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| Lost Soul |
| Why does my heart play games with souls Yours alone was inlike I've ever seen The pain and the lust The love and joy were all there with us So did my heart play with your soul It was never to happen what did For it shouldn't have come to be But what was I to do All my life I thought,no,I knew You were the one to be side by side with me I had no mistake in it,the fun we had The love we made,for I knew,I did,believe me My heart was yours And a piece will always stay with me of your heart Was it the distance or the time Or did I just see that it wouldn't ,couldn't work Some part of me is hurt so bad That I want to cry and hide myself away I should have ended it sooner before I did my sin Was it a sin at the time Some part of me is a yes and the other a no So confused am I,So lost,So far away from being safe If I could step outside of myself and see me I would see a lost soul trying to find a way To understand who I am and how I could do something Something of love instead of pain to you When our lips touched I don't even know If I was thinking of you or the one It just happened And waking to a different face,a different soul How I wanted to die right then and there Sorry wouldn't fill the void you have And saying I love you is as empty as my heart I wish I could hold your hands and see your land Wake up next to you and smile And love you as I once did But that wish could never be I must go my way,to see for myself who I am And to see what I am doing You were not just a page in my life But more like the book that I couldnt finish Please never hate me Never forget me and always be there You are and always will be The best love to ever come into my life Remember me....My Love. ~Casper~ |
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