others couldn’t hear them.
"
If you hear anything at all, you’ll get word to me?"
"
Of course I will Hercules. But I really think that last report I got means that he is
now dead. He was probably badly burned in the fire, I don’t expect he lasted more
than a day or two. The signs at the river were clear, my men are good men Hercules
they wouldn’t get a thing like this wrong. Ffloyd stopped at the waters edge for a
time, and he fell in, the river is high, he would have been swept miles. If they find his
body I’ll get word to you."
Hercules nodded at Lemnos and they shook hands, he wished he could be as confident
as the King that this was over.
"
Lemnos, don’t blame yourself for Ffloyd. He was someone none of us could
overcome on our own. Don’t let him ruin what you have achieved here."
"
None of us except Iolaus, he overcame him, somehow."
both men looked toward
Iolaus who was regaling Niobe with a tale involving a very large fish by the look of
his antics. Lemnos smiled,
"
I will not let any of this damage my kingdom, or my family, Hercules. If Iolaus can
find happiness again, so can I."
If you only knew, Hercules thought but did not say, he knew how good Iolaus was at
hiding his pain away under layers of laughter, it was still there though.
There were hugs and kisses as they said their goodbyes, and finally Hercules and
Iolaus were on their way. They could both feel the three pairs of eyes watching as
they crossed the square, and they turned and waved as they left the city gates.
"
Hercules? Where are we going?"
"
I don’t know Iolaus, where do you want to go?"
"
Well, I thought we could do some fishing, there’s this great place I heard about down
in the south of Ossian. Orrant was telling me he fished there as a child and..."
"
Iolaus it’s winter, it’s cold!"
"
Yeah, but haven’t you ever heard of ice fishing?"
Hercules laughed and let Iolaus lead the way, there were scars, both physical and
mental but Iolaus wasn’t lost, the spirit that he was so loved for, was still there
fighting. It may not be plain sailing but Iolaus would be all right, and Hercules knew
that if Iolaus would be all right then he would too. Fishing, in the winter, through ice?
Well, it would give them a chance to talk, and hopefully Hercules could lay to rest
this niggling seed of doubt that had planted itself in his mind. The thought that Ffloyd
wasn’t dead, that he was still out there, waiting for Iolaus.
THE END
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