Denial

[ Work in progess ]

I've found that denial is a big problem for me:

• denial of assets: ignoring skills and tools which can be used to acheive goals
• denial of opportunity: ignoring people, institutions, and invitations to demonstrate which can be used to acheive goals
• denial of self-importance: feeling that I do not matter, my feelings are weak or unimportant, that I am neutral
• denial of urgency: feeling that I can act "as usual" and yet acheive something unusual which has an externally set time limit on it
• denial of prosperity: professing to be poor. I have refined this into an observation that my liquid assets are slender... and thus concluded that my finacial intelligence ior fund-generating activities need to be raised
• denial of vision: pretending that I wish to conform, rather than following my true ambition.
• denial of life: acting robotic rather than human, processing information rather than interacting with information

The counter to this, is assertion. However, blind anti-assertions will not solve the root problem of dyadic denial / unreality addiction, but, rather, will counter the superficial symptoms while the root actually digs deeper, being feed now my sugar-coated denials in the form of anti-denials.

E.g. "I am not poor" (negated denial) does not make you rich. However, "I have the ability to write" (observation) may hint at a possible solution (e.g. job as a clerk, profession as a writer, business as an oracle).

The solution, however, is a more expansive process of observation, analysing, interaction, prophecy, confession, and profess-ion.

• embrace life: "Lose yourself in the [moment...] Do not lose you chance to flow" - Psalm of M.M. Be multitalented and creatively flowing, not monostatic (societal robot)
• embody self-vision: see "Don't Let Anybody steal your deam", by Dexter Yager / Douglas Wead; the Borg chant; etc.
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Emotions

Emotions are really whole-body thoughts. They cause changes throught the whole body, and vice versa. Thoughts which do not manifest through bodily changes are known as "intellectual", or, "abstract" thoughts.

Emotional Control

Over the past few months, I've found a lot of information about personal power and emotional control. Here, I attempt to at least link to some important ones... and eventually add my own two cents.

Linkage

• Unreality Addiction
• Emotional Control
• Overcoming helplessness
• Limerance
• Coercion
• Persona Levels

K31. 3 Jan. +3.